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This is my first “blog” and if anyone follows me or reads the crap I decide to post on here I just want to let y’all know that if you are an English major or a person who gets annoyed with...

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Disclaimer

This is my first “blog” and if anyone follows me or reads the crap I decide to post on here I just want to let y’all know that if you are an English major or a person who gets annoyed with mis-spellings or grammatical errors than you might not be able to read the shit I decide to post on here, jus’ sayin’. I often don’t review what I write so that enhances the amount of errors that may occur. I’m thankful for google because I often reference it to spell things correctly.(I post a disclaimer because I’m insecure)

…Maybe I should give a sob story attached to this Disclaimer…

Growing up I moved around A LOT and there were even periods of time in which I just wasn’t in school (I’ll get to that later). So because of this lack of education, I had time reading and writing and was in a special education class for my reading and writing until I was in the 9th grade. The special ed English class I took was an integrated one so no one knew who was who in this program except my teachers, which was nice. My high school Freshman English teacher pulled me aside one day and told me she didn’t understand why I was in this special program anymore so she pulled me out of it. I felt really great about getting out of the program, boost my self esteem in regards to my level of intelligence that I contained. My confidence in writing was later crushed by English professor in community college when I continued to get papers that had red marks all over them and I didn’t even know why therefor I didn’t know what to fix or how to fix it. I suffered anxiety every time I wrote anything after that. I even got anxiety writing e-mails, filling out reports, or sending texts. My anxiety of writing has dwindled down a bit, but I’m not being graded on any of this so that helps. I’m still apprehensive about taking another English class but maybe this blog and time will help with that bullshit.