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Welcome!

I’m Meadow, and my pronouns are she/her!

Old owner of @illjustgofuckmyselfthen

Backup acc: @meadow123

TW!! I blog/rant about my disorder and weight loss, i mention numbers (weight, cals), food, and post about mental health as well. I do post memes and positivity!

My stats:

Height: 5’4.5

HW: 180lbs

CW: 150lbs

GW: 130lbs

UGW: 110lbs

Waist: 37 1/2”

Disclaimer:

Pro recovery! Please prioritize your health, each of you has an immense purpose!! If my content isn’t for you, please block don’t report. <3

Okay if I reach 140, I’ll buy myself all the clothes in my shopping cart 😌💖

#🦋ed #🦋check #c 🦋 thought #e 🦋

Day 10:

Burgers…ugh I used to looove in n out :(

#🦋ed #ana ed #🦋check #c 🦋 thought #bulimist #e 🦋#tw ana stuff #tw ed relapse #🦋 tips #🦋food

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Does anybody know if diet pills actually work? If so, put me on the brand 😩

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Most diet pills are just laxatives and or random crap mixed together with no actual active ingredients

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Well that’s lame…they should really make some realistic stuff

Okay yesterday I was normal, like I felt like food was okay and my body is acceptable, but today I’m fat again and food is just calories that I can’t have…what is going on rn

#🦋ed #ana ed #🦋check #bulimist #c 🦋 thought #e 🦋#anarexsick #tw ana stuff #tw ed relapse #🦋 tips #🦋food

I think I’ve actually drank 6 diet cokes today…I need to stop before my heart dies of chemical burns🤣

#ana ed #🦋ed #🦋 tips #e 🦋#bulimist

Does anybody know if diet pills actually work? If so, put me on the brand 😩

#🦋check #🦋meme #c 🦋 thought #🦋ed #🦋 tips #e 🦋#🦋food

I got into my dream college yesterday!!! Now I gotta make sure I’ll be the skinny girl in class ;)

#🦋check #🦋meme #c 🦋 thought #🦋ed #e 🦋#c 🦋#ana ed

Day 9:

Yes omfg. I’ve always been bigger than my friends but never big enough to be able to call myself fat..midsize I guess?

#🦋check #c 🦋 thought #🦋ed

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I- need an ana coach- I thought I could do it alone I c a n n o t

I did so bad today…I’m so upset w myself rn

Todays food recap:

TW calories!

-mini bagel w cream cheese: 269

-mini Hershey’s bar: 100cal

-minestrone soup: 110cal

-pepperoni: 150cal

-pickles: 100cal

Cals burned: 267

Total: 456cal

I almost binged on sonic today..I just had to remember that I have the power over my hunger and my body

#🦋meme #🦋check #c 🦋 thought #🦋ed #🦋 tips #🦋food #c 🦋#butterfly

I love working because it makes me busy enough to forget to eat or I don’t have time, and I burn so many calories from all the walking :)

#🦋check #c 🦋 thought #🦋ed #🦋 tips #e 🦋#🦋food #🦋meme #butterfly

Day 7:

My mom knows I’m trying to lose weight, but she thinks I’m being healthy about it. She always says how proud she is of me when she can see that I’m getting smaller.

#🦋ed #🦋check #e 🦋

I lost a 1/2 inch in my waist and lost 2lbs in just a day!! So happy rn

#c 🦋#🦋food #e 🦋#🦋 tips #🦋ed #c 🦋 thought #🦋check