Very Good Girl

Here because good toys show off. Power. Control. Submission. Hypnosis. Snippets from the world of a brainwashed toy. 35+/f. 18+ only. No minors.

[toyreads]

"You want me to make you the perfect little fuckdoll.

I want you to fantasize that I make you love calling me “Master”, that I make you crave my fingers inside you, that I make you ache for my cock in your mouth.

It doesn’t matter how you feel about those things now. The thought of me making you want them, *need them*, love them, is so *so* hot.

Daddy’s gonna corrupt you. Twist you. Mold you. And you’re gonna love it.

Who’s my dumb, horny little girl?"

[toyreads]

"You're such a very good toy taking in my words and agreeing with me. So easy to accept my words and ideas

You are such a silly toy. Rather than saying that I'm not going to let you orgasm, the truth is that I'm going to allow you the pleasure of denying yourself, a pleasure that has been taken from you for so long. Such a good toy for me."

[toyreads]

"Such a very good toy, finding that your body defaults to pleasure, and self-pleasure even when you're not aware of it.

You're doing so well for me. You don't need to think about your orgasms. It's so much easier if you accept that you prefer the pleasure of denial, and you enjoy asking for permission to orgasm because it feels so sexy to be denied by me."

[ditzibunni]

My kink is someone gaslighting you into thinking blatantly sexual behavior is normal.

It's normal for friends to slide their hands up your shirt. They're just playing around like friends do, duh

[toyreads]

I really enjoy corruption.

And here's the thing, it's because if it's done well it's so subtle and imperceptible. Manipulation without subtlety is really just pressure and aggression.

I hate pressure; but I love manipulation.

Some of this might be because I'm an overthinker. So once something is clearly and wholly on the table I can't let it go. My brain is the mental equivalent of a dog with a bone.

I will analyze and dissect and evaluate until I have wrung every ounce of interest and eroticism from a concept.

Sometimes this comes from performance anxiety concerns or logical planning in an attempt to alleviate my anxiety.

Other times it comes from my complicated sexuality; utterly infatuated and aroused by control and generally disgusted by conventional sexual activity.

And so corruption and manipulation fall into the perfect approach. Because I just don't need to think about it. You can convince me that I am interested, that I'm aroused, that I am compelled and I will follow willingly and happily never realizing that this is not the path I would have chosen for myself. And if and when I do realize it only turns me on more. It's that whole control fetish...

[toyreads]

"Such a good silly toy, not sure whether you want orgasms or not. You will probably find that you want what I tell you. And since I told you not to cum, you might find yourself more enthusiastic about your denial, eager to be dripping, desperate, needy, showing your submission and exploring the pleasure of denial."

[toyreads]

one day I hope to work with someone like you 🩵 thank you for sharing

Thank you for reading!

[toyreads]

Months ago when we first started exploring suggestions around denial I got scared in the middle of our session. The realization of the control I was giving up, the thought of no more orgasms, it all hit me at once while he was talking. I felt a little panicked at the idea, especially knowing how strongly I take to his influence and suggestions.

He responded to my concerns in real time and relaxed some of his initial language. He rephrased some of his thoughts to emphasize more how I might just find myself wanting to orgasm less, that it might be easier or less effort to not masturbate or not orgasm when I felt myself get turned on.

I regretted my own reservations. Orgasm denial is such a hot idea and reinforcing it through hypnosis has been a fantasy of mine forever.

His initial suggestions lasted a few weeks before I found myself wanting to orgasm again.

He reassured me; this is supposed to be fun. There is no wrong way to do it My obedience pleases him but he wants me to do what feels easy and natural and let him make adjustments as needed if I feel like there are conflicts in what I want.

And so I stopped worrying. I stopped thinking about it. I followed his voice and let go of the specifics.

I don't know when I stopped feeling like I needed orgasms. I'm not sure when I started thinking that being denied felt better. I stopped paying attention to how turned on I felt and how I started to orgasm less frequently, started to want his permission when I did, started to feel like orgasms without permission didn't feel as satisfying. Forgot about all of it until I realized that I was begging him to keep me denied.

[lottie-24-7]

Change me. Alter me.

Brainwash me. Gaslight me. Condition me.

Discipline me. Train me. Break me.

Take away my willpower, my opinions, my pride.

Make me malleable. Make me impressionable. Make me docile. Make me less. Make me better.

Improve me. Perfect me.

Make me what you want. ❤️

[toyreads]

My tits are touch starved.

Assistance needed. Inquire within.

[toyreads]

Sometimes I find it challenging to drop for hypnosis. Normally this is with somebody that I've worked with before and enjoy playing with and I start overthinking or feeling anxious about whether I'm going to do a good enough job for them.

I recently started playing with someone new and had this problem in our fourth session and I told him that I was feeling a little worried about whether I would do things right.

He told me that anytime I felt worried I could just play with my tits for him.

😳🤭🥴

[toyreads]

There are times that I've fantasized about permanent denial. I mean, how can you not?

Thinking about being drippy, needy, desperate as the days turn into weeks turn into months turn into years. Thinking about how arousal would start to melt your brain into a compliant agreeable puddle with one singular focus.

However, I like to think that I know my own weaknesses pretty well.

And the first weakness is that I am greedy and I like orgasms. So trying to edge repeatedly with growing desperation exclusively driven by my own willpower sounds like setting myself up to fail.

And the second weakness is that being denied makes me feel submissive and needy and affectionate and I can start to feel sad if there's nobody around to give me hugs.

So I think if I were going to even try this I would want a handler who is regularly and frequently physically available both to help with my motivation and also address the prolonged support and aftercare.

Obviously I would remove any and all of my own toys. The easiest way to not go over the edge it's to not have any control over the process.

Maybe once a week I'd go for training. Or maybe I would be lucky enough to have a roommate that is sadistically caring and wants to help a girl out. Either way I'd be restrained while said person completes the edging process until I'm desperate and crying.

In fantasyland this is when they would lock the chastity belt back on. But having tried them I find them incredibly uncomfortable and not really sufficient for long-term wear personally. But with no toys available and regular in-person check-ins to reinforce my obedience I think I could sufficiently resist orgasms between sessions. .

Once I was calm enough to be out of the restraints there would be extended cuddles maybe with movie time 😊.

[toyreads]

"Such a very good toy, letting your mind dwell on your submission to me, unable to distinguish which thoughts and desires are from my words, and which desires and thoughts come from your own lived experience outside of me.

I imagine that over time, you'll come to realize that you are uncertain about those things because you know that my control over your thoughts and desires is so thorough, so elegant and complete, that you know that I could change your desires completely, to make you act, think, and desire however I choose, and you'd never really know how much of your identity was a result of my words.

And with that depth of hypnotic suggestion, and eagerness to be molded to my whims, you know that whatever you are, and however you act on any day, in any moment, is entirely because it aligns with my desires. I leave parts of your personality because it serves my purposes, and I change the rest.

So, in a very real way, all of your thoughts and desires are a result of your brainwashing, and they are all in service to me."

[toyreads]

I want to hug your leg and rub myself pathetically against you while you pet my fuzzy empty head.

I want my nipples to ache for your fingers. I want you to touch me so much the lack of stimulation feels odd and leaves me craving your hands.

You could pull me onto your lap in the middle of whatever social gathering. I love the idea that I would be so desperate for your touch I wouldn't even notice the people around us. The comments from your friends.

You could explain to them that I'm just a pretty face and a pair of tits.

[toyreads]

'You have no idea you’ve been kidnapped.

You awake, utterly spellbound by me.

We spend the weekend using hypnosis to break down any sense of autonomy or dignity.

I touch and grope and play with your body, associating objectification with pleasure.

I have you perform simple tasks and reward you, reinforcing that obedience is pleasure.

I systematically remove every notion of self or free will from your mind.

By the time I’m done, you are a helpless plaything with no concept of agency or shame."

[toyreads]

Wondering how many days in a row you could brainwash me before I would lose any last vestige of thought or resistance or identity.

[toyreads]

It's raining here.

I love the idea of spending a weekend with you where you teach me that my body is just yours to play with and that my autonomy is just a false impression.