Correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think I'm a bad friend. I'm pretty sure I'm a pretty good friend. But then how come NONE of my friends remember me? Kim is definitely one to disappear with her boyfriend and everyone still invites her everywhere. Erika is just ridiculous. Can't even pay me back, but she'll invite me to Vegas because I'm a fucking piggy bank. Michelle will start talking to me but then not mention any birthday plans. Janice and Connie basically cut me out as if I don't even exist after Neil. Eunice gets invited everywhere but I don't think she makes any active plans. And Natalie does her own thing with her high school friends and still gets invited everywhere. Natalie's the only one who makes even a semblance of an effort to hang out with me. And even still we run out of shit to say to each other at some point. I just don't fit in ever, unless they want my money. When do I get to the point in my life where I have people to hang out with, where's my "squad"? Where do I find my "ride or die"? How can I not be so fucking lonely. I just want to hang out with my friends and none of them ever remember me. Where did I go wrong?