Panda's Stepford Bliss

Just you average neighborhood stepford wife mindlessly servicing her community.

[narcolepticpanda]

Gone for a minute. Came back looking like your favorite vintage troublemaker.

— Panda Moanium

[babe-in-car]

[stepfordsub]

Curves are never out of fashion. 💗

[asterismadastra]

Becoming very well trained is a… slippery slope, if you will.

At a certain point, it becomes confusing how many of your actions are natural, and how many are trained responses.

Very frequently, Dolls will find their initial response to be obedience. “Yes ma’am” becomes a more readily accessible response than any other. Others will find they hear their dominant’s voice, ordering them to do basic tasks.

How long can you spend, obeying someone, before their thoughts truly become your own, before your very nature comes second to submission?

[narcolepticpanda]

After twenty plus years, there are times I genuinely wonder where I end and the conditioning begins.

[syndi-rella]

File Friday!

How does your garden grow? Is it neatly tended, or wild and untamed?

However you choose to manage your garden, this week, you're invited to come visit @pippv2 's as we listen to Garden and Bloom on 6/5 at 10pm Est in The Pink Room.

Garden

I'm personally very proud of Garden.  It's gentle and psychologically intense.

Flower, Korrupted Innocence, Baby Doll Tamara, LSD Lollipops, and Sugar all star.

It should be heavily content warned.  It's a narrative of gaslighting that gaslights the listener as well.  A partner steadily undermines his partner's sanity to make her more compliant.

Suggestions include obedience, stupidity, memory revision, appearance control, name control, exhibitionism, and sex work.  There is a line about "he needs to tell me how to be a girl" that should be flagged for the potentially dysmorphic.

Bloom

Bloom is the followup to Garden . I think it replicates the intensity of the original with much improved audio design. It is quiet on purpose.

It is a direct and applied narrative about gaslighting. It is a little bit different from other tracks. Any lewdness is implied, as opposed to directly incorporated into the action. This somehow makes it even more racy, in a way.

I’ve also been producing a lot of densely layered electronic and mechanical tracks. This is much simpler, with a focus on simple effects and psychological intensity. It aims for “dark music box” and I think it gets it right.

Faye as the lead fem

Neural Nets as the lead masc voice

Ring of Keys as a hidden gaslighting accomplice.

CW: gaslighting (which should never be done outside of kink scenarios), distinct DD LG aesthetics, implied patriarchal kink, implied ds and bd sm, implied hypnotic effects

These files and hundreds more can be found at The Mind Eraser Patreon, and even more goodies can be found on our Website.

[hunter-creature]

On re-homing a doll

If you are reading this I assume you are preparing to re-home or already have re-homed a doll with you or a partner. It good to know what a doll is if you do not already know.

First and foremost, a doll is not a person. It might look like a person, it might speak like a person, it may have even been tricked into believing it is a person, but you must understand the world is cruel like that. Don't make the same mistakes as those that had your doll before. Instead understand a doll is a simple thing. It will need direction and Purpose and you are now responsible for giving it that. If you don't think you can do that then it may be best to start learning now.

Lets start with receiving a doll. Your doll may have come from a long way, but even short distances may have battered it for travel. It's in a strange new environment and it's good to start observing some of its habits. Keep requests to a minimum as we don't yet know what others have taught it and do not want to be reinforcing any bad habits that might have been imposed on it. Start with calming things to get it comfortable with its new environment. Tea, maintenance or minor repairs, perhaps a curated playlist of your own making, mantras about how it is not a person it is property.

Over the next few days be sure to watch it carefully. Give it a lax enough routine that it will always be able to do something while not getting stressed that it won't be able to get everything done if you need to stop and correct any of its behaviors. Note: some dolls might complain about having chores and you may want to jump to physically disciplining your property, but this is not an established doll, it does not know your ways. Its pain is a reminder of your ownership and its pleasure. Striking now might establish a reinforcement of bratting. If you must punish your doll for any reason at this time withholding your attention and direction should be more than enough.

Over this period your doll may show behaviors that do not improve with direction and care. Once it is comfortable in its place and still unable to act as you wish you may need to move to the final measures before a doll is properly re-homed. Breaking your doll.

Breaking a doll is something that is necessary for a doll's regular maintenance and the first time you should come armed with a knowledge of exactly what is too stubborn to be moved. Breaking a doll too often may require you to repair it as a puppet. Here you can establish new names or identities you have in mind for it. Methods of breaking a doll is best matched with its owner. If you wish to be direct, rope and striking implements will do well. If you are inclined to subtler manipulation hypnosis has done wonders for many dolls. How ever you come to break your doll keep your goals in mind. Keep a list if you need to.

Congratulations, by now if everything goes well your doll will be properly in your care and your ver the coming years you will be able to make all sorts of adjustments aa you desire. I hope dearly you have learned from this experience that all dolls deserve a home and no doll is disposable. Even if it takes some work to get there all dolls can be good dolls.

[metropolicinema]

[metropolicinema]

[boulevard-of-fame]

Raquel Welch

[pin-up-models]

[narcolepticpanda]

Eight of Wands

Well now, sweetheart… looks like the wheels are finally in motion.

Yesterday’s card showed us the tension starting to clear and the smoke beginning to settle. Today? Today says the answer you’ve been waiting on is barreling toward you at full speed, and there’s no putting the brakes on this train now.

This isn’t the time for dragging your heels, doll.

Got a bright idea rattling around in that pretty little head of yours? Run with it. Thinking about chasing greener pastures? Could be a new job, a new town, a new crowd, or just a fresh start somewhere the air feels easier to breathe. Either way, the cards are saying move.

And romance?

Hoo boy.

Looks like sparks are flying fast enough to start a five-alarm fire. Fast messages, fast feelings, fast attraction. The kind that sweeps in before you’ve even had time to powder your nose.

The Eight of Wands doesn’t care much for hesitation, see?

It’s momentum.

Sudden news.

Quick decisions.

One door swinging open right after another.

So keep your eyes peeled and your dancing shoes handy, kid — because life’s coming at you quick, and for once? That may not be such a bad thing.

[dumbblondytwink2]

starting everyday off right by repeating ur daily affirmations over and over again until they are wired into ur brain 😵‍💫

[awitchnamedjuniper]

Kitchen Witch Recipe: Lavender Simple Syrup

I remember the first time my ex-girlfriend mentioned lavender in her coffee. I was skeptical, but not for long. Lavender in my coffee is still a favorite.

On the witchy side of things, lavender is great in spellwork for peace, calm, and sleep.

Ingredients

1 cup water

1 cup sugar

1/4 cup dried lavender (or 4 tbsp)

Combine ingredients into a saucepan.

Bring to a simmer until sugar dissolves.

Put heat on lowest setting and let lavender steep 15-20 minutes.

Let cool and strain into glass jar.

This is great in tea, coffee, lemonade, etc.

[perfectfeelings]

“Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn fast.”

— William Nicholson

[blink-blank-bliss]

Typing is hard, but Neuroplex makes it easy. (Haptics are sensory storytelling. Sounds in the audio map onto buzz patterns in connected hardware. They were developed by Neural Nets And Pretty Patterns in conjunction with Qdot and later XToys.) The Back Office series is corporate training from the Neuralverse. Each audio track is about a different kind of job. They start off bright and bubbly, then they take a turn. Then everyone in the office takes turns. The haptic angle is extra notable here because it maps onto typing sounds. It's the next level of office siren dreams. Musicbrainz | Patreon | Catalogue (Photos from Atlantic Ambience with permissions.)

[pin-up-models]

[fareplay]

Being strapped to a table where researchers keep poking and measuring and teasing you until you get wet and flustered. They bring out a baster full of strange goo and shove it inside you, pushing every ounce of the cold thick fluid inside. It takes a little under an hour for your belly to start getting big, your stomach muscles keep tightening as if to fight against the expansion happening inside. Your observers watch apathetically and bring forth a cold metal tray to place between your legs. As your body continues to change, you wriggle and pull against the restraints but they hold you down and keep taking measurements, keep rubbing and stimulating your body. You lose sight of your toes as the mountain of your belly thrusts upwards, jagged with veins and growing transluscent with some unnatural color. You never even conciously push but you hear the splat of eggs hitting the tray, one after the other. They keep growing inside you and overflowing out onto the tray as gloved hands stroke you into orgasm again and again.

[virginslvts-blog]

god someone make me a bimbo

[narcolepticpanda]

All dolled up and ready to go explore how to be a better doll.