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[natalia-dex7o]

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I can't wait for Autumn 🍂🍁

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

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set of flower painting bookmarks

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You who have already given me so much, give me just one more thing: a thankful heart.

[natalia-dex7o]

an orange.

circa 2014 i took my first Philosophy class in college. (after it, it tried to take one every semester). I'll call my professor Dr Z, because i don't remember how to spell his name... Dr Z, in our first class he grabbed an orange & he said "LOOK AT THIS ORANGE!" &the lesson began.... How often do you THINK of what you're doing? LITERALLY Do-you-pay-ATTENTION-to-what-you-do? Do-you-pay-attention-to-your-life? For example: THIS orange! do you look at it? smell it? stare at it from the outside? think about each time you are peeling off the skin? how each peeling has a different form? do you pay close attention to the pulp? its membranes? the color of it! once you start taking a bite... do you FEEL the flavor? sweet, sour? how's the texture? how many seeds does it have? ...... etc etc etc the list goes on and on. do you take every moment of your life like this? do you THINK about your actions? do you reflect about it? do you take the time to breathe in and out? think about the air coming in through your nose, passing through your nose, nasopharynx, larynx, trachea, bronchi, bronchioles, terminal bronchioles, filling up your lungs, and going back out, all in less than 4 seconds!! Life is so unpredictable, so fascinating, full of beautiful moments that we don't even see because we are entangled in our busy schedules. It is hard to enjoy EVERYTHING in this life but, we can at least try.

[natalia-dex7o]

i just dropped out of my class... my mentality has always been "keep pushing through, everything will get better eventually" like Carpe Diem. But this time doesn't feel like it. i'm trying, i'm really trying to keep pushing but it just gets me even more tired. i don't think of me not being here in this world. i just think of 'if i had the money i would be out of here by now.' A different State or even Country! Not much of a "run away" person but a "start something new" kinda person. Me not being as loud as i usually am. Being in a town where i can start again not being as open as i usually am. it gets tiring.

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“No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall. No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it. No one is afraid of love, they are afraid of the broken heart.”

— Unknown