Me And My Self

All its just about me.. who i am..what i lke .. etc

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Happiness for you

seeing you like it made my heartache. i do really wish for your happiness. eventough its going to hurt me. but see your smile is my wish. my lifetime wish.

please be happy for me. i want you to be happy. see you smilling from ear to ear.

Still love you A

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The world is full of good people. If you can't find one, be one

anonymous, 2017

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When you go away, I know that it will last forever

me, 2017

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I Try

Games, changes, and fears When will they go from here? When will they stop? I believe that fate has brought us here And we should be together, babe, But we're not I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin. I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free, But I'm just a prisoner of your love I may seem alright and smile when you leave, But my smiles are just a front, just a front I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession May I be your possession Boy, I need your touch, Your love kisses, and such With all my might I try, But this I can't deny, deny I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not near

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Shout it out loud

Things is just a things. You can throw it away when you don't need them anymore. They have no feelings. They have no minds. They cant think.

 People will always have a regret over things that they think don't matter. They just don't know it yet when they throw it away.

 Wish you will have no regret when you throw me away. Twice. Wish you a happy life. Wish you have everything that you need.

 And a wish for myself to be able live my life. WIsh I can't take another step ahead.

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The Only One

I can tell you that I love you. I can tell that you're the only one. I can tell you that I wont left you. But I know that you are the only one that I can't have.

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Missing you

Slowly, I open my eyes. Take a deep breath and stretching my body. Got myself up. Looking at my phone. Then I realize. There will be no more message from you again.

 Looking for another day to go through it. Even tough it will be hard. Making my way to live. Day by day. Cause I don't know what will happen to me in the next day. Looking at myself in the mirror and say " I have to be stronger. Strong than before. Stronger than you know. "

 Get another day to accomplished. Another day to finished. Another day without you.

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Un paire fait par le ciel

when will I found you?

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A New Page

When I love you. I always hoping that someday, we will together. And face the whole world, standing next to each other. But now, I'm here alone. Facing the whole world without you by my side.

 Having the hardest time. To realize that you would never be there waiting me when I walked trough the aisle.

This is a new page in my life. The one that I should write. Without you on it.

A new page. A new future. A new life.

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When I love you

Starting to realise that you important to me. Always teach me good things. Take care of me. The way you embrace me makes me feel loved. And I like it.