Melanie

I’m 17 & I really like “Melanie Martinez” Been listening to her since 2016 & i love art , this is my diary.

[nanabanana777]

I have lived a life of shame

I cannot even guess what it must be to live the life of a human being

[nanabanana777]

I just looked back at my posts

This account is so negative

But i feel like im keeping a diary kinda

Not consistent but still i feel comfortable here

[nanabanana777]

I’m lost i have gone back , I am so confused by myself by my feelings i don’t know what im feeling why im feeling this way, i just wanna go back home, where is my home?

I’m so confused

Why

[nanabanana777]

Is it too much to ask for?

[nanabanana777]

Pov

Procrastination

[nanabanana777]

Wh questions

What do you like? What do you dont like? What’s your favourite song? Whats your favourite colour? What’s your favourite movie? What is your favourite tv show? What are your hobbies? What’s your style of clothes? Which do you prefer vanilla or chocolate ice cream? Who’s your favourite influencer? What languages would you like to learn? What’s your favourite dish? Which class is your favourite? Which country do you want to visit? Would you want to leave your country?What is your best quality? What’s your favourite thing to do when you are bored? What do you want? What is your gym routine? Who’s your biggest inspiration? What do you aspire to be? What is your favourite fruit?What are your ambitions? What one thing you wish you could change in your life? What is your goal? What is your plan? What is your dream? What are you good at? Who are you?

I don’t know.

[nanabanana777]

Me on a random thursday

[nanabanana777]

Im not changing my bio

I think i was cute when i was 17 😹

[nanabanana777]

Why is it that im so hard to understand and hard to comprehend! I cant even manage myself i do not know how my own brain works!!!! Why is that? How can i fix it? I’m so tired of being like this what the hell is wrong with me

[nanabanana777]

And just like that im back to zero,

I truly hate myself.

[nanabanana777]

I hate the way i look

[otwicepairing]

michaeng/∞

[nanabanana777]

Sky

[nanabanana777]

Don’t do this, don’t do that

وخصوصاً انت بالزات

حاجة تلعب على اعصابي

اتركني وخليني بلاك

[nanabanana777]

Beautiful day today excited for tomorrow 🤩

[nanabanana777]

When i love i love with all my heart because i never felt that feeling i never felt loved truly loved, sometimes or most of the times i think I’m not worthy of love, so now when i love you i truly love you for who you are because i love love and i love loving you so maybe you don’t feel what i felt.

[nanabanana777]

I love you and I want to show you my love، you might die you might not، but all i do is love love hard so just love me back.