Disclaimer: Dead dove, do not eat. This is a vent blog. Assume everything here was written under stress, a depressive episode, an episode of bpd splitting or any other situation that makes my opinions drastic and volatile. Please don't use my blog as some type of drama newspaper, especially if you know me in real life. Thanks.
Hey there!
My name is Holly, my pronouns are he/she, and this is the account I use for whining and venting. I am not a minor.
First of all I am pro-recovery and I don't romanticize or encourage any form of self harm, almost everyone is welcome here as long as they are kind.
The ask box is open, if I don't answer anything you send me it's because I just probably haven't seen it. My DMs are open too.
I speak english, I'm a native spanish speaker, I understand very very basic russian.
I suffer from borderline personality disorder, strong paranoia, social anxiety, depression and PTSD. I also suffer from maladaptive daydreaming though it's not an official recognized diagnosis yet. I'm physically disabled by endometriosis, Arnold Chiari malformation, and I have strong chronic pain in my legs.
I am a bisexual demiaroace.
My Discord is here: Hollyander
I leave this here just in case: https://ko-fi.com/nerium_aquifolium
Overall TW for:
Trauma (Childhood neglect, violent harassment, physical and emotional abuse, failed murder attempt, CSA, SA, religious christian trauma, antisemitism, homophobia, abandonment, betrayal, suic*de).
Mature/graphic content (blood, s3lf harm, sex, sometimes kinks in a very small measure, grotesque imagery like bones or mortuary themes, open discussions and mentions of death)
Discussions of paranoia and situations of persecution.
DNIs:
Transphobes, homophobes, racists, ableists, saneists, that kind of toxic empaths, xenophobes, fascists, antisemitic, religious or politic extremists of any kind, TERFs, sexist or misogynystic people.
Those who romanticize mental illnesses, I'm not your fucking fetish.
Minors may interact at your own risk, I understand many of yall go through the same stuff as I, just be aware that I will discuss very heavy topics.
Endophobic people. I'm not a system myself so I don't see myself fit to have a personal opinion on the matter outside being pro-endo.
MAPs, offending z**philes, necr*philiacs, and any other person who thinks it's okay to act on any damaging paraphilia. Paraphiliacs themselves are alright, I'm not one myself, but I understand yall can't choose your attractions.
Antishippers, I know this isn't a fandom account or anything but I don't want people with that kind of mindset here.
Feel free to block me if any of these things make you uncomfortable.
