Mcfuck it

I can sense the spirit of the Ocean.It's telling me this is some bullshit. Personal side bagel shenanigans.

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If I hated you this would be so much easier. If I could just block you out, this ring wouldn't feel so fucking heavy on my finger. Ive been crying for days over you. Now I get to cry over him too. I'm so tired. I legitimately just want to stop now. I want to stop everything. I can barely breathe. I have no right to be this way. I failed you. I cant forgive myself for not being there for you, for not knowing something was happening, for being such a regrettable fuckup. You're not coming back though and I was doing my best. Doing everything I could to keep it pushed down so I could be there for him too.

I knew everything was going too well this month. It's my birthday month after all, every year I get thrashed. Just happened to be that this year, I got to lose nearly everything precious to me. I can't breathe anymore.

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If it wasn't for the fact that my laptop is at home, I wouldn't go back today. I want to throw his fucking tool thru his goddamn window and tell him to fuck off.

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Mood’s trashed. Gonna go fucking cry in the laundry room. 

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I'm so tired...

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@kotofvi

Hey would you look at that hubby it’s your birthday! You’re another year older and this marks another wonderful year that you’ve been alive! 

I could say so many things but I think you already know most of them. I could write poems upon poems about how you light my life up like the sun does when it dawns over the horizon; I could tell you endlessly about how you complete me in ways I didn’t think anyone ever could.

Just by existing you have turned my whole life around, but you know that don’t you? You who had the patience to show me I was worthy of love; you who had endless patience with me not matter how big a fool I might have been. You’re a marvel of the universe and I am grateful to all the gods for bringing you to me. 

I couldn’t ask for a better husband, lover, friend, writing partner–I couldn’t ask for better and I never will. Honestly I don’t think more needs to be said than thank you–thank you for being alive and toughing it out another year.

Here’s hoping you have a splendid day and to another year of Leo! 

With all my love,           ~your kitten

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My salt levels in one image: 

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My niece and I are the same: we both bash our heads against our pillows to try to knock ourselves out 🤣

[s1qo]

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For a hot minute I seriously thought this tiny stick was trying to hold up the cement path.

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I hope it takes over the bridge one day-- keep growing lil buddy.

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Inviting flower & some hella nice forest paths.

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Holes, stone chairs and moss.

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~Insert Aesthetic caption here~ ☆♡°•

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Flowers and Fungi.

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I really like thistles.

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Idk this tree covered in climbing ivy was rly pretty.

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Me: Stands in the middle of the water--

Random Stranger: ..... you're getting your pants wet.

Me: 👾 I was entirely unaware, thanks man.