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JAMES ELLIS ~ OFFICIAL COLLECTIONS
Front Covers - 2003 - 2024
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JAMES ELLIS - ARCHIVE SERIES ( THE OUTTAKE LYRICS )
Front Covers - 2003 - 2025
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James Ellis ... ( 2025 )
( Hereās a list of my official lyric collections from 2003 to 2024 ā¦
OFFICIAL COLLECTIONS
01. Hear The Silence ( 2003 )
02. The Human Storm ( 2003 )
03. Everything You Leave
Behind ( 2004 )
04. Bullet Proof Hearts (2004 )
05. In These Times ( 2005 )
06. Wake Up Call ( 2006 )
07. Heartaches & Pleasures ( 2006 )
08. After The Storm ( 2007 )
09. The Silence &
The Sound
( 2008 )
10. Age Of The Restless Heart ( 2009 )
11. Songs Of All Our Yesterdays ( 2009 )
12. When The Sky
Fell Down
( 2009 )
13. Post Atomic Blues ( 2010 )
14. The Dream Parade (2010)
15. Kings Of Desolation Avenue ( 2010 )
16. All Yesterdayās Parties
( 2012 )
17. All Things Will Pass ( 2012 )
18. All The Bright Young Things ( 2012 )
19. Waking Up The
Neighbourhood
( 2013 )
20. Day & Night /
Night & Day
( 2013 )
21. Modern Heroes ( 2013 )
22. Any Direction Home
( 2015 )
23. Armageddon Road
( 2016 )
24. The Great Migration
( 2017 )
25. Electric Hymns
( 2019 )
26. On The Outside
Looking
In
( 2022 )
27. We Are Ascending
( 2023 )
28. All Those Years
Between
Us
( 2023 )
29. The Saviours &
The Songs
( 2024 )
James Ellis ... ( 2025 )
( Hereās a list of my archive collections, basically all the stuff that didnāt make it onto my official collections, from 2003 to 2025 ⦠)
ARCHIVE SERIES ( The Outtake Lyrics )
01. Where The Lost Things Are -
Archive Series - Vol. I
( 2013 )
02. Days Gone By - Archive
Series - Vol. II
( 2013 )
03. After The Ship Comes In -
Archive Series - Vol. III
( 2013 )
04. What We Leave Behind -
Archive Series - Vol. IV
( 2014 )
05. No Place To Call Home -
Archive Series - Vol. V
( 2015 )
06. To Absent Friends -
Archive Series -
Vol. VI
( 2025Ā )
Below are the lyrics for āHey Kid/ When A Boy Becomes A Man,ā written for my nephewās 14thĀ birthday ...
'HEY KID/ WHEN A BOY BECOMES A MAN'
Hey kid, do ya feel everyone is always talking at ya
Hey kid, do ya feel no oneās
really listening to
ya
Hey kid, things can get a little tricky
when youāre figuring things
out
Hey kid, do ya need your own space to dream it all up
Hey kid, do you need your own
company to figure it all
out
Hey kid, do you sometimes feel
too young to feel so
old
Hey kid, if you feel like the story needs
changing you can rip out
all the
pages
Hey kid, you can write it all again
dream yourself a story
for the
ages
Hey kid, you just need time
to figure yourself
out
Hey kid, all you need is time
to figure things
out
Same for you as it
was for
me
Hey kid, we donāt mind if you need
a little
time
we donāt mind if your
tankās feeling kinda
empty
take your time, kid
take your
time
Hey kid, when a boy becomes a man
gets so much harder to
know where you
stand
Hey kid, when a boy becomes a man
things can slip right
through your
hands
Hey kid, when a boy becomes a man
you know that everything changes
but youāll be alright
youāll be
okay
Hey kid, youāre gonna be alright
Hey kid, youāre
gonna be
okay
Hey kid, youāre gonna be alright
Hey kid, youāre
gonna be
okay
* For Jayden as he travels that well
worn road between
boy and
manĀ
( James Ellis/ October 2025 )
James Ellis ... ( 2024 )
Brian Fallon ...
āUPDATEā
With the full length version of āThe Saviours & The Songsā and āSweet November Boyā now out there in the world for you all to read, things are kind of winding down on the lyric side of things.
Thatās all for now folks!
Iāll still post the odd thing but yeah, āMy Past Pagesā will be quiet for a while.
Maybe thereāll be new lyrics in 2025, maybe not, Iāll see where things take me.
So hereās me signing off for nowā¦
James
Below are the lyrics for āSweet November Boy,ā written for my nephewās 13th birthday at the tail end of the āThe Saviours & The Songsā sessions.
'SWEET NOVEMBER BOY'
Well, hey now, sweet November boy you can carry your dreams from the streets to the stars Well, hey now, sweet November boy gathering up your wisdom and collecting your scars
Now donāt you ever let this world tear you down spark the electric light at the heart of the storm
13 & counting, carry all what you know as you feel yourself grow 13 & counting, always best foot forward in this big olā journey youāre on
Well, hey now, sweet November boy stepping up and being brave seizing each and every day Well, hey now, sweet November boy digging your feet in and staking your claim
Now donāt ever let this world tell how to stand catch every fleeting moment in the palm of your hand
13 & counting, try to walk as tall as you can as you figure yourself out 13 & counting, fly your flag hold your head high let them all know your name
And if we dream too much of days without rain we may forget the beauty of the light when it comes after the grey And as time keeps moving along like the rest of us youāll be figuring it all out day after day, different words, different song
And up the road youāll find your own trail And up the road youāll find your own way
Sweet November boy youāll find your own trail
Sweet November boy youāll find your own way
For Jayden, 13 years & counting on this road called life
( James Ellis/ October 2024 )
James Ellis ...
( 2024 )
INTERVIEW WITH JEFF SCOTT # 10 ( 2024 )
āIāve struggled a lot this year, I canāt deny that, but every time I do this I think it helps me figure myself out just a little bit more.ā
James Ellis travels through a rain lashed early September morning to talk about his fourth new lyric collection in two years, trying new things, fulfilling old ideas, dealing with loss and re-evaluating his previous work. āIām proud of it all,ā he tells Jeff Scott, ābut recently Iāve been re-evaluating a lot of stuff.ā
THE RAIN, WHICH came early and heavy, has thankfully subsided, a damp freshness lingering in the air as clouds still hover menacingly between the first beams of sunlight. It feels like perfect timing as we sit outside Beach Cliff Fish & Chips, located on Penarthās esplanade and a stones throw away from itās art deco pier pavilion which overlooks the pebble beach and views of the Severn Estuary across to England.
This place was once known as the garden by the sea and as autumn seeps in that feels particularly apt. Iām sat across from James Ellis, whoās chosen this idyllic locale to talk about his latest lyric collection āThe Saviours & The Songs,ā written over the course of summer just past.
As far as the lyric side of things go this is the tenth time weāve done this over the past 12 years. Of course weāve actually done this dozens of times if you include the books and the comics too ( and the memoirs we collaborated on, āThe Art Of Over Thinking.ā ) Every time a project is signed off on I get the low down from Ellis on how it came about.
With drinks in tow (coke zero and tea if youāre wondering ) and getting caught up on all that life stuff we soon get down to the nitty gritty.
Ellis says he hadnāt really planned on writing a new collection this year. āIād written three collections in just over a year or so, which I was satisfied with, so I was perfectly happy if nothing came this year. Also, Iād just finished two books, did the marketing, released them, and was feeling a bit burned out on the creative side, much as I love it.ā
He wasnāt interested in going over old ground either. āThese days if Iām not doing something new, some new style or genre I havenāt tried before then it doesnāt feel worth the effort, I need that challenge, that spark.ā
There were a couple of ideas that fell by the wayside. The first was a possible follow up to āOn The Outside Looking In,ā āa more introspective thing but I wasnāt really in that head space.ā He also toyed with the idea of continuing the folk, Celtic style of āAll Those Years Between Usā but felt he had nothing new in the tank in that regard.
āCoincidentally around that time I was listening to a lot of blue collar rock, Springsteen, Petty, and others like The Gaslight Anthem and Dave Hause. Iāve touched on that style before, that kind of story based and character led stuff but Iāve never pushed it harder to see where it would take me. Back in the day the aborted collection āKingdom Roadā was almost that and itās always bugged me that that never worked out.ā
Q. If youāre happy to Iād like to name the songs on āThe Saviours & The Songs,ā perhaps in the order they were written, and get your response. āAmerican Pilgrimā was the first off the starting block, yes?
Yeah. That was the breakthrough one this time around. After those various false starts it just flowed out one night and I knew Iād found something new to explore and it went from there. Apart from a few alterations it came out pretty much fully formed. By the way, I overheard the name Jenny Bags spoken by two people drinking on the street as I passed by and āAmerican Pilgrimā was almost the title of the collection.
Q. And the next day that flowed straight into āThe Punks & The Preachers.ā
Yep, if āAmerican Pilgrimā was an introduction of sorts then I think āPunks ā¦ā is more of an overview of whatās to follow. Itās snapshots really of different lives and some of the names turn up again in later songs. Like āAmerican Pilgrimā it came fast, in fact, the first five I wrote through June came pretty fast, once the damn broke it broke big ( laughs. )
Q. āThe Modern Saints Of Babylon,ā I thought that was an interesting title.ā
I have no idea where that came from, I just liked the sound of it. I donāt often do that but this time I just went with it. I have absolutely no idea what it means. ( laughs )
This one is about how much we sacrifice for family, about how far weāre willing to go and how we judge ourselves with the choices we make.
Q. āAcross The Bridge,ā āOld Haunts & Memories,ā āHere By The Grace Of God,ā āBurned Out Carsā and āKings & Queensā all share themes of looking back at younger days, that kind of idyllic view of life and how our friendships change as we grow older and life pulls us apart.
That was interesting, those common themes werenāt planned at all, itās just the way they came out. I didnāt notice the overlap until later but I liked that they came out that way. I had another song called āWhen Were Young, When We Were Us,ā which when I looked at it wasnāt much of anything, it was just bare bones, you know, barely a sketch of a song. It had some good bits in it though which ended up in a few other songs so I guess it wasnāt a total wasted effort on my part ( laughs. )
Q. And then you switched it up a bit when you got to āOther Side Of The Riverā
One thing I noticed happening with these songs was that most of them were viewed by a narrator whoās observing others who are around them. We donāt even know who this narrator is. I didnāt intend it that way. Itās funny, I had no idea what I was going to write about with this one but once I got the first line I just knew it was about an ex - convict going home and trying to go straight and it just went from there.
Q. And the āThe Saviours & The Songsā shares itās title with the collection.
One thing I knew I wanted to try when I first started dipping my toe into the whole blue collar rock side of things was to write a kind of classic anthem, well, the lyrics for one anyway ( laughs ) very much in the style of Springsteen, Petty, The Gaslight Anthem, you know, that kind of thing. Whether I was successful in that Iāll let others judge ( laughs ). I was always pretty sure it would end being the title of the collection.
Q. āA Poetry About These Streets and āOrphans & Priestsā feel like you were going for an almost cinematic feel. Would you say thatās fair?
Yeah, I guess, to a degree. I had in mind the idea that Iād like a few of the songs to have a bit more of an epic feel, something like those longer songs on Springsteenās first few albums, with the snap shots of daily life and its colourful characters, yeah, almost a widescreen look at a kind of bygone ere. āOrphans & priests,ā I think, owes a particular debt to that style. āPoetryā I always had in mind for the end of the collection right from the start. Iām not even really sure why that was, maybe it just felt right. Both were very long and got cut down, and I mean they really got cut down a lot. I made myself be more disciplined with the editing this time around, every line was refined to within an inch of its life. I was interested in seeing how much fat I could trim without losing the overall effect and feeling of what I was trying to convey.
Q. āThe Contender ( ā24 )ā wasnāt written in these recent sessions, was it?
No, itās the oldest song here and the only one not fully written this year. Itās the only one too where the narrator is talking about himself and not simply being a bystander. āThe Contenderā goes way back to 2010 and the aborted āKingdom Roadā collection. About six or seven songs from that ended up in the archive series of outtake lyrics, and for a long time I was happy with that but something about āThe Contenderā kept nagging at me. It just felt like it hadnāt found its proper place. So, part way into this new batch of stuff I revisited it and it just seemed to fit. Iāve never revisited something in that way before so thatās new.
I think for a long time too I thought it veered a little too close to Springsteenās āThe Hitterā which was the original inspiration for it, but over the years and after the rewrites Iāve seen it has its own merits.
Q. āSkin Of Our Teethā
I think I was going for more of a harder edge on this one, a grittier take. Itās about how some of us just barely get through each day and itās a small triumph when we do, without us giving into despair or turning to addiction or crime to do it. This was another one that grew out of just an opening line without me knowing where it was really going.
Q. āThe Pauper & The Queenā
This one came out pretty late one night and is the only one that relates directly to my own life, though it can be seen more universally as well. I had the title for a while but it was going to be for something else entirely. Then, just as I was finishing writing āBurned Out Carsā I found out through a friend that an old girlfriend had passed away. Well, more than a girlfriend, someone whoād been very special to me. It had been years since Iād seen her. So much time had passed but I was shocked how hard it hit me, especially as she pretty young as well.
I just needed to write down what I was feeling as any wrier does and the lyrics were pulled from that, edited and refined, but still, mostly intact.
Q. āWooden Ships & Playgroundsā
It was the end of the summer when I wrote this, that feeling of summer winding down, and I was feeling wistful, and I think that seeped into the words. Itās someone talking to a loved one, a friend, a girlfriend, about how their parents suffered, about how their town is suffering, and they should do all they can not to get caught in the same old pattern. Itās about choices like a lot of these things are, do you leave, break that pattern or do you stay, live the same life your parents lived. Neither way is wrong but itās a choice we all have to make.
Q. āSally Listen, Nobody Winsā
Pretty straight forward that one, itās about not giving up, carrying on, not letting yourself give in to despair and self defeat. A lot of tough things in life we canāt do anything about, but what we can do is do the best with what weāve got, just get on with it and make the most of things.
Q. How do you feel now when looking back at your past collections, with there being 21 years worth thatās a fair back catalogue. We discussed this a few years ago but I wonder if your perspective has changed about what worked, what didnāt, the highs and the lows.
Well, right, I guess we should start at the beginning then. ( laughs ) First of all, and I donāt think Iāve mentioned this before, but these collections began very differently. Originally, back in 2003 my idea was just to collect them together, with my first attempt at it having 38 songs, but it was too much and with that much nothing can stand out.
I canāt even remember how the idea even came to me but one day I just had the thought of why donāt I just approach these things like an album, obviously thereās no music but I can adopt the format, with a track listing and a cover. Thatās where āHear The Silenceā and āThe Human Stormā came from. I split the whole 38 song thing in two, cut a few things, and it just worked. Looking back on those two collections now I think they stand up well considering how they were put together. I had a lot of stuff to choose from and I picked the best, that helped.
Q. So going by what you just said āEverything You Leave Behindā was the first collection purposefully designed to be in an album format.
Exactly, and I think for that reason it really felt like a step forward, you know. Thatās where I began to take the overall feel into consideration, like what would be the best one to open with, to end with, how one flows into the next, that way of doing it really began here.
It was also the first one to have a multi -part song. I hadnāt really considered doing that before but I was listening to Snow Patrol one day, their three part song āThe Lightning Strike,ā and I had a light bulb moment.
Q. And a few months later that same year āBullet Proof Heartsā was released.
Yes, but a step backwards I think.
Q. How so?
( Pauses ) Well no, actually thatās probably unfair. Itās a good solid collection, thereās some great stuff there but on the whole it doesnāt really stand out. Yeah, not a step backward, but not moving forward either.
Q. So, with āIn These Timesā did you feel you were moving forward again?
Yeah, I was happier with that one. I liked that one. I still do. I thought it had a good amount of variety on it and I felt like I was pushing myself a bit more, experimenting with different styles and subject matter. On reflection when I look at those first five I think itās a pretty solid run, none of them are my favourites but I think they still stand up.
Q. In the past youāve often expressed disappointment with the next three collections you released over the next two years. āWake Up Call,ā āHeartaches & Pleasuresā and āAfter The Storm.ā Does that still hold true?
Much as I hate to say it, yep, itās still how I feel. Itās not that I feel severely disappointed by them or anything, thereā some good stuff on them. Itās just that I didnāt feel like I was challenging myself with those, at all. They didnāt feel like anything new. As collections theyāre probably the weakest Iāve done. I donāt think theyāre bad as such, but maybe thereās stuff that shouldnāt have got cut and other stuff that maybe shouldāve got left off. Maybe my judgement was off on what I included.
Q. āThe Silence & The Soundā came next, during a turbulent period in your life, you once jokingly referred to it as the start of your purple patch.
I did? Well, Iāll take your word for it ( laughs ). In all seriousness though it really was in a way, obviously I didnāt see it from that perspective at the time, but that was when I upped my game a lot I think.
Q. Was there a particular reason for that change or was it a natural process?
A bit of both I think.
Q. In what way?
Well, it was organic in so much that Iād learnt a lot over the first five years and I think I had just better learnt what worked and what didnāt, I think I had a better understanding of what my strengths were. The less organic side of it was to make something more cohesive, something that had a theme or a concept running through it, where songs shared something or were linked in some way, where it wasnāt just a collection of songs, not that thereās anything wrong with that, but that really was the first one where I thought Iād probably got it right.
Q. Does it feel like a precursor to the next few years looking back now?
Oh yeah, definitely, the genie was well out of the bottle by then. Also, around that time for the first time I was properly discovering rock operas and concept albums, listening to music by āThe Who,ā āPink Floyd and āGreen Dayā too, which I guess opened my eyes to a different way of doing things and I wanted to see how far I could take things. I was for the first time, properly combining the prose and lyric sides.
Q. Which resulted in the strong run āAge Of The Restless Heart,ā āSongs Of All Our Yesterdays,ā āWhen The Sky Fell Down,ā āPost Atomic Blues,ā āThe Dream Parade and āKings Of Desolation Avenue,ā which was a hefty mix of concept collections and rock operas. For a time after you seemed ambivalent about the latter two.
Yeah, but I went back to them a few years later and was pleasantly surprised by what was actually there. Itās nice when that happens. I look at that run from āSilenceā to āKingsā now and see it as some of my best stuff.
Iāve been really keen for years now to write another rock opera but something like that needs a really strong central idea and one hasnāt presented itself, I donāt know, maybe I already took it as far as it could go.
Q. For the next five years you seemed to purposefully move away from the big ideas kind of collections, moving back toward more of a subtler themed collection in what was essentially a trilogy of trilogies.
And with varying degrees of success I think. The whole trilogy of trilogies thing certainly wasnāt intended, I just wrote a hell of a lot of material during that time. I feel like maybe I wrote too much in those years or I at least released too much. I think I could have edited things better. I think I could have released less but had stronger collections. I still think theyāre all pretty solid, looking back, they hang together quite well. Thereās a whole lot over those nine collections Iām happy with.
Q. You worked on other projects for a while then returned with āElectric Hymns.ā
Yeah, around that time I was looking at the 23 collections Iād written up to that point and like I said, I saw my favourites were the ones that were more cohesive, and I decided there and then that going forward I really wasnāt interested in doing another collection unless it had a theme.
I think like āSilence,ā āElectric Hymns was a precursor of what was coming.
Q. It seemed like you were building up to another new collection but it all went quiet on the lyric side of things for the next three years.
Yeah, that wasnāt intentional at all though, I just got caught up with other stuff. ( laughs ) Actually, I think that break really befitted āOn The Outside Looking In.ā I felt like when I came back I came back strong. It felt fresh again and Iād gathered up a nice stockpile of ideas too.
Q. Wasnāt it your intention to take another gap again after that worked out well.
Yep, then I went and wrote two collections in the same bloody year ( laughs ). Iām really happy with how āOn The Outsideā, āWe Are Ascending,ā āAll These Years,ā and āThe Songs & The Saviours have come out though. Itās been a while since Iāve felt Iāve had such a good run.
Q. So, would you put them up with that period between āSilenceā and āKingsā?
Iām not sure, I think I need some more distance from them before I decide that, but if they arenāt quite as good I donāt think theyāre far off either.
Ellis looks out to sea as we reach the end of our look back at the last 21 years, thoughtful, as the grey sky above is broken by patches of blue.
āYou know, I honestly thought Iād just write a few songs this year. I got more than that but I just really felt a need to get into it, yeah, I needed this. At the moment I see myself taking a break next year. Iāll work on other things and come back fresh.
Then again I said that last year.ā
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āTHE SAVIOURS & THE SONGSā ( FULL LENGTH VERSION ) ( 2024 )
American Pilgrim ( Just Another Day )
The Punks & The Pilgrims
The Modern Saints Of Babylon
Old Haunts & Memories
Across The Bridge
Here By The Grace Of God
The Saviours & The Songs
Other Side Of The River
Wooden Ships & Playgrounds
Skin Of Our Teeth
The Pauper & The Queen
Burned Out Cars
Kings & Queens ( Of Lower East Side )
Sally Listen, Nobody Wins
Orphans & Priests
The Contender ( ā24 )
A Poetry About These Streets/ Jesse
June 2024 - September 2024
AMERICAN PILGRIM ( JUST ANOTHER DAY )
Well, they found Jenny Bags down by the river last Saturday night Some say she took her own life Some say she got knifed in a fight Either way Jenny, she scratched a living till the day she died
Just another day in the neighbourhood Just another day of carrying on Just another day in the life of an American pilgrim
Well, cops took out Fast Eddie at the seven eleven just around midnight Some say he was outta his mind Some say he just needed to pick some kind of fight Either way Eddie, he lived his life to the full till the day he died
Just another day on these old streets Just another day of getting by Just another day in the life of an American pilgrim
Well, heard Car Crash Billy finally went and cashed in his chips Some say he drove to a watery grave Some say he took a blade to his wrists Either way Billy, he went out just the way he wanted
Just another day in this great divide Just another day of scraping by Just another day in the life of an American pilgrim
Well, rumour has it Rock Nā Roll Annie played her last song tonight Some say she went out in a blaze of glory Some say she walked quietly into the night Either way Annie, she left a legend in her wake
Just another day in this broken down town Just another day of making do Just another day in the life of an American pilgrim
Well, news just came through that Vinnerās Bar went up in smoke Some say he did it for the money Some say got himself up against the ropes Either way, old Vinnie guess he found himself a way out
Just another day on another street corner Just another day for an unrequited dream Just another day in the life of an American pilgrim
THE PUNKS & THE PREACHERS
Tommy G went and shot up Rosieās Tattoo Parlour but aināt no one round here knows why took six cops to bring him down each one saying Tommy never batted an eye
Itās funny how things go down when you just feel youāve lost your way Itās funny how things slip away when thereās not enough to fill your day
I guess sometimes the timing just works out wrong for each and every one of us
No matter if youāre the punks or the preachers comes a time life will hit you hard comes a time life will bring you to your knees and we cling so tight to our beliefs
Suzie Qās overdose made the tail end of the local news the other day radio seems kinda quiet, songs feel kinda hollow now weāve lost the last of the great DJs
Itās funny how fast things change when something so familiar disappears Itās funny how memories of when we were young ring out so clear
I guess sometimes the fire just flickers and fades for each and every one of us
No matter if youāre the punks or the preachers comes a time life will knock you down comes a time life will tear your heart out still we hold on play our part
Mikey T and Big Dave thought theyād gone and found themselves the perfect con but aināt no song ever meant anything if folks donāt want to sing along
Itās funny how life trips you up when you try to run before you walk Itās funny how the music fades when you try to sing before you can talk
I guess sometimes our plans just unravel for each and every one of us
No matter if youāre the punks or the preachers comes a time life will beat you so bad comes a time life will knock you off your feet still we refuse to admit defeat
Gotta hold onto the things that get us through Gotta keep our faith without having proof Gotta put one foot in front of the other Gotta push through from one day to the other Gotta have some belief without ever truly knowing Gotta wake up every day and just keep going
I guess everythingās always been just out of reach for each and everyone of us for each and every one of us but still we try still we try
THE MODERN SAINTS OF BABYLON
Jimmy Eās got a nephew he adores more than life itself Says Iām gonna watch over that boy until my very last breath give it my all until thereās nothing left donāt mean nothing to me if at the end I get left on the shelf
cause at the end of the day gotta live with yourself gotta do right by the ones who you love
Gotta do right by the ones who you love
Southside Johnnyās got a special girl he knows heād die for high school sweethearts fell in love down at the shore for his special girl Johnny works in a nickel and dime store works all the hours god sends, knows heāll always work more
cause at the end of the day gotta live with yourself gotta do right by the ones who you love
Gotta do right by the ones who you love
Spanish Mariaās got a sweet little sister who went and lost her way sold herself nightly to the bad boys down at the bay for a while you can play a part but youāll get burnt if you stay Maria says gonna get her out of there one of these days
cause at the end of the day gotta live with yourself gotta do right by the ones who you love
Gotta do right by the ones who you love
Jersey Janey watched āem come and take her house the other day lost her family to the turnpike gambled the rest clean away too many empty rooms for her to even want to stay only thing she remembers didnāt wave them off that day
cause at the end of the day gotta live with yourself gotta do right by the ones who you love
Gotta do right by the ones who you love
We got our dreams and god knows weāve given it our all bloodied our knuckles worked our fingers to the bone stone and steel and clocking off working day and night just to make sure we got enough
Gotta do right by the ones who you love Gotta do right by the ones who you love
OLD HAUNTS & MEMORIES
Do you remember when the chill used to hit the beach passed the boardwalk drunks and all our dreams seemed within reach
Do you remember how the music brought us together so strong it was all we ever needed when the summer nights felt so long
Yeah, oh, and it feels like an age it feels like an age since we were me and you
Do you remember how we used to set this whole place alight getting drunk and saving lives playing our songs and starting fights
Do you remember how we owned the stage down at the Old Parade danger hanging in the air to the scribbled down words of a switchblade serenade
Yeah, oh, and it feels like an age it feels like an age since we were me and you
Do you remember when we used to tear up the whole strip streetwise punks and wannabe kings, blood brothers and princes in our kinship
Do you remember how those old wheels seemed to carry our dreams it was all we ever needed had heart to spare and bursting at the seams
Yeah, oh, and it feels like an age it feels like an age since we were me and you
We thought we could ride this American dream for free, far too young to know the things that can cost you your belief we had the cars and we had the tunes we rode out to the crossroads but all we found were the blues
And we swore on each others hearts weād only ever follow our own rules but life has a way of breaking the promises we make life has a way of breaking the promises we make when weāre young
Yeah, oh, and it feels like an age it feels like an age since we were me and you
ACROSS THE BRIDGE
Did you hear about young Billy Jackson joined the army, went to fight in a faraway war used to be he was a local legend round here now heās just a name upon a wall
Well, weāve all seen so many fall along the way Well, weāve all seen our dreams grow old and frayed
And one day weāll tell our stories when we meet up again over the river and across the bridge
Did you hear about little Sally Costello beautiful girl no one ever gave the time of day got to be a big deal in the New York scene but had to give her soul away
Well, weāve all seen so our lives drift along the way Well, weāve all seen the best of things go astray
And one day weāll share our memories when we meet up again over the river and across the bridge
Did you hear about old Henry Jenkins went and burned his whole business to the ground been part of this place for so many years now these days aināt a lot of our old haunts still around
Well, weāve all seen things go by the way side Well, weāve all seen the good and the bad times
And one day weāll eulogise the past when we meet up again over the river and across the bridge
And thereās things and people you lose along the way and thereās things you never let yourself forget hold onto the memory of your youth just to give your present days their strength cherish those times of long nights and no regrets doing dares and making bets looking to the horizon as we recall all the bitter sweet promises we made, you and I
And one day, you and I and one day, you and I weāll meet up again over the river and across the bridge
So let me tell you a story oh, so tell me a story when we meet up again
So tell me a story oh, so let me tell you a story when we meet up again over the river and across the bridge
HERE BY THE GRACE OF GOD
Did we ever see ourselves working our fingers to the bone making babies and making homes waiting on a pay check just to the pay the rent
Did we ever see ourselves putting our dreams in a drawer gathering dust and growing sour as we tally up the wages already spent
We said weād never let our wild hearts fade we said weād keep all the promises we made we said weād always meet up again if only by the grace of god
Did we ever see ourselves working all these long hours we are sent nine to five and staying alive waiting on a tender touch and a kindly word
Did we ever see ourselves struggling just to put food on our table feeding mouths if weāre able taking solace in all the old songs we heard
We said weād never grow old before our time we said weād stay true to every single line we said weād always be able to find each other if only by the grace of god
Did we ever see ourselves with cold sweats and sleepless nights unpaid bills and whiskey chills stood out in the backyard well after midnight Did we ever see ourselves drowning our sorrows in all the old places where once we found comfort amid familiar faces and all our choices felt so right
We said weād never let the bond we had be broken we said weād hold true to every word spoken said weād always stand by each other if only by the grace of god
Got memories kicking in of thundering down the highway, top down and the radio on of hanging out in the downtown parking lots trying to be so grown up when we were so very young
We change, we change but some things they remain they stay the same they hold on, they hold on they stay around as we carry on
We remain, we remain here by the grace of god We remain, we remain here by the grace of god
Here by the grace of god Here by the grace of god
THE SAVIOURS & THE SONGS
What about the rock and roll songs down at the barrio What about taking your girl to her favourite show What about playing so loud in the local bars What about dreaming big looking up at the stars What about all those dreams we had back when we were kids What about all those things we never did
Sophie said, Sophie said, āLetās put the top down, head out toward the freeway Born To Run playing on the stereo the saviours and the songs coming from the radio invisible angels preaching to the choir.ā
āAnd weāll drive, drive, drive just to make ourselves feel alive with our tattooed scars and scared hearts and our future way out ahead of us.ā
What about the street parties and the 4th of July What about fireworks in the boardwalk sky What about making fires with friends down at the shore What about stealing beers from Old Joeās store What about all those times we had when we were young What about all those days we tried to out run
Sophie said, Sophie said, āLetās make some goddamn noise, wake the whole neighbourhood up The ā59 Sound playing on the stereo the saviours and the songs coming from the radio young poets up against the world.ā
āAnd weāll drive, drive, drive out to the big city lights with our youthful lies and our starry eyes and our story waiting to embrace us.ā
Sophie said, Sophie said, āSometimes itās all about putting the needle on the next song sometimes itās just about moving on.ā Said āAināt no good getting stuck in the groove.ā Said āWhen chances come better make your move cause pretty soon theyāll pass you by pretty soon theyāll pass you by.ā
āAnd weāll drive, drive, drive get to where this town spills out onto the sixty five with our rain kissed sighs and busted highs and our ramshackle path laid out ahead of us.ā
Sophie said, Sophie said, āWeāll drive, drive, drive leave this old place so far behind us.ā
OTHER SIDE OF THE RIVER
Mary said she saw you down at Daveyās Diner aināt no one told me theyād let you out I guess those four walls held you long enough aināt none of us can live for too long alone with all our doubts
Wrong place, wrong time, wrong town got yourself caught up when something bad went down
Mary said she saw you asleep in some dirty doorway said it broke her heart to see you like that I guess one mistake can echo through the years aināt none of us can outrun time, the past always at our backs
Wrong place, wrong time, wrong town got yourself caught up when something bad went down
Mary said she heard you were drinking hard in Vinnieās Bar stumbled out, tried to steal some car I guess each of us drowns our troubles our own way aināt none of us can ever escape the tide, cover up all our scars
Wrong place, wrong time, wrong town got yourself caught up when something bad went down
Mary said she heard you lost your job two days in someone said the wrong thing, word about your record got out I guess those four walls, they follow you around aināt none of us can shroud ourselves forever from the crowd
Wrong place, wrong time, wrong town got yourself caught up when something bad went down
And the days wash up over us and fade back into the sea every moment is a wave swell rising up as we stay afloat just to breathe
Brother, come find me, weāll put some of our favourite songs on Iāll pick up my dusty old guitar and if you want you can play along
Brother, if you want you can play along and weāll remember fondly how we felt when we used to sing along to our favourite heroes and all their killer songs
Brother, come find me if you can on the other side of the river and weāll sing along, weāll sing along, weāll sing the words to all our favourite songs
Brother, come find me if you can Brother, come find me if you can On the other side of the river
WOODEN SHIPS & PLAYGROUNDS
Now I guess for our folks those were grey and bitter days factories everywhere going down in flames good āol days fading like a memory tired eyes haunted by a broken dream knowing this is all thereāll ever be honey, you and I, we canāt let that be you and me
Well, these hard times have been here before and theyāll be here again it all just keeps repeating on itself same these days as it was back then
And every one of us is just trying to put a meal on our table too old in our souls for believing in fairytales and fables And every wound will find its mending but not every one of us gets our happy ending and any riches we may never see honey, you and I, we canāt let that be you and me
Well, those days of wooden ships and playgrounds they seem so far away donāt want to see us haunting this place like ghosts wrapped in chains
And always worrying about the bills can sure take its toll got dirt under our finger nails weekend feels like parole So steam roll over your blues honey if you can and donāt worry too much if you fail cause most days thereās still a little light after the rain
Honey, thereās still a little light after the rain
SKIN OF OUR TEETH
Well, other night Joey D stole the wrong car word was put out on the streets by dawn so, Joey he packed up his wife, his kids, man, he was just gone Well, down at the steel mill on its last day Danny said he saw grown men cry murder in their eyes as those gates closed a final time
Donāt make no bones about it, whether itās the renegades or the junkies thereās a death like rattle seeping like a shadow into the daylight Donāt make no bones about it, whether itās the outcasts or the saints thereās a mark of Cain spilling its warning out of the night
Donāt make no bones about it when you know a reckoning is coming Donāt make no bones about it when in the night all you do is think about running Aināt none of us can outrun whatās always been chasing us down
Well, Sammy, she got beat black and blue found herself on the wrong side of the tracks oh Sammy, wrong name, wrong colour, āround here always gotta watch your back Well, now they found Queen Sally left in an alley dumped just like yesterdayās trash guess nothing you can do if your car was always gonna crash
Donāt make no bones about it, whether itās the hustlers or the thieves thereās a dagger like danger waiting just āround every damn corner you turn Donāt make no bones about it, whether itās the saboteurs or the fixers thereās always another hard day, another hard lesson you gotta learn
Donāt make no bones about it when in every crowd youāre always a stranger Donāt make no bones about it when you put yourself out there, always courting danger
Aināt none of us can outrun all those things make us fear
Thereās heartbeat to these washed out streets like a hammer to an anvil thereās a sound like steel being beat like the last throw of a dreamerās gamble
Donāt make no bones about it Donāt make no bones about it when the shit goes down
And weāre hanging on weāre hanging on by the skin of our teeth
And weāre hanging on weāre hanging on by the skin of our teeth
THE PAUPER & THE QUEEN
And I will always remember you my first love of mine and I will never forget those brief days of time
I thought one day maybe weād meet up again, come back together just like two old friends talk over old times and make amends maybe mourn for what might have been but now I know it was just a dream Now I know itāll never be, for youāre gone
And I hope you found the happiness you were looking for
I thought I might have felt it when you passed, guess itās been too long since I saw you last you and I, we always knew we were gonna part you and I, fate went and put us on our different paths but even when things were broken I never did forget what we had I hadnāt heard, I didnāt know, itās too late now
And I hope you found the happiness you were looking for
And know this, Iāll celebrate your name in my own quiet way remember how we used to be back in the day promise myself from now to live my life a better way for we all know how life is too goddamn short I hope you know I would have reached out to you
And I hope you found the happiness you were looking for
And our love felt like it was a real love but sometimes love just isnāt enough for I was the pauper and you were the queen I was the pauper and you were the queen
And I will always remember you my first love of mine and I will never forget those brief days of time
For Rhiannon
BURNED OUT CARS
We thought we were living in simpler days and better times now we know it was nothing of the kind we were just looking through the eyes of a child when youāre young youāre as good as blind always felt we were on the out side long ago, out on some abandoned waste ground with burned out cars all around us
Memories flow though these streets like blood in our veins still see the kids we used to be dreaming big and playing games ghosts of our souls in front of our eyes summer days before nine to fives innocent heartfelt sighs and feeling so alive long ago, out on some abandoned waste ground with burned out cars all around us
And Sophie says āItās still the same book, just a different page and thereās still the same walls where we wrote our names Sometimes what you lose is less than you gain.ā we were dancing wide eyed in the blessed rain not a thought for days never meant to come again long ago, out on some abandoned waste ground with burned out cars all around us
And I will always remember when we were young I will always remember when we were us when we were young when we were us
KINGS & QUEENS ( OF LOWER EAST SIDE )
Remember when it rained so hard we were stuck inside for days playing our favourite records for hours on end Remember when we sat at the riverās edge playing our guitars singing the summer out swearing blind weād always be friends
We used to be so reckless, so reckless walk straight into the fire while the house was burning down throw a lighter onto the flames watch the whole place turn to ashes upon the ground We used to be so bold, so bold maybe now weāre a little bit older, a little bit wiser, but still weāre listening to the sound
And we thought we were the kings and queens of lower east side Kids with our own kingdom but not a dime to our name Still every goddamn time we knew rock and roll would save us
And we thought we were the kings and queens of lower east side We were ragged and we were wild but with a belief in ourselves we couldnāt deny And every goddamn time we knew rock and roll would save us
And still, even now, we know every goddamn time rock and roll will save us
And still, even now, we know every goddamn time rock and roll will save us
SALLY LISTEN, NOBODY WINS
Sally listen, no body wins when everyone is spread way too thin Sally listen, aināt no one wins if a quiet rage begins to dim damās gonna break just like an original sin
Nobody wins, Sally nobody wins
Sally listen, no body wins when no oneās left who used to care Sally listen, aināt no one wins with our hope stripped bare lives gonna fade just like a fifty yard stare
Nobody wins, Sally nobody wins
Sally listen, no body wins when we try to blame it all on days like this Sally listen, aināt no one wins if we side step all our sins lies gonna crumble if we deny our own skin
Nobody wins, Sally nobody wins
Sally listen, no body wins when the whole damn thing feels like itās going under Sally listen, aināt no one wins with our dreams in the gutter futureās always gonna fail if we forget how to wonder
Nobody wins, Sally nobody wins
Sally listen, no body wins when old hopes are sealed up like a tomb Sally listen, aināt no one wins when our dreams aināt got the room so many faded medals for all those gone too soon
Nobody wins, Sally nobody wins
Sally listen, Sally listen itās not dead yet, long as it lives and breathes and scars and bleeds
Sally listen, Sally listen itās not dead yet itās not dead yet
ORPHANS & PRIESTS
Summer night is hot, Gina tries to sleep swears somewhere a radio is playing Cityās heartbeat throbs through the heat sleepless souls with nerves already fraying From the rooftops to the factories from the ship yards and the missions thereās bargains and rumours angels aflame with lies and unholy visions
Sirens sound out, red and blue electrifying the night like a lightning strike And just like shrouded angels moonlit clouds shimmer bright in the sky In backstreets and alleyways the sceneās alive with night time whispers Hot heads with switchblades playing to the senoritas and sweet soul sisters
Down at the circus by the shore the rock and roll martyrs they still play with guitars slung low in ragged majesty, the undisputed lords of the bay staring down the night like John the Baptist with a fanfare for a last farewell rock and rock guardians making a grand last stand just for a story to tell
On the street corners the Romeos and the princes they strut and they preen Theyāre putting on a show, throwing out graffiti talk with a grin and a gleam And the heathens, they cross over the border, wide boys with broken trust Expectant eyes in nearby windows ready waiting for the night to combust
At the ocean the kings of the boardwalk gather, stripped down to the waist Holding court down at the pier summer slipping by with indecent haste Out on the strip hotrods and speedway tramps are revving up a quiet storm Well, itās ride or die tonight, been facing death since the day they were born
And some are talking faith while others simply talk about fate Youāre either the orphans or the priests and some of us arrive just a little too late And this town will give you a shot at the big time while it tries to break you Youāre either the winners or the losers and some of us never get to make our name
Some of us, some of us just get to ride away into the night
ride away, ride away into the night
THE CONTENDER ( ā24 )
Iām on my way home ma, on a home bound train travelling through the night under a cold hard rain left the ring behind me and everything that comes with that big city life Well, beat my last opponent, ma but in the ring he did go and die Ma, I hope you understand this manās blood I do have upon my hands
Now my fightingās all behind me my historyās been written punched myself out of every door my kingdom of riches has fallen to ruins and my crime, ma, is now fully paid for I fought the champion of champions under the glow of the big bright lights oh ma, I canāt remember how many fights I had to fight just to get that far
Now itās such a long way from those fights in the ship yards and the blood of those back streets when a man had nothing else to give but his bare fists and his dreams Iāve wrapped too many bandages around my own hands Spit my blood down into the dirt Only one rule matters never show āem when it hurts
I fought my way up out of the gutter as you know so well got paid their rotten money and my soul I did sell ma, each son has gotta make his way in this damned world roll the dice, heads or tails, just to get his turn
maybe I was no more than a kid when I fought my way into those big leagues but I fought my way into being a man and I bled upon the canvas for my dreams well ma, my first fight was with Jimmy E down at the amusement arcade my last fight was in the Las Vegas Hilton I guess after all these years nothing much has really changed
Oh ma, I had it all, the biggest dream a man might ever get to dream I had the rage inside me the hunger, the blood and the grief I fought so hard, ma, to escape the days of those dirty back streets I fought so hard to hold onto my beliefs
I got hurt so bad, hurt others in return there aināt no lesson, ma that canāt ever be learned when thereās just you and him in the ring when thereās no where to run for you or for him
Oh ma, when I arrive home please open your door put your arms around me tight
Oh ma, give me a motherās comfort give me a place to sleep again through the night
Oh ma, kiss me upon the forehead give me a place to sleep maybe for just a time
Oh, ma, just give me a place to sleep for just a while
With thanks to Bruce Springsteen
A POETRY ABOUT THESE STREETS/ JESSE
Jesse, the streets are bright in this old neighbourhood tonight, so turn off the stereo, turn off the light breathe in the air of this glistening night slip yourself under those covers and leave the world behind for maybe just tonight
Jesse, from here I can see the pier all lit up, Ferris wheel shines just like the moon sea shimmers like a diamond just been cut beach front is fading more every year lights donāt shine as bright, all those old stalls now boarded shut
But still thereās a poetry to these streets thereās a hymn everyoneās singing and all around the night draws in
Jesse, this town of ours, itās alive as it ever was, churches and jailhouses, theyāre as full as they ever were same old deals going down, same old disbelievers and unholy prophets out on the sidewalk causing a stir
Jesse, now see, out there, thereās a priest praying for each and every one of us whose soulās gone astray in these strange days got rosary beads clasped in his hands holy relics and an altar stand wondering when it was he lost his faith
But still thereās a poetry to these streets thereās a hymn everyoneās singing and all around the night draws in
Jesse, got told a story about a rich man with a poor manās dreams maybe being king of the hill aināt all what it seems maybe pull at the threads it all comes apart at the seams Now a stormās brewinā down on the lower East Side, better pull down those shutters, cause this townās gonna blow off some steam
And still thereās a poetry to these streets thereās a hymn everyoneās singing and all around the night draws in
And still thereās a poetry about these streets thereās a song everyoneās playing and out in the cold our faith holds strong
Jesse, I donāt know all the ways in which this place is changing but itās sure like a gun shot to the air but this town is still our home and Jesse I know thereās still some goodness out there
Thereās a poetry thereās a poetry about these streets
Thereās a poetry thereās a poetry about these streets
Jesse, Iāll show you all of this when you come home
Iāll show you all of this when you come home