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KinnPorsche Fanfiction Recommendation List
When I started reading KinnPorsche fanfiction, there were barely 500 fics out there but then the series got famous and fics started flooding in at an unprecedented speed. Now there are more than 3000. I lost quite a few fics because I didn’t think to mark them out in time. Then I tried bookmarking but my bookmarks were already a mess so while it was better, it didn’t exactly help. That’s when I got the idea of maintaining an online document. Every fic I got interested in, I copied the link and put it in there with a few tags and a little comment.
I didn’t even think much about it until my friend asked me for KP fanfic recommendation and I gave her a link to this file. She yelled at me for not thinking to share it before this. When she calmed down enough, she told me to post it online. I hadn’t thought to do it before but once the idea was in my head, it wouldn’t leave. I felt like some fancy art collector absolutely enamoured with the idea of sharing what I had collected with the world. So here it is,
Kinnporsche Fanfiction Recommendation List
It’s not complete. There are many many more fics I have tucked around every nook and cranny of my online presence that I need to sniff out. VegasPete ones are not here yet (except for 2 new ones that I found interesting but haven’t had the chance to read yet) and so are the minor ship ones. I’ll get around to that sometime later this week. Even apart from that, new fics are still flooding in every hour.
Currently, the list stands at 165 works. We’ll see how far we go. But for now,
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Kinnporsche Notes and Thoughts Episode 14
This post really isn't necessary anymore, but I feel like it's a conclusion to season one. I feel that just like the characters in the show, we have come full circle. All gifs are @hereiswhereitbegan28
A) So we start off by going back to Porche's house. He needs answers and to get them, he has to remember.
Vegas "the main family is getting weaker" he wants Porsche on his side. Look I know what's about to come and it's hard to dig through layers but this is a multilayered friendship just like Porsche and Pete. Neither of them will choose each other over their "side" but there is still no hate there.
"That's up to my papa. But I definitely won't let anyone do anything to Pete" Porsche "just take care of him": Vegas basically saying they are going to win but nothing will happen to Pete. Vegas is clearly explaining his line to Porsche. The only one not on my side who will survive is Pete.
And he is headed in. Porsche's mom "A little bird means freedom, full of happiness" "when you get older, you'll get stronger like a Phoenix" "Grow up and fly with freedom, be strong and Immortal like a Phoenix." "Take care of yourself and your little brother"
Porsche heads inside. He gets in the closet and remembers his dad being shot.
B) Porsche's head hurts as he flashes back to confronting Korn. Korn immediately sets up to confuse Porsche by saying what he remembers as a child could be incorrect.
Kinn shows up. He rushed so somehow he knew. I love how Kinn is able to balance supporting Porsche while still trying to balance the situation.
For fuck sakes. Adoption or not adopted their still cousins. It's not like they are having babies together. It's okay.
Korn's recollection don't match with Porsche's memory at all.
The only comments to match are "and how would Nampheung feel about that?"
C) Great uncle was one of Korn's people. Explains a lot.
Heart attack. How convenient. And Porsche just leaves. Shitty move nor supporting your boyfriend but you managed to not kill his dad. Can he really ask for anything more?
Finally all three brothers in a room together. Kim making me want to smack him. Reminding Kinn of his responsibilities. Okay little boy, how bout you man up and take care of your responsibilities instead of only participating when you want. Some people over here living in the nity grity so you can enjoy that privilege.
What is that look between Kim and Chan. Kim either doesn't care his dad is dead or he doesn't believe it.
Gun has such a fuck boy vibe. He is also completely unaware about his brother. He'll take advantage but he didn't poison Korn.
We are going to get to a point where Kinn tells Porsche that Korn poisoned his dad. Yet Gun suspects Korn of lying because he didn't do it. So if Korn was never poisoned then what was the advantage of this?? Putting Kinn at head? Hmm no. Putting Porsche as head of minor.. yup! You bet. But why?? That's the key here. I got a theory.
Kinn stroking his lucky gun. Is he thinking about Porsche. He is ready for the fight to come though.
Porsche deep in his memories gets a call from Vegas. Why though? They ad already talked earlier. Ahh because now he has had time to talk to his dad and know that Porsche is his cousin. "Porsche be careful. It's time to choose. Our business is done here. Good luck with what you choose." Guys!!! He gave Porsche a warning, he gave him the chance to stand and die with his man. Gave him a chance to survive too because this warning gives him a chance to prepare. And Porsche understands completely what Vegas is saying. Uh huh. (Now seal this in your head because Kim assumes it's Vegas that sent for Chay but why when we had this conversation)
I love that Kinn goes in ready to kill people. It comes full circle to the first series. "People say I'm more like my mom"
Okay.. So Vegas loves Pete bur he is still an ass. "Know your place" Love that Chan handled it like the bad ass he is/was.
Gun giving Porsche into the think of shit. "It's your time" him finally smiling with pride. This fucking asshole literally and with purpose making a broken sociopath.
But Vegas clears the way. Make no bones about it though, he us enjoying himself.
Vegas you shooting every bodyguard. How you know someone isn't going to shoot Pete? Are you that sure he is guarding Kinn? Well he isn't wrong.
Notice that Vegas is not suprised at Porsche showing up. Also, Kinn whispering Porsche's name was chief's kiss. Ahh.
I love that Porsche left because he thought he would be blamed for Korn. I love the little smile on Kinn's lip when he realizes why Porsche left and he can tell him he knows.
Then Kinn slides into little shit mode. I think he salty about Porsche calling Vegas. But he's just being a but head, he doesn't seriously doubt Porsche and he easily smiles when Porsche says he is on his smiled.
The gay gun tango as coined by @biochemjess
Can I say that I really appreciate the dedication put into the crotch grab. I mean he squeezed and caressed. Truly Mile thank you for your dedication.
Fucking power couple right there.
Daaamn, V why you gotta kick Porsche in the mouth. That was just rude!
Okay guys I slowed down and went frame but the angle is making it hard on me to tell. Vegas finger is for sure on the trigger when pointing at Kinn but it looks like he relaxes it when pointing at Porsche. He's covering it up by using both hands. You decide.
D) when the toy of destruction comes along. Porsche easily gets away from Vegas. Pause at 31:43, Vegas could have easily shot them but he'd run the risk of hitting Porsche. No shots fired.
The Bedazzled Boom Mobile (thank @suga4mycoffee) went boom. The lovely bunch of coconuts are working together.
Now comes the twinkling truck of terminal fierceness. Anyone else get the feeling that Khun has watched Home Alone?
These two coconuts are seriously bonding over the diy death machines (brought to you by Ali)
How does Kim know where Chay is hmm? Kinn would know so did he tell Kim? Or is Kim like brother dearest with a tracker on his love?
"Let me guess. You'll take Porsche's brother as leverage?" "This kind of stupid plan, I don't even have to think who sent you" Impling that he thinks Vegas but why would Vegas do that when he told Porsche that everything was going down?? Far more likely it's Gun sending them to get his nephew now that he knows thanks to Vegas.
Good fight scene.
Who comes to a gun fight in white walking shorts?? A fuck boy that's who. Gun for sure knows that Porsche is his nephew now.
Before watching Gun's flashback, go back and look at Porsche's. Then watch Gun's. They match.
Which means that he though his sister and her son's were dead. He had no reason to believe Porsche was his nephew until Vegas was able to come tell him about the picture.
"Your father is evil. Do you know how many people I've loved that your father has killed" So was he scared of loving Vegas like Vegas was scared of loving the hedgehog?
Arm giving Khun a look. Haha!! Porsche chases after Gun. Kinn chases after Porsche. Vegas chases after Kinn.
Vega runs right into Pete. Pete points his gun and Vegas raises his. Then lowers. Pete about to lower his when the other guards show up. He shoots Vegas in his arm to save his life. "Follow Mr Kinn, I'll handle this" ohhh but Pete is pissed. Vegas is once again blindly following daddy and he is fucking with the people Pete cares about.
Vegas "I'm sorry for everything" Pete does not care because he isn't still mad about that. He is mad about Vegas coming and fucking with Kinn and Porsche. Shooting Pol.
Vegas "If I die today, could it be you who kills me" he doesn't ask Pete to make it quick. He'll take what ever Pete gives him. He just wants to die by his hands.
Pete "what the fuck are you talking about?" Vegas " I love you Pete" then a really sexy bloody kiss.
Pete is stunned. Vegas pushes Pete to the side and runs after Kinn. Then Pete runs after Vegas.
Then there is Korn with a private fucking chamber. Gun is completely not surprised to see Korn because he didn't kill him. Nam seems shocked at seeing Gun though. Porsche surprised at seeing his Mom. Kinn not surprised at his dad being alive.
No Kinn is surprised at his dad having Porsche's mom.
The truth is somewhere in the middle between Korn and Gun. "The truth is, your just as bad as papa was" which remember Porsche's dad says that he knows the truth about Nam's village. Aka it likely involves Korn and Gun's dad. Did he have a mistress there? Is that really where Nam came from? If so is that what Gun is implying?
"Nam, I love you the most" the most? Out of all his other people or out of him and Korn? "I'll protect you and everyone will know the truth, the truth that Nam is" dead. Now if you look behind Korn, Nam is absolutely shocked by this.
Porsche knows Korn is full of shit. Things aren't adding up but he is choosing Kinn. He doesn't have enough information right now.
Vegas shows up. Devastated over the death of his dad. Yes Gun was a shitty dad just like mine but it's not easy to just remove those feelings. Also in one big swoop he has lost everything but his brother. His father and standing. Pete's concern written all over his face.
Pete over here like, don't make me shoot your other are Vegas. But fuck guys! Listen to Pete's tone, so soft.
Korn promises to take care of Vegas and his brother. Vegas doesn't care about himself but he does his brother and if he kills Korn then they both die. Who knows what will happen to his brother so he leaves.
All Pete Needed Was To Know Vegas Loved Him!! He will follow Vegas to hell now that he knows that. You guys really think that kind of love happened in a week? Half of which was torture?? Hmm. It should be especially telling that Korn isn't surprised and knows about Pete's feelings for Vegas.
Pete resigns and says these very telling words "But I can not betray my own feelings anymore" mother fucker been in love for awhile. He just didn't plan on Vegas returning them. Now that he knows he does, he is ready to descend into hell with him. He might be a psycho but the sex is good
Kinn is surprised by this. He closes his eyes because he feels responsible. This is when he realizes Pete was with Vegas during "vacation." Porsche reassures Kinn. Then looks at Pete. Pete and Porsche share a look of understanding.
Vegas with nothing but knowing his brother will at least be taken care of, raises the gun to his chin.
"Vegas. Stop. What are you doing" and Vegas stops. He's annoyed but he stops because it's Pete. "There is nothing left" "I'm here, Vegas, I'm here" "why did you follow me Pete, I've got nothing left" and Pete grabs him. Vegas asks him to let go but Pete won't and we have a parallel of them going down like they did at the bar.
"Why did you follow me Pete?" He shakes Pete off "I've got nothing left" he isn't catching on that Pete is coming with him. "Would you stop saying you have nothing left. I'm right here"
"And don't turn your back on me like this" "Because I'm hungry"
Now this is important. You can see Vegas literally pause and soften. Food is their love language. Vegas knows that Pete attributes food with care. Vegas prior to their relationship often provided Pete with food because of this.
"Are you very hungry" Can someone else take you to eat" Am I really who you want. Who you choose? Wouldn't someoneelse care for you better? "You dare push me away? You dare push me away Vegas?" "Then why the hell tell me you want to be with me?" "I'm your pet aren't I and I am hungry now. And you walked out. So I had to come find my owner"
As I've said a million times. Pete is more than happy to be submissive to Vegas but before he drew the line at being a pet. Now he is calling himself a pet. Doing whatever is necessary because he loves Vegas that much and knowing Vegas loves him only strengthens that more. Buuut I also need you to take a moment and realize we are paralleling episode 13. Making something ugly one of consent and beauty.
E) If you ever made the mistake of thinking Pete wasn't ruthless. Think again cause he just shot down his brother in arms without a second thought.
Ummm so Porsche is made head of the minor family. Which, I believe has been the goal in this whole bullshit. Notice the ring and Porsche's face being blurry. Out of focus. Then it clears and the ring becomes blurry. These two things don't really belong together.
One month later Porsche is wearing green and wearing the minor family ring. He went from insecure kid to head of house hold.
Two rings, one family. Then back on a ship 🤣🤣🤣 seriously though this felt like a wedding and wedding reception.
Another parallel, last time Porsche made the drink. Now Kinn does. Last time he was kidnapped but now he is willing.
Also notice that certain bodyguards feeling like they can tell Khun no now. Hmmm
Vowssssssss and they were caught on camera.
Why does Korn have only one baby picture up when he has three sons?
"History is written by the victors" basically means history is always written by the winners. When two opposing people clash, the loser is destroyed and not there to argue the truth. As Napoleon once said, 'What is history, but a fable agreed upon?
When Porsche and Chay open the door Nam hears Porsche and looks annoyed.
She is drawing birds. Birds are freedom. There are two sets of two. Two white and two black.
Vegas is so fucking contradictory. Where have you been and then why are you still here.
"I can't run off to anywhere" "If you run now, I'm all right with that. I got nothing left and I don't want to be a burden to you" Pete so fucking happy "I just want to follow my heart" "from now on, you are no longer my pet. You're the most important person in my life"
Welcome in-law! He is cutesy and annoying. Hope he's ready to get babied by Pete. Notice that little brother could care less about daddy but let's be honest. Vegas is daddy for him. So no surprise. And Vegas proves it with that sweet moment at the end. Kissing both of the. 💜
I dedicate this labor of love to those who have repeatedly supported, commented, and requested. Thank you always for your time and attention. Hope you enjoy 💜💜💜
Pet (and food): disconnect and reconnect / rage vs love / EP13 vs EP14
What the linguist in me found super interesting is the shift in connotation (that is strong emotive meaning) that the word PET underwent between episode 13 and episode 14 and how the two scenes in which it is used are parallel to each other.
Two things to note before continuing reading this post 1. PET is a loaded word, used by Vegas in regards to Pete in the first half of episode 11. I did make an analysis on that and this post won’t make sense without having read it. 2. It was not used again in episode 11 after Pete escaped on the pier, and never in episode 12 in regards to Pete.
EPISODE 13 Now the word Pet resurfaced suddenly again in episode 13. And if you look at the context closely enough, the reason why it resurfaced should be clear enough.
What are you looking at? Eat! Your papa was here? Are you gonna eat it or not? What happened to your face? Leave it alone! Is this the way you're supposed to be living? Give yourself up to the main family. Mr. Korn is not cruel. Isn't my freaking life like this because of them? It's up to you, Vegas. It's your choice. Don't you ever think that just we had sex and you could say anything. Anyhow, you're just my pet.
Vegas and Pete hit really close to me. That reaction, that rage, the I need to hurt because I am hurting speaks to me. Sometimes there is a rage you really can't control and you would like to, but it just stems so deep it is impossible to contain. Just like that reaction really is Vegas' way of dealing with his hurt? Because his father just left and destroyed the food he was making. He went against him for the first time and he was hit. But, and this is where my my brain always stops, he made the food again, he made the food because he cares about Pete. Still in his turmoil and all his hurt he still does it. And then Pete asked about it, and Vegas knows how he is and so he says "leave it alone" but Pete can't and Pete talked about Korn and that is just the worst thing possible to say in that situation for him? Because he is used to seeing the main family as the reason his life is like that? Because he completely blows up as soon as you mention them, like in episode 10 with Porsche? Because his feelings of self worth are tied with his father and his inferiority complex? And then Pete mentioned choice and when did he ever have a choice? Was it a choice to be abused his whole life and have to deal with his father? And just how can he do it now? And so those two sentences and all the baggage just add to an already unstable situation thanks to his father hitting him earlier after he rebelled thanks to Pete? And sometimes, not that I am condoning it, mind you. But that rage just stems from the hurt and it's a self defense mechanism because Vegas is always like a hurt animal and he does not want to hurt Pete and he doesn't mean it but it's like impossible to stop when he starts? And so the spilled food and the choking and the angry words he does not mean because Pete just hurt him even if unwillingly?
And so the end result is him using pet in his “dehumanizing” connotation, a way for Vegas to punish both himself and Pete. Not because he thinks of Pete as his pet but because he is feeling hurt and betrayed and he is missing the emotional stability to deal with being hurt by the person he trusts and loves the most. So again we leave episode 13 with pet having regained its most negative connotation and with food spilled and wasted, with Vegas having used them in rage to destroy himself and Pete, creating a disconnect between them.
EPISODE 14 What I find poetically beautiful is how the same two concepts are then used in episode 14 by Pete in the complete opposite way. Because you see, the word pet does have another connotation, a powerful one. Whoever does have a pet knows it also stands for love and care and affection and belonging. And again, Vegas does know this. He had the hedgehogs and he loved them. And so Pete takes those two concepts, used in episode 13 to destroy and he creates with them a bridge of connection.
Vegas. Stop. What are you doing? There's nothing left. I'm here, Vegas. I'm here. Vegas. Why did you follow me, Pete? I got nothing left. Let me go! No! Why did you follow me, Pete? I got nothing left. Would you stop saying that you got nothing left? I'm right here. And don't turn your back on me like this. Because... Because I'm hungry. Are you very hungry? Can someone else take you to eat? You dare push me away? You dare push me away, Vegas? And why the heck did you tell me that you wanted to be with me? I'm your pet, aren't I? And I'm hungry now. And you walked out. So I had to come find my owner.
What I find stunning is how this complete reversal comes about. Because if you look at it closely enough, this scene is also in a way a parallel of the seduction scene in episode 12. Because everything Vegas loves leaves him, and even if Pete says he is here what are his reasons for being here exactly? Vegas asks him two times why Pete is there, and pushed off the ledge, Pete finally and consciously admits his feelings.And this scene comes after him resigning, after he shed his mask(go read @hael987 post), after he shed his armor of steel and finally accepted the value of his feelings, leaving the neediest/hungries part of himself open finally for the world to see. If you pay enough attention, before and after, you will notice that the one who is always giving and seeking direct verbal confirmation of feelings is Vegas, the one more in touch with them is Vegas. Vegas is the one sure of what he feels and the one who understands what Pete feels. Pete uses metaphoric language or misdirection or implications. And again, isn’t it just so poetic and empowering to take something used to hurt, flipping it on its other side and transforming it in a living metaphor for love? Taking all the hurt a word can have and reclaiming it for your own, transforming it into something beautiful and powerful. Because for someone so used to keeping what he is contained in a cage, hidden behind a mask, being explicitly verbally direct is a challenge. And again, if you are not used with dealing with them, feelings are hard and difficult and talking about them when you have never is like cracking yourself open for the world to see and so the use of metaphor to make yourself understood and convey in the best way you can. And the thing is food is something they both see as a love language and has opened the door and Pete is hungry for all the nourishment, all the love, all the feelings Vegas can give him. And not only the love, but also it seems to me as “I can swallow the hurt you give, take it into myself and transform it into something beautiful, meaningful and for something for you to own and to keep and taking the hurt and giving it new life, taking the pain and transforming it into love in order to achieve a new shape”.
And having shed the old skin, having killed Pete the bodyguard, it is also Pete in this scene that is going through a completely new identity, a rebirth of the self as a form of love. And the beauty of it is that being now completely sure of his worth, of the love he inspired and completely grounded in his feelings, he can accept all definitions in regards to himself because “ I am me whatever I call myself, I accept this part of me and you. Because I know you love me and I love you” And Pete takes it also one step further creating a two-way pathway by using the word "my owner", because it further creates a connection, a bond. A sense of belonging to each other, it is also a way of owning back. A sense of responsibility to give Vegas, a sense of possession, something for Vegas to own that won't leave and won't die and will remain there. And this becomes even more powerful if we consider the element of loyalty Vegas has always been searching for? The feeling of being for the first time completely and fully chosen above the main family. And again Pete knows that to be owned is also to own. Because, and this is important, giving yourself is a gift that marks, and gives life and new purpose and love, and this is just what Vegas needs in this moment.
So we have on one side pet and slave and dehumanisation, food spilled. On the other side, we have pet and love and deep submission and providing food Because it is important to keep in mind that BDSM is a lifestyle, it is not a scene or a play. It colors interactions and behaviors and word connotations. All the kink talk has been peer-reviewed and approved by @lutawolf. If you are not part of the kink community, please always check with those who are(lovely people of the fandom, helping educate others) instead of spreading misinformation. That is disrespectful and on par with the book that shall not be named.
CODA The ending scene provides a final closing of the pattern with pet and food. We really come full circle because this once the one providing the food is Pete. And how wonderful it is that it’s for both Vegas and Macau? And again we have Vegas always asking for affirmation and Pete indirectly answering with “I just wanna follow my heart” and that is like tremendous growth for Pete, the way he decides to be ruled by feelings and that answer is enough for Vegas and then “From now on you’re no longer my pet. You’re the most important person in my life” and that’s because that is loyalty and love and care and belonging when he is at his lowest, just for himself.
And my brain fully stops here.
an incredibly subjective kinnporsche fic rec list
a few caveats before i get into it: i have probably missed fic. this is all my opinion, and if you disagree with it, that’s fine. i’m not giving these fics ratings, or picking out my extra special favourites because that’s just a dick move and inevitably results in writers feeling like shit. (i’ve been there.) if it’s on this list, i enjoyed it enough to remember it. which is saying something because i read a lot of fic. like, so much firefox fucking crashed when i was opening tabs from my ao3 history. i bsod’d my fucking laptop for this. oh and my fic is on this list because hell yeah i recommend it. i fucking wrote it.
these aren’t in any particular order, because they’re mostly in order of my ao3 history. bear in mind that a lot of these were written whilst the show was airing, so they’re not so much canon as canon-adjacent. where i can remember what they go by over on this hellsite, i’ve tagged the author’s in question. if you know any of the handles for authors i’ve missed, feel free to tag them too.
under a cut because there are quite a few here:
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A Guide to Some of the Best Queer Asian Shows
The guide includes show’s basic summary; main genres/tropes/themes and the official streaming link! You can find some content warnings in the notes of this post. Shows are listed by countries, numbered by the order I recommend watching in, not by rating. The list will get updated regularly.
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1. KinnPorsche
mafia boss/bodyguard; action; dark-ish
Kinn, a son of a prominent mafia head, is ambushed by an enemy and meets Porsche, a bartender who comes to his rescue for a price, thus beginning their reluctant relationship as boss and bodyguard, which soon turns into something more.
iQIYI
2. You’re My Sky
sports; university setting; coming of age
Thorn, a young basketball player follows his senior Fah to university as a result of the promise they’d made — to become national basketball champions. However, to his dismay, he finds that Tupfah has already given up on basketball. — Aai has to work in pairs throughout the semester with San, 1 year footballer; in order to receive a scholarship to study in Japan, Ai must be willing to do everything to get an A grade. — Track running requires the compatibility of the team members to be very high. Vee, who became the new racquet 4, has to speed up training to fit in with the team as quickly as possible, especially with Dome, spending extra time together to train. Is love actually a major obstacle on the path of being an athlete?
Viki
3. Cutie Pie
arranged marriage; secret identity
The sons of two companies, Lian and Kuea, have been engaged to each other since childhood. One decides he doesn’t want the arranged marriage anymore while the other decides to win him over.
YouTube
4. Until We Meet Again (+ Between Us)
soulmates; forbidden love; reincarnation; university setting
Two boys who couldn’t be together in one life find each other again in another.
YouTube (UWMA) & YouTube (Between Us: Special)
5. I Told Sunset About You (+ Last Twilight in Phuket, I Promised You the Moon)
coming of age; childhood friends to lovers; high school setting
Two childhood best friends-turned-rivals meet again, awakening an old rivalry and old feelings. They now have to navigate their lives together and the growing attraction toward each other.
No official international streaming available to my knowledge, you can watch on Dramacool.
6. Something In My Room
ghost/human; horror-ish; mystery
Looking to start a new life in a new house with his mother, Phat feels something uncanny in his room, which turns out to be the ghost of Phob. Phob wants Phat’s help in solving the mystery of his death before everything is too late.
YouTube but I recommend to watch the extended version on Dramacool
7. Manner of Death
crime; mystery; dark
Bunn, a forensic pathologist is threatened to identify a manner of one victim’s death as suicide— something that is not true according to the autopsy performed. The prime suspect seems to be a man named Tan who denies all involvement. They team up together to find the real murderer.
WeTV
8. Triage
time loop; hospital setting; crime; mystery; dark
As a resident in the emergency room, one should be indifferent when not saving a patient’s life. But Tin got the chance to reverse a random patient’s death for the second, third, and countless times. To help Tol and save his life.
AIS PLAY
9. Secret Crush On You
“nerd”/popular guy; queer friend group; university setting
Discover the secret of a nerdy young man, Toh, who fell in love with a popular third-year senior. Because his dream is so far from reach, observing is the only thing he could do. But what happens when one auspicious day the world devises an opportunity for Toh to make himself known to his crush Nuea?
YouTube
10. Love Mechanics
cheating; university setting
A love story that starts one night in a club — between Mark, who is drunk and carrying the painful burden of his one-sided love, and the boy who he bumps into and mistakes as the object of his affection. They spend a night together and gradually Mark falls for Vee although he knows Vee has a beloved girlfriend. Will the love between them make it? WeTV
11. Don’t Say No
best friends to lovers; relationship exploration; university setting
Leo and Fiat, two childhood best-friends who love each other, begin to date; but they are both insecure and end up having a turbulent relationship with many obstacles.
Viki
12. Unforgotten Night
mafia; B-D-S-M
Heartbroken Kim is in need of someone to embrace his body for just one night and sleeps with a stranger he meets at a bar. Kamol, a mafia boss, is a man with special B-D-S-M needs in bed who actively switches partners as no one is able to satisfy his desires in its entirety. Kim makes Kamol realize that he’s finally found the one who’s able to perfectly fit his needs.
YouTube & extended bed scenes on GagaOOLala
GMMTV Thailand 🇹🇭
1. Bad Buddy
enemies to lovers; forbidden romance; university setting
Fueled by their parents animosity, Pat and Pran have competed with each other in nearly everything in life. In public, they are rivals, but behind closed doors the pair are open to being friends… maybe more.
YouTube
2. Not Me
revolution; freedom fighters; secret twins
When his twin Black is viciously attacked and subsequently left hospitalised in unconsciousness, White is unable to endure the harm done to his brother in silence. He learns Black was a part of a gang of anti-capitalist freedom fighters, and it was one of them who betrayed him. White disguises himself as Black to discover who betrayed him and put him in a coma.
YouTube
3. Enchanté
childhood friends to lovers; university setting
After living in France, Theo comes back to Thailand and he meets his childhood friend, Akk. Theo finds a book with a message welcoming him and signed as Enchanté, he becomes curious about who this guy is. Will Theo successfully guess who is the Enchanté in the university?
YouTube
4. Theory of Love
unrequited love; best friends to lovers
Third year film student Third has been harboring feelings for his friend Khai. After three years of painful unrequited love, Third decides to stop, no matter how difficult it may be. But when Third decides to stop, Khai decides to start.
YouTube
5. He’s Coming to Me
ghost/human, mystery
After his death, Met is a ghost that is consumed by loneliness. That is until he meets a strange boy that can see him. The two bond in a state of happiness and joy as they develop into friends. But what happens when Met falls for the boy who is alive?
YouTube
6. 3 Will Be Free
polyamorous triad; on the run; mafia
After an unexpected event that involves sex work and mafia gangs, three individuals find themselves on-the-run together as they attempt to escape death.
YouTube
7. A Tale of Thousand Stars (1000Stars)
a second chance in life; village setting
After a volunteer teacher dies in a tragic accident, her heart is transplanted into Tian. He learns about his donor’s life through her diary and decides to follow in her footsteps. Now a new village volunteer teacher himself, Tian meets Phupha and as the two slowly grow closer, Tian notices his new heart beats quickly whenever he’s near the man. Much like the heart’s previous owner, Tian cannot help but fall for Phupha.
YouTube
8. 2gether (+ Still 2gether)
pretend relationship; university setting
When Tine is chased by Green, who he does not reciprocate feelings for — he ends up begging Sarawat, the campus’ most popular guy, to fake date with him in order to chase Green away.
YouTube (2gether) & YouTube (Still 2gether)
9. Cupid’s Last Wish
best friends to lovers; body swap; road trip
Korn and Win are childhood best friends. Conflicts arise when Win’s father includes Korn in his will, granting him part of the family’s farm’s stocks and breaking up their friendship. Win gets into a car accident with his sister Lin, and wakes up to find his soul in her body. To return to his original body, Win sets off on a road trip to collect holy water across the country with Korn as his companion. Can this adventure get their relationship back?
YouTube
10. Dark Blue Kiss (pre-story in Kiss Me Again)
established relationship; university setting
(Taking off from the Kiss Me Again series) Pete and Kao have grown closer to each other in their relationship. Kao takes on part-time tutoring for high school students. With one of the students fueling Pete’s jealousy, his relationship with Kao gets tested in several occasions. Meanwhile, the love story between Sun and Mork begins.
YouTube (Kiss Me Again) & YouTube (Dark Blue Kiss)
11. Vice Versa
parallel universes; body swap
Talay and Puen find themselves in the bodies of strangers in a parallel universe. Talay wakes up in the body of a man named Tess. Puen is a famous actor who is now in the body of Tun. Both of them have to live their lives in a new universe that is not their home. The only way to put a stop to this chaos is to discover portkeys that will take them back to where they came from. Love and friendship grow with them in the new universe.
YouTube
Japan 🇯🇵
1. Cherry Magic!
mind reading; office setting
By still being a vіrgin at 30, Adachi Kiyoshi gains a magical power – the ability to read other people’s minds by touching them. At first, he’s overwhelmed by his new ability, and it’s not proving to be helpful to him. But that all changes when he accidentally touches Kurosawa Yuichi, who he learns has romantic feelings for him.
WeTV
2. Kieta Hatsukoi (My Love Mix-Up!)
misunderstanding; high school setting
Aoki has a crush on Hashimoto, the girl in the seat next to him in class. But he despairs when he borrows her eraser and sees she’s written the name of another boy — Ida — on it. To make matters more confusing, Ida sees Aoki holding that very eraser and thinks Aoki has a crush on him!
Viki
3. Mr. Unlucky Has No Choice But to Kiss!
lucky guy/unlucky guy; university setting
College student Fukuhara Kouta has bad luck that causes problems everywhere he goes. One day, Shinomiya, a student with super good luck, helps him out. Now, in order to divide the luck between them, Fukuhara needs to be with Shinomiya all the time.
Viki
4. Old Fashion Cupcake!
age gap; boss/assistant; self-discovery; office setting
At 39, Nozue realizes that by letting himself be carried away by his daily life, he ended up locking himself into his routine. It is Togawa, his 29-year-old subordinate, who shakes up his habits by offering him one day to go snack on pastries in an establishment particularly popular with girls. From one snack to the next, Nozue feels rejuvenated… But is it really the effect of these delicacies or rather that of emerging feelings?
Viki
5. A Man Who Defies the World of BL
breaking the 4th wall; comedy; university setting
It suddenly dawns on Mob that he lives in a BL world! So he must turn down any hot guys who approach him.
Viki (S1) & Viki (S2)
6. Two People Who Can’t Fall in Love (Koisenu Futari)
aromantism; asexuality; self-exploration
Sakuko finds it difficult to live in a society which operates under the assumption that people will fall in love with each other. She meets supermarket employee Takahashi and ends up living with him under one roof because of their similar values towards romance.
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7. Senpai, This Can’t be Love!
mentor/mentee; secret crush; office setting
A CG designer Yanase is training a newbie Kaneda. There’s only one issue: Kaneda is super unfriendly towards Yanase, leaving Yanase frustrated and disappointed. But in fact, Kaneda secretly worships him.
Viki
China 🇨🇳
Chinese shows are adapted from explicitly queer novels, the shows are undeniably and obviously queer, but nevertheless the queer romance part is censured.
1. The Untamed
period drama; fantasy
An epic fantasy with a romance at its center, led by a problem child who comes back from the dead 16 years later in order to fix the broken world he left behind — and finally unite with his true love.
YouTube
2. Word of Honor
period drama; fantasy
The leader of assassin organisation Zhou Zishu quits his position in pursuit of freedom with drastic measures. In his travels, he meets Wen Kexing, the leader of Ghost Valley who wants nothing but revenge. The two become entangled in various machinations within the martial arts world, and eventually become soulmates instrumental in each other’s redemption.
YouTube & Special Episode
3. Couple of Mirrors
period drama; socialite/assassin
You Yi is a young, innocent, and kind-hearted socialite and a successful author. Her perfect life is turned upside-down when she discovers a betrayal by the two most trusted people in her life. With no one left to turn to, she finds refuge in the friendship and support of Yan Wei, a lonely female kill-er disguised as the owner of a photo studio.
YouTube
South Korea 🇰🇷
1. Semantic Error
enemies to lovers; university setting
A serious programmer and a rebellious artist clash over a school project. Their animosity keeps escalating to new extremes, defined by petty pranks and feisty arguments.
Viki
2. Light On Me
love triangle; high school setting
One day Tae Kyung, a high school loner, starts questioning his own judgment and gets advise from a teacher to join the school’s student council. He meets the Vice President of the council, Shin Woo, who is somewhat cold toward him. However, he also meets the super-attractive President of the council: Da On, who appears to take an instant shine to him. The beginnings of a romance appear to be in the cards for Da On and Tae Kyung, but Shin Woo does not seem to approve.
Viki
3. Tinted With You
period drama; time travel; hinted at polyamory
A high school student gets magically transported to the feudal period. Confused by his surroundings, he encounters a banished prince and his devoted bodyguard. The three characters live together and fall in love.
Viki
4. Blueming
coming of age; university setting
Cha Siwon, a college freshman majoring in film studies, does a lot to maintain his image because of his past life of unpopularity. He meets Hyeong Dawoon, a classmate of his with perfect looks, good grades, and everything at his fingertips. Siwon’s feelings of wariness for his classmate soon change into something else.
iQIYI
5. Mr. Heart
sports; university setting
Jin Won is a university freshman who has a talent for running marathons. Sang Ha maintains a smile despite his difficult environment. A romance drama about the love and friendship between a rising marathon star and a pacemaker.
Viki
6. Kissable Lips
vampire/human; university setting; bittersweet
A campus romance between Jun Ho, a vampire who is walking the path of extinction, and Min Hyun, a human with pure blood.
Viki
7. Cherry Blossoms After Winter
secret crush; high school setting
Ever since his parents passed away, Haebom has been living in Taesung’s house. And now, being a 12th grader, he enters the same class as Taesung, which makes the whole situation way more awkward. Living together 24/7, Taesung and Haebom’s relationship is bound to change.
Viki
8. Ocean Likes Me
restaurant setting
A healing food romance between Han Ba Da, a young entrepreneur who dreams of starting an udon restaurant with a beach in the background but finds serving customers difficult. Ba Da then meets Tommy, a failed musician who returns to his hometown after wandering and has a new dream. Together, both of them step towards their dreams.
Viki
9. You Make Me Dance
dancing
The story of Song Shi On who is an aspiring contemporary dancer with a broken heart because he is not receiving love from his family and of Jin HongSeok, once a keen pianist, who has given up on his dreams to pursue a lucrative but unfulfilling career of a loan shark. But spending time with Shi On changes his perspective on life, and the duo forms a close bond that eventually turns romantic.
Viki
10. WISH YOU: Your Melody In My Heart
music
A talented singer-songwriter and a keyboard player add love and harmony to each other’s lives as chase their dreams together.
Viki
11. Nobleman Ryu’s Wedding
period drama; cross-dressing
When a bride runs away on the eve of an arranged marriage, her brother steps in under the guise of a woman to wed the groom in a secret-filled union.
WeTV
12. To My Star
Tropes: celebrity/ordinary person
Actor Kang Seo Joon was once one of South Korea’s biggest and most popular stars, but after he’s rocked by a public scandal he goes into hiding. In his hideout, he gets acquainted with his new roommate, a young chef who leads a modest, unassuming life. Despite having wildly different personalities, the two begin on a relationship.
Viki (S1) & Viki (S2 which I don’t recommend unless you like painful content)
Taiwan 🇹🇼
1. History3: Trapped
mafia boss/policeman
The story of a police officer who becomes trapped in the underworld, as he develops feelings for a gang leader.
Viki
2. History2: Crossing the Line
sports; high school setting
When an injury sidelines a high school senior from the volleyball team, he develops feelings for a recruit.
Viki
3. Be Loved in House: I Do
workplace romance
When the new boss arrives at the company, he immediately clashes with a headstrong, hot-blooded employee over a controversial workplace policy. Although their relationship starts off combatively, the two of them develop a bond as they work and live together.
Viki
4. We Best Love: No. 1 For You, We Best Love: Fighting Mr. 2nd
enemies to lovers; secret crush; university setting
Zhou Shu Yi has spent his entire life as second best thanks to Gao Shi De, whether it be academics, arts or sports, Gao Shi De always managed to beat Shu Yi. Many years later, Shu Yi can finally breathe a sigh of relief when he and his nemesis part ways for university. However, as fate would have it, Shu Yi finds himself defeated once again when Shi De transfers to Shu Yi’s college for his final year. Could the reason that Shi De is seemingly following Shu Yi be something other than to torment him?
WeTV (S1) & WeTV (S2)
5. Plus & Minus
best friends to lovers; lawyers; secret crush
Zheng Ze Shou and Fu Li Gong have been best friends for over twenty years. Now, they work as divorce attorneys in the same law firm. Despite their close brotherly bond, this friendship never escalated affectionately until now.
Viki
I recommend paying for subscriptions to show appreciation and support of content in order to get more of it in the future, but if you can’t, watch on KissKH (better quality) or Dramacool (better variety). Enjoy! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
MY FRIEND, I ABSOLUTELY CAN!!!! 🥰 Starting from the beginning…
PART ONE: ORIGINAL FILMANIA PRODUCTION & FATE
It’s 2019-20, you’re Mile Phakphum Romsaithong, a very rich socialite who plays guitar. You’re bored and you’ve been thinking about getting into acting, and have been offered misc. BL casting opportunities before, but never really felt like any of them were For You, so you turned them down.
Then, one day, you find out that there is a BL currently casting from the studio Filmania, where the male lead is based on you, at least your public persona/physically/whatever. Being a puppy of a man, you are delighted, and go read the script, and then the books, and decide you’ll go to the casting call for it.
At casting call, you re-meet Apo Nattawin Wattanagitiphat, who you went to college with and had a giant crush on. You guys hit it off IMMEDIATELY, chemistry unhinged, and get cast as Kinn and Porsche. Apo takes it, even though he has historically had a bad experience with the Thai acting industry. You are delighted by this incidence of FATE!!!!!!
PART TWO: IF YOU DON’T HAVE FATE ON YOUR SIDE STORE-BOUGHT IS FINE
The show gets dropped. Something something the authors, something something the company, whatever. I assume, if you are Mile, you are very sad! And if you’re Apo you’re also pretty sad, because it seemed like for once even with all the industry BS you had a cool dude on your side who you hit it off with, and it was gonna be a cool show. On the heels of that, if you are Mile, and have stacks of money, and see your college crush who is an unbelievable actor about to re-give up on acting and call it a wash, you are like, “wait, I have stacks of money and know everyone”.
So you, Mile, call up the head of the small talent agency you’re signed with, Be On Cloud, which is really just your buddy Pond Krisda Witthayakhajorndet in a fake mustache and a trench coat, and go, hey! So! Have you ever wanted to make television? I have a man here I CANNOT allow to be sad under any circumstances, and also, we’re really good at this and there’s an audience here.
PART THREE: BE ON CLOUD, KINNPORSCHE TAKE TWO!!!!
Pond, being just as unhinged as Mile, thinks about it for a second, and is like. Well. How different can making television be from running an event planning company, which is my real job. It’s just calling up a bunch of different guys who are good at their jobs and putting them in one place. And I know so many different guys! Let’s do it!
They get the rights (handwaves this I don’t know anything about it) and jump into production. They get their shit together UNREALISTICALLY quickly, and on top of that, since they’re starting from scratch and they’re just A Bunch Of Guys led by Pond and Mile, they decide that their priorities are #1 making art and #2 making Apo happy. With regards to #1, they rework the script, hire the best acting coaches money can afford, and put the cast through character-building and intimacy workshops. With regards to #2, they toss out all the industry bullshit that has sucked for him in the past – no more crew/cast hierarchy, no more homophobia on-set, no more fake fanservice.
FINALE: MIRACLES IF U BELIEVE ETC.
Magically, it turns out, when you create a great working environment, you get really, really good TV!!!!! Which means that their unhinged plan succeeded beyond their wildest dreams, and now Mile & Apo are internationally famous superstars who hang out 24/7 with their squad of 16 close friends, and we get to watch them do it. And it has been, genuinely, a fucking privilege.
To end this tale with a personal note, one of the reasons I allowed myself to get so invested in KinnPorsche so fast is because it was evident from every aspect of it – the show itself, the BTS, the actors interviews – that the people working on this show both really cared about the show and were genuinely having a great time. There is nothing like seeing art made by people who are passionate about making it!
Their enthusiasm, their hard work, and their obvious enjoyment of the process & each other’s company are what made me feel like I could trust what they were making, because you could tell no matter what else it was, it was from the heart. And that’s really something special! Especially in this day and age!!
And even though they could pull it off this time because of the circumstances (financial and social), I hope that it shows BL television CAN be made in a way that keeps the actors comfortable and safe and happy, and encourages change for the better across the industry as a whole. KinnPorsche shouldn’t be the last wild BL passion project; it should be the first one of a new wave. (bangs gavel) Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
SOURCES CITED, AS REQUESTED: ALRIGHT HERE WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!
These sources were compiled in large part by @ditch-lily, who has been Thee OG Be On Cloud info detective from the start. Additionally, I want to shout out the BM squad for their treasure trove of links & assistance. WITHOUT THESE PEOPLE I WOULD BE NOTHING.
(1) Mile was offered previous BL show casting call opportunities: StarUpdate interview, 4:58.
(2) Kinn was based on Mile, which made him consider the role: interview GIFs here, interview Twitter translation here.
(3) Apo and Mile hitting it off at the casting & remembering each other from university: EFMFandomLive interview, 4:16 [Mile remembers Apo from university], 4:51 [Apo says Mile is the only one he talked to the whole time].
(4) Mile’s (inferred) crush on Apo from college: EFMFandomLive interview, 5:29 [Mile telling Apo he’s still handsome, talks about remembering him as reminding him of his favorite character]. NewShowBiz interview, translation from Twitter [Mile saying he thought Apo had beautiful eyes].
(5) Apo’s bad experiences in the industry: The Standard Pop interview, 22:42. Drama Arts Chula talk, Twitter translation.
(6) Filmania-BOC timeline: Filmania dropped the series July 2021, Be On Cloud KP teaser trailer is up August 28 2021.
(7) Pond’s previous experience as an event coordinator:
(8) Pond editing the script:
(9) Pond eliminating hierarchy on set: Drama Arts Chula talk, Tumblr translation.
(10) Pond’s lack of tolerance for homophobia: Drama Arts Chula talk, Twitter translation [Apo quoting Pond on whether or not it matters if an actor is gay]. Drama Arts Chula talk, Tumblr translation [Tong quoting Pond as telling people off for making fun of him for being ‘girly’].
(11) BOC not requiring the actors to do fanservice: Concert Announcement MileApo press video, 0:27.
Jeff Satur in KinnPorscheWorldTour bts (x)
i’m not going anywhere unless it’s necessary. // i’m going to go help them. let me go!
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES: episode 3 // episode 13
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the theerapanyakul siblings caring about each other part 4 (part 1, 2,3)
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES
the theerapanyakul siblings caring about each other part 3 (part 1, 2, 4)
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES
the theerapanyakul siblings caring about each other part 2 (part 1, 3, 4)
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES
the theerapanyakul siblings caring about each other part 1 (part 2, 3, 4)
KINNPORSCHE THE SERIES