I Don't Need Your Help

  “Well, it seems to me that the best relationships - the ones that last - are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship" Independent Kensi Blye       

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Ooc. Starter call.

I am back. Who wants a starter.

[analystnelljones]

"Nell, your text said it was important?"she asked curiously walking into Opps

Nell turned around on the chair, getting up upon seeing the other woman enter. “Yes,” she confirmed, using the tablet to navigate the files, “I obtained the information you requested for the Donalds case.”

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"And what did you find?"she asked curiously.

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Recovery takes Time || Deeks

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Kensi looked at him as they were now in the car and she leaned back as the car started and she gripped the seat as she had a flashback as to a gunshot of one of the people she had gotten to be friends with while she was at the base and she came out of it as she looked at him, "Yes, lets…Lets go"She added as she looked downward as she looked out the window.  Maybe Hetti was right…to take some time off. Lord knows she has some saved up.

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He looked over quickly as he saw her stiffen, wanting to smack himself for not warning her. He wasn’t all read up on how to deal with someone who probably had PTSD. He could only see it from her side, every time someone used a drill or anything that whirred. He drove slowly, letting her think whatever she needed to think. “Take all the time you need Kens. I mean, I took three months off and Hetty let me come back.”

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Kensi took a nap when they were on the way to her house after the doctors appointment.  The sedatives she had been given were making her feel a little better, but she then felt a dog on her lap and a lick on her face. "UGGH MONTY "She pushed the dog off of her but it went right back on her lap and sat there.  "Missed you to"SHe said sarcastically as she leaned back trying to go back to sleep again

[agentmrgn]

                            Hey, look at me.

                       [He flaps his fingers towards himself, and                        grasps the person’s shoulder gingerly, and                        turns them to face him. His brown eyes level                        with theirs, and his voice is all but serious                        when it pulls out of him, low and smothered                        in an emotion that he dares not feel again.]

            You put your life on the line today.             You saved a life. You saved your own.             That’s something to be damn proud of.

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Kensi glared as she turned. She lost a friend today. Why did she come to Washington anyway. She was supposed to be on Vacation. Some vacation this turned out to be. Now she was on loan to the BAU team as a liaison by request of Granger. "Don't touch me"She said as she had just returned from Iraq nearly 2 months ago.   She hadn't told the team that yet. but, she was friends with Morgan. He was the one she had grown close to out of all of them.  "I did nothing to be proud of ...He was innocent in the end...we have the wrong person..."She said as she pulled away as she walked down the stairs as she needed some fresh air.   

She heard a pop  sound as it was outside, but it created a flashback of when she was held captive.   She came out of the flashback and shook her head gently.  "Good night, Morgan"She said as she walked down to the exit and she wanted to go to her apartment and just relax for the rest of the night, but she knew Morgan, he wasn't going to let this down.

[abbysciutx-deactivated20150806]

          “ What?  I talk to myself.        Got  a  p r o b l e m  with that? ”

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"Well, I didn't thnk I would see my favorite Anylist in such a short amount of time"She said pausing as she walked into the lab.  She was here on loan from La.  "Oh..Deeks says hi by the way...and ... "she said rummaging through her bag for something "He said that you would know what this was about?"She asked showing her a doll with red, black, orange and then with a duck face. "Anything on the case?"She asked as she walked forward. Knowing Gibbs, when she got back upstairs, she would have to update him,  and then she could say hi to abby formally as friends did.

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agentgcallen started following you

"Um...Deeks is going through your desk....Callen"She said pausing as she looked at him.

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Recovery takes Time || Deeks

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liasoningdeeks:

Deeks would always make sure Kensi got better, he would be there every step of the way. He had isolated himself from her and those three months had only made him more and more broken. He would make sure she was back to being herself even if that meant letting her punch him a lot.

He told Hetty that he would take her home and he led her to his car, letting her in and getting in the drivers seat.

"I’ll just need to stop by my place to pick up Monty, he needs a walk and the beach near your house is his favourite place in the world" He tried to keep his tone light and conversational, like it had been before she had been reassigned.

Kensi looked at him as they were now in the car and she leaned back as the car started and she gripped the seat as she had a flashback as to a gunshot of one of the people she had gotten to be friends with while she was at the base and she came out of it as she looked at him, "Yes, lets...Lets go"She added as she looked downward as she looked out the window.  Maybe Hetti was right...to take some time off. Lord knows she has some saved up.

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liasoningdeeks started following you

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"You know one day, I will sue you for assault" He joked lightly, trying to diffuse the tension. He knew that their case had really hit home and he wanted to make sure she was okay. She had done the same for him whenever a case trod too close to his past. He sat down next to her, watching the waves. "You wanna talk about it? Or just star at the ocean, because if it’s the second one, then we have to surf because making me stare at the ocean without letting me surf is cruel and unusual punishment.”

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Kensi looked at him and she put his journal on the ground and she leaned in, "Deeks, I don't know what I feel.."She said as she told him honestly.  "Just ..I knew he was in the middle east for a story...But when our cases, overlapped...and .."She had a flashback when she saw the video of her fathers beheading in her head again and she shook her head gently shaking the images from her mind. Or trying to anyways.

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Kensi shook her head biting her lip”Just none like those..”She said as she laughed a little bit. “Anyways..they want us in opps. Something blacklist or something”She paused.

[det-marty-deeks]

"Great! Giving up our free days."

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"Why do you have to joke at times like these ?"She asked

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Recovery takes Time || Deeks

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Kensi looked down as he hugged her. She flinched a little bit and she calmed herself and leaned in.                                        ”Lets go home..Please?”

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Deeks made sure that his grip was  tight enough for her to feel it but  loose enough for her to be able to              get out of it.

                                         ”They’re preparing a flight                                             now, G and Sam are                                                 getting it sorted.”

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Kensi looked down and nodded.  She was ready to get out of here.  Why she volunteered for the blacklist mission, she didn't know.  Granger asked her personally so she felt somewhat obliged to do so.    She didn't know how long it would take her to return to normal. Only time would tell.  On the plane she didn't sleep at all. She didn't want to sleep.  When they landed, she saw Callen and Sam waiting for them and Nell.  She hugged them all, and put on a straight face when they asked if she was alright and each time she said yes.   After she was about to turn away heard Hetti say that she was to report to the hospital to be checked over. "Hetti, I don't think thats necessary...I am fine..."She sighed.  

Hetti looked her over and knew she was lying.   "Mr. Deeks. Make sure she does"She said as she told everyone to go home and get some rest after. "Oh, and Miss Blye...Your not to return to work, untill your cleared to work...Am I understood?"she asked.  Kensi was about to protest but just nodded.                                                            

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liasoningdeeks started following you

She didn't know what to think so far. She had found her fathers journal in his things.  He was so private when she was younger.  Her hands were shaking.  She had tried to save him. The rebels wouldn't release him and they beheaded him. He was an journalist for the Times.   She jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder. "Deeks...Don't do that"She said pausing hitting him lightly on the leg.

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"What…are those?"She asked as she looked at his trunks trying to hold back a laugh.

[det-marty-deeks]

"It are shorts, Kensilina. Never saw one of those before?"

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Kensi shook her head biting her lip"Just none like those.."She said as she laughed a little bit. "Anyways..they want us in opps. Something blacklist or something"She paused.

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Kensi was in the room, she had been taken weeks ago. She almost gave up hope. But she winced her eyes as she saw soldiers come in and bring her out. Now at the Base she held the blanket around her and she saw Deeks. "Deeks?"She asked as she was trying to be strong. She would be strong. She couldn't let this break her.

Deeks wasn’t proud of himself for finding Kensi. Sure, he was glad she was back and safe. But he had done things he had never thought possible in the name of getting information. He had freaking water boarded someone for information, something that as a torture victim himself should have been impossible.

As soon as he saw her, he put on his best comforting smile and walked over to her. “Hey, you’re okay” He could read her like a book, anyone would be scared after what she had been through. He pulled her into a tight hug, breathing in deeply.

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Kensi looked down as he hugged her. She flinched a little bit and she calmed herself and leaned in.                                        "Lets go home..Please?"

[det-marty-deeks]

"I’m here now, what did you wanna discuss that’s so urgent?"

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"What...are those?"She asked as she looked at his trunks trying to hold back a laugh.

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