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I’ve spent so much of my life trying to bulletproof every part of myself without realizing I’ve allowed everything else inside to detonate repeatedly, using the same worn out arrangement of walls to contain every explosion I’ve struggled to keep hidden, fearing the collateral damage it would cause everyone who shouldn’t be involved. I see this now, more clearly than ever.

rapid cellular regeneration

shadow tracing road road marking distance distance reconstructing longing how long will i stay before city runs morning

gold hours turn silver silver poison waters dream of demons breaking binding how long will i stay before breathing becomes grinding before breathing becomes grinding before sleeping becomes hiding before sleeping becomes fighting

midnight arena territorial dispute waging war with your waking how long will you stay before city runs morning

labyrinthine figments lucid memories shaping isolating what was missing how long will you stay before breathing becomes grinding before breathing becomes grinding disassembling all conditioning reassembling you is tiring

how many do you have

zero

when everything's gone everything is all you have is zero

when all you need's one all you have is zero

it's something and it's nothing it's everything you don't

and it's everything you have

it's everything you don't need

but it's everything you need

how would you know how to have one or two when you start from nothing

how would you know the value

of one

when you don't see the value of nothing

of anything.

i still draw dinosaurs where they lay extinct

i still find fossils where they stopped digging

i want to

no

you

it's all you can do

always just all

you can do.

kanino ka makikinig

kung ang kalooban mo linilinlang ka

kung dinaya ka ng tenga mo

aling boses ang nagsasabi ng totoo

kanino ka tatakbo

kung paikot ikot ka lang

sa siklo ng kapalaran

ALAM MO

NA TINATAGO MO

NA LUAMLABAS LANG TUWING BINUKSAN MO ANG PADER

GANYAN KASI

TINATAGO. LINILIHIM.

ASAN KA BA

ITO AKO. MALAYA. NAKAWAALA

SIGE LANG. SIGE LANG

BALANG ARAW LAGOT SILA SAKIN

AKO BAHALA SAYO

MAGTIWALA KA SAKIN

TUTULUNGAN KITA

PANGHABANG BUHAY

PANGAKO KO SAYO

BIGYAN MO KO NG PAGKAKATAON

GALIT

WAG KANG PUMATAY

WAG KANG MAKINIG SA KANYA

BAKTI KASI PUTANG

INA BAKIT KASI

GANUN EH GANUN KUMILSO ANG MUNDO WALA KAYNG SAY DON IKAW

IKAW LANG ANG KAYA MO GALAWIN

GANTIO ANG SIKLO NG KAPALARAN

IKAW

LANG

LANG.

PARATI

NGAYON AT KAILAN MAN

this isn't the problem because it opens up gates

oh yes

gates

the gate that opens up your boyd your mind then spirit emtion

inner desires and repressed internal realities manifesting slowly

this is the key

and the village is set free

i'ts like a brick wall

all there is

mild

FUCK

i don't know i don't know

hyou lose track of things

what is it about life

you look for a clean slate

do over no undo in life just redo

redo on and on repeat same actions but you ca't undo them

nudge

only certain things the impact of which vary elbow spears my side. out comes not blood but water that rains on your forearm your fist through my solar plexus

realize this is why things go this way.

it's not your call not for ou to say

when

life rolls this way and back no more anchors to hold ships down set sail far

my compass lied

kinabukasan

wala lang ang ganda niya kasing salita

kina bukas an

'future' sa ingles

ang hindi pa nangyayari ang mangyayari ngunit hindi pa pero paparating hindi darating

maraming posible maraming mangyayari

bukas

hindi sarado

mga salitang panghinaharap panghinaharap hindi pangtinatalikuran mangyayari maaari haharapin at haharapin

pwede pang umasa at aasa nang aasa

at bakit hindi sinong makasasabi

a powem

no it's not

hindi ko dapat pinayagan

pero nangyari

masamang maniwala

sa walang katibayan

umayos ka

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