Mind (Skriplo Songfic Sequel to "Revolution")
(Hey guys thank you so much for your continued support. Here is the requested sequel to Revolution. As always I will post the warnings below!
WARNINGS: Just some smut and boy X boy.)
âŹ"You love how you push me to the point of crazy"âŹ
âAre you finished?â Wes spat at me, two inches from my face. My lips were quivering, tears streaming down my face and at this point I think it would be best for my health if I sat down. However I donât, he doesnât get it. How many times will we have to fight about this before he understands how I feel?
âNo WesâŚâ I say in a bitter tone, placing my hands on his chest to push him away from me. The situation was beginning to make me nauseousâŚ
Wesley throws his hands up as way of signaling that HE has nothing else to say to me and he turns to walk out of the room. The fury in the pit of my stomach builds back up in time to make its fiery reign before Wes has the chance to make his exit. I pick up the decorative couch pillow and chuck it at his back.
âYou asshole! What kind of boyfriend are you!?â Iâm in full fit of hysterics at this point as I begin grabbing every object in my reach to chuck in Wesleyâs direction. I can see his expression is pained and also confused by my sudden temper tantrum but I canât be bothered to care.
âYou tell me you want to make this work! That youâre ready! You build me up and for what Wesley? For what!? For me to hide in the shadows for a year while you withdraw more and more from me? Then when we come home at night you expect me to go on normally. What about you rejecting every and any accusation that weâre a couple in the public makes this normal? I canât do this Wesley. Iâve been nothing but respectful towards you coming out when you were ready but even when you did you hid me as your boyfriend. Iâm doneâŚâ
I throw my hands up in defeat and then drop to the ground in tears. I hear Wesley rush to me but I refuse to look at him.
âŹ"And I love when youâre on your knees and begging for me"âŹ
âSonny please no, please look at me?â I feel his hands on mine trying to take them from my face but I fight him at all costs. I couldnât fight him for long he was much stronger than me plus my emotional state made me much more fragile than usual. My fight was short but certainly not sweet as he yanked my hands from my face with quite a loud whimper from me.
âSonny I need you to look at me, please.â
âNâŚno Wes Iâm done being your âside chickâ. Iâm obviously not worth your fucking time.â I kept my view off of Wesley, I couldnât possibly look at him. I could practically "hearâ his frown.
âSonny that is absolutely not true you know that, I donât want to loose youâŚâ
I scoffed. âOh itâs not? Bull-fucking-shit Wes.â He grabbed my jaw and moved my face to his gingerly. I saw how distraught he was but in my sorrow I had no sympathy for him.
âLet me go WesleyâŚâ I sniffled and tried to move out of his grip but he kept me still. âWes ple-âŚâ He moved his lips to mine and cut me off mid-sentence. I didnât kiss him back, I just froze as my heart swelled in my chest. I could sense his desperation but I was in too much pain to even humor him. I shoved him back with great force, leaping up from my spot now crying harder than before. He spun around fast enough to grab my leg while I attempted to make my escape. After almost tripping I turned slightly to see Wes begging me to stay. Every fiber of my being told me otherwise but I gave into my heart and simply shook my leg out of his grip, sitting on the couch in front of him.
âŹ"You got me good with all these mind games"âŹ
We stared at each other in silence, all that could be heard were my sobs. This went on for what felt like an hour even though in reality it was probably a couple of minutes. He looked to be a mix between a loss of words and greatly concerned.
âCan I explain myself baby?â He said softly, finally breaking the silence. I sat there whimpering and crying but I no longer felt like I was going to have an absolute fit so I nodded.
âRelationships, to begin with, are hard for me you know thatâŚâ He began and I scoffed through tears. âListen SonnyâŚTheyâre difficult to begin with and this isâŚdefinitely harderâŚâ
âOh you mean fucking man?â My words were bitter, I knew that and I saw his face drop.
âMust you be so vulgar?â I raised a brow and replied with an eye roll and a muffled âsort ofâ.
He took a deep breath and shifted in his spot; actions that pointed towards his spiked anxiety. âNot "fuckingâ, dating a man its different for me you have to understand at least a little.â
"I am aware of the difference, I have given you ample time. I have been super supportive but when you came out you promised this was our time and then what did you do? Shoved me in the shadows and now youâre moving back to the whole "Iâm bad at relationships, I donât know how to loveâ bullshit that we handled in the BEGINNING of our relationship. So you see why Iâm so fucking done Wesley? Either take me or leave me but stop hurting me!â
I had gradually gotten worked up again and I was shouting in his face. My tears had subsided and were being replaced with pure unadulterated rage.
"Sonny calm down pleaseâŚâ
âWhy Wes, huh? Tell me whyâŚâ He placed his hands on my shoulders, rubbing small circles to calm me.
âI will fix this, I will fix us if you help me. I love you so damn much and I will prove it to you.â He moved one hand from my shoulder and slid it up my cheek.
âHow âbout that Skrills, you and I in a full fledged relationship. Doing every romantic thing under the sun, raw passion that is perfectly public. So much PDA youâll get sick of me. Does that sound good baby?â
He moves my hair from my face and looks me dead in the eyes waiting for a response.
âŹ"There you go, you got my heart again"âŹ
âFuckfuckfuckâ I said strictly to myself. I had a strong hesitation towards his offer but I knew I wanted to give in. I loved this man and would do pretty much anything to make it work. This may not always be a great thing but he knows how to pull at my heart strings just right. It was his absolute speciality to keep me head over heels and it was working.
âDo you fucking swear to me Wesley? No funny shit, you break my heart IâŚI leave, got it?â
âAbsolutely, I swearâ. He moves foreword to kiss me but i stop him dead in his tracks and he gives me a look of confusion.
âŹ"Say my name, I wanna hear you call"âŹ
In this moment I find my strength and I shove him backwards and he hits the ground seconds later. I stand up and his look of confusion has only grown, now twisted with a small amount of pain.
âOw Sonny what the f-âŚâ
I straddle him and place my hand over his mouth cutting off his speech.
âLet us do a little test run of your dedication to me, m'kay?â I remove my hand from his mouth.
âWhat do you mean?â Poor Wes still looks so dumbfounded.
âLet me be dominant for just a brief moment, surrender your instincts and let me please you.â
âHow exactly do you mean "pleaseâ?â I could tell I had his attention now but his concern hadnât left.
"Iâm not going to top you if thatâs what youâre referring to. You just have to trust me; put your trust in my hands like I just did for youâŚâ
He looked a little unsure but nodded regardless and I smiled in my triumph. I slithered down his body reaching for the button of his pants and immediately undoing it, unzipping and pulling them down. I made sure grab hold of his briefs as well so when I pulled them down simultaneously his hot thick cock sprung out right in front of me. I glanced up only for a second to see him watching and smiled to myself. I took his cock in my hand and acted as if I were going to give him head. I did nothing out of the ordinary; licking the underside base to tip, teasing the head with my mouth, flicking the slit with my tongue. I did all of this just 10x slower and I could hear him groan. Just when he asked for more I stopped completely, moving my head away, releasing the throbbing length from my hand. I then stood up and I could see his confusion arise again.
He motioned to stand up but I took my foot and gently moved him back downward.
âAhahah wesâŚnot to fast, donât you trust me?â I smiled at him and walked off not even waiting for him to respond. I went into our bedroom and retrieved the lube bottle. When I came back out I had stripped down completely, Wes was still laying on the floor hands at his sides. I could tell he wanted to prove himself but he was also getting beyond frustrated.
âWow so you are indeed capable of doing things that arenât just for your benefit, interestingâ. My tone was so condescending and I knew it, I was still a bit upset and it showed. I could tell he was refraining from lashing back at my snarky comment with all his might. I glanced to his hard, dripping cock that sat upright against his stomach.
âNeed help baby?â I then moved towards him and sat on the floor in front of him. I told him to sit up and I only lightly grazed his dick.
âNo touching yet, okay?â His expression dropped and I knew I was pushing it but I didnât care.
âSonny what the fuck no come o-âŚâ
âShh babyâ. I smirked at him before laying down in front of him. I lubed up two of my fingers and spread my legs. I felt down my body slowly and when I was sure I had Wesleyâs undivided attention and slid my fingers in myself. I began to move them in and out, stretching my hole whilst releasing small gasps and moans. I continued my tease for only a couple of minutes until I knew Wes had had enough. I sat telling him to lay back down and he listened, I made note that his thighs were trembling slightly.
I popped open the lube bottle and layered his cock generously with the substance and then spun around giving him a nice back view. I positioned myself above him and slowly pushed his cock inside, leaning forward enough for him to watch every second of it.
âOh Sonny yes!â Never have I ever heard a moan from his lips this loud. Never have I heard him call my name like that. The mix of pleasure and desperation was nearly enough to get me off then and there.
âŹ"Hold me close, I wanna feel your heart"âŹ
With his moan still ringing in my ears as I bounced on his cock, I increased my speed to elicit more of his orgasmic sounds. I got what I wanted and each time it sent a wave of pleasure over me until my skin was pricked with goosebumps.
He sat up now, hands firmly on my hips, so I leaned my head against his shoulder and shut my eyes taking in the pleasure of him inside me. Wes placed his warm lips on the exposed flesh of my neck and began to suck. I noticed that I had slowed down significantly but the feeling of it all was becoming to much for me to handle. Wes noticed and asked if I wanted him to take over. I nodded and before I moved into a position more suitable for Wes, I took in the moment. With him still buried inside me and my back still pressed against his chest I admired every detail. From our breathing that had become in sync to his heart beat racing against my back, I took it all in.
âŹ"Iâm in a cold sweat and I want you bad"âŹ
After taking my sweet time I lifted myself off his length and got on all fours, presenting myself to him. He didnât waste anytime and soon his hands were grasping my hips as his cock slid back inside me. I bit my lower lip pretty hard and didnât stop as he began to thrust in and out. As he sped up I bit my lip harder until I drew blood. The feeling of Wesleyâs body against mine was never something I grew bored of, even through fights it was like I was drawn to him. Itâs more relatable to describe as an animal in heat when Iâm around him. He draws me in and my body goes into a fever, a sweat. All I know is I can not resist him this was always my issue.
âŹ"Now you got me all in my head, like damn"âŹ
I pull myself out of my inner most thoughts and focus on the situation in front of me as I start to get that familiar build up in the pit of my stomach.
âWesley yes fuck me harder baby, I need you!â I didnât need to ask him twice as he picked up the pace, breathing heavy. The sounds of sex echoing in the room and ringing in our ears as we both reach our climax. Once I feel him spill in me and I myself have made a pool on the floor under me, I collapse. With the little strength left in me I roll over to admire the the chiseled piece of art that sat before my eyes.
âItâs all going to work out Skrilly, I promiseâ. He laid down next to me pulling me into his muscular arms. I look up at him, he looks so sure of his statement, more than last time we made our promises and I instantly feel at ease.
âI know things havenât been easy in either of our past relationships, nor have things been a piece of cake for us now but we canât let it effect us. If you truly want to make us work Wes, then I say lets do it. Just no hesitation this time.â He seems relieved by my words, I even see a grin on his face, the kind that you canât wipe off.
âŹ"I'ma show you how to love again"âŹâŚ