The Things That Hurt Me

J.O.R. // 20

[littleemptyattik-deactivated202]

my head is an hour glass.

i spend my time waiting, waiting, waiting.

the sand runs out.

i flip it over again.

[mrlonelystoner]

[prone-to-suicidal-tendencies]

[mysorrowinwords]

You’ll always be a part of me

I’d like to think that’s a good thing

But who knows, things change

After all, you did

J.O.R. // Unexpected Changes

[inhatewithlxve]

I wonder when it started that when I read my horoscope I read yours too.

[mysorrowinwords]

And here I am

Chasing someone

Who could care less

I know they won’t

But for some reason

I think they’ll change

J.O.R // Love is Blind

[mysorrowinwords]

My phone buzzes

My heart jumps with glee

A notification from you! I think

But it is not

And then I remember

J.O.R. // Grief

[mysorrowinwords]

Your colors are bright and beautiful

As time goes on they fade

I take care of you the best I can

But as with all things

Your petals will fall

And you won’t stay

J.O.R. // Flowers

[mysorrowinwords]

I’m falling for you

But will you still be there

When I land?

I hope so

J.O.R. // Catch Me

[mysorrowinwords]

As it turns out

Your forever

Was a lot shorter

Than mine was

J.O.R. // I’ll love you forever

[mysorrowinwords]

It hurts

Expecting a text

From someone

Who you know

Won’t text you at all

J.O.R. // Not over you

[mysorrowinwords]

It’s okay

I’ll be alright

Just have to wait

They’ll come back eventually

…

Right?

J.O.R. // Still Waiting

[mysorrowinwords]

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Some people don’t understand that

You may think you’re ugly

But really, you’re quite wrong

For you’re a bright star in the night sky

J.O.R. // Another Perspective

[mysorrowinwords]

It’s the quietest moments

That are the best

And the worst

For you get to think

But sometimes

It’s the thinking that hurts the most

J.O.R // Overwhelming Thoughts

[mysorrowinwords]

I hope to see you again someday

At a time where you are happier

But until then, I will wait

J.O.R // Till I see you again

[mysorrowinwords]

This time it didn’t end

With harsh words and bad feelings

But still, it hurts all the same

J.O.R. // Gone again

[solounarosa]

It's just that, the people who are supposed to love you unconditionally, leave. The people who are supposed to protect you can hurt you the most. How can I give all my love when you may decide I'm not what you want? But how can you stay unless I give you all my love?

solounarosa