All the broken puzzle pieces
- Nash doesn't loose his memories on Ra's serum since Perry give him something to prevent all the mindwiping Boren and Gwen do on him when they we're on the moon and the only way around that is the needle Gwen accidently got to un-do it so he is stuck being immune to mind altering -
I was still drugged out from whatever the hell they we're giving me now but I still remebmer...everything.
I think I was in a light chamber recharging and I try very hard to focus and not use any of it since..since there's something ....wrong with the life energy.
I look around all erratic as trying NOT to think about the energy powers makes it feel like its at the tip of my fingers as my eyes glow a little.
(Borin): "Hey, snap out of it, did you hear me!"
I look at him too freaked out to have heard it but at least he distracted me from thinking about the power so I stopped feeling it build up.
"Ah d..don't put me in there again. Ever!"
(Borin): "You were covered in ice and didn't have any energy, you'd be useless without it..it was pretty bad but not as bad as Gwen.."
I twitch slowly thinking about what she said to me. Borin was being to 'nice' so he was trying to manipulate me or do something bad like always but I was just reliving that moment in the gorge I couldn't really focus on keeping my guard up. He wants to show me Gwen to make my guilt even worst.
She told me the truth...and I...burnt..her.
I felt to angry about it in that moment but as I looked at her all bandaged up and burnt It was hard to be upset.
Mom - Peli looks at me nervously inching closer to Soren.
(Peli): "After you say goodbye, we'll go." She announces and left us alone.
(Borin): "Hey Gwen, wake up."
I look over to the door freaked out and not wanting to deal with this but she wakes up anyway. I look back at her and knew something was wrong the way she looked though me like everyone else..
(Borin): ((She doesn't remember ...isnt that just twisted, now you know and she doesn't.))
I was already freaked out and couldn't possibly be more so, the panic turned into numb realization. How could I not see it before, how much she loved me in her eyes. Now she was barely interested and looking to Soren with much more feeling.
(Soren): "Sorry Gwen, I cant give you life force. With my Dad sick...I was around him I don't know.."
(Borin): "That's ALL you need Gwen..."
He laughed nervously stopping himself from playfully touching her. Soren dips his head and gives her a touching goodbye.
(Gwen): "All these goodbyes I feel like I'm going to die.."
She sighed as he left and finely looked back at me with more interest but it was..not the same way.
(Borin): ((Are you going to tell her? Go ahead...))
He mocks in my head and I look away from Gwen nervously at the floor.
(Gwen): "You look alot better then me, what's your secret Ignatius?" I look back at her in uncertainty, surly she DOES remember!
After an awkward pause I realize she doesn't and it was just further mental games making me hear it in that way.
"I...m sorry...so sorry we got separated..I couldn't help you.."
I couldn't get it out without tearing up because its my fault. I burnt her, and it could have really done worse like..Juliet.
(Borin): "Nash took it very hard, but she's getting better.." He nudges me and I cant look at him knowing clearly what he was doing.
(Gwen): "Its not your fault..Nash...though I dont know what we we're doing out there..no more joy rides."
"Y..eah." I stand there letting Borin tell her about where Soren and I are going. To buy her more time till she's well enough to go to 'my' planet and hybrize them. Her creature was now approved since Sydney never even started his to contest it. It gave her a little more encouragement and she looked a little more alive I guess.
((I'm NOT going back there...))
I tell Borin off, everyone hates me there. I'm sure they hate me more now that Korra's dead, and I dont want to live on a planet named for a DEAD GIRL and me. what a insult to rub her death in my face, just surrounded by death. She probably is dead just from being around me cause Im just a bringing of DEATH apparently. I try not to outwardly growl in disgust at how sick it was that even the 'friend' Michael picked out died just like my first REAL friend. Gwen is lucky to be alive being around me and she is just barely.
(Borin): ((Where are you going to go? Find Daddy?)) He mocks before continuing (( He sent you back here didnt, ask you find find his wife and real son? If he loved you he wouldn't have sent you back here to do his dirty work..you know they are using you...))
I flinch, was it that obvious. Bane sent me and the squad off so easily after all..and his mother.. wanted.. Soren.
(Borin): ((I'll give you another chance Nash...if they try to contact you let me know.. and I think they will since your with Soren...they want him..more then you.))
He says so clearly matching my own thoughts in that moment. Was it all that obvious.
(Borin): ((Im trusting you with Soren, Im sure you wont disappoint me. After all we're still family. You see that now?))
I fight back the urge to say I wish we WERENT family. It was so easier to belive...they weren't..
He pushed Gwen's artifial lighted medical pod all the way to the gate and I barely realized it till the gate woke me up. I watch them go and the turtle drones all telling me their names. I try to shake out of it hardly even able to process.
(Soren): "I think I should make myself green for this? Right?" Was he even talking to me?
Why would he need to be green? Korra was green because...
Not..something the trydiens.. would respect him for being ...I dont see how thats any better.
The turtle drones chant 'green green green' and he goes for it.
When we get to dead girl planet I see Spike horning some aliens back. They try to make a safe area to greet us with levitating rocks pillars.
(Soren): ((ENOUGH!!)) He calls getting some's attention.
(Cruella): "Whut, why is he gre-"
She stops as Soren orders the drones to spray the aliens with water and the front row gets pushed backwards into one another from the high intensity.
(Soren): "That's how its done son, come on..to the castle!" He puts his arm around me leading me though the cleared path nervously and then the door is bolted from the inside before more try banging on the walls to get in.
..make them hate us more...
(Soren): "Now lets go look at the horror lab and see whats wrong with the experiments.."
I try to get away from him needing to find some dark hole to hide in, under the rocks was the best pitch darkness to drain out the energy light or in my case DEATH energy.
