[neurodivergentcutie]

With everything I’ve been through, at least I can take comfort in knowing that I am resilient and I am handling things so much better than I used to.

Years of DBT, followed by the past 4 years of somatic therapy & IFS have changed my life for the better.

I still have moments of breaking down, but all in all, my relationships have never been healthier. And my ability to cope is a lot better too.

It was a rough few months but I really am feeling better. My life is far from perfect but I’m able to enjoy the little things for once.

#personal #cptsd #actuallyautistic

[neurodivergentcutie]

Haven’t posted on here in ages.

But you know when I post here things are bad.

These past few months have been HELL.

Health issues (tumors on my fucking liver), my dad almost dying again (and still sick), my soul cat dying, financial strain, & now my boyfriend of 7 years dumping me….

When am I gonna catch a break? I am feeling the emptiness creep back in. I can’t process anything when more things keep crashing down. It feels like I got knocked underwater by a wave and right when I come up for air another one shoves me back under, drowning me. I am so fucking depressed & tired.

[neurodivergentcutie]

I guess I don’t want to k*ll myself anymore. But I am having strong self h*rm urges. I miss the blood.

[neurodivergentcutie]

TW: SI

I’m suicidal for the first time in almost 2 years.

I don’t see many reasons left to hang on. I’m suffocating.

[neurodivergentcutie]

Not feeling any better.

[animatedtext]

[neurodivergentcutie]

TW: SI

I’m suicidal for the first time in almost 2 years.

I don’t see many reasons left to hang on. I’m suffocating.

[sugarmint-dreams]

suzume no tojimari

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my shop

[anancientheart]

EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A DOORWAY TO SOMETHING ELSE YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT ENTERS IT

[smudgedeyeshadow]

I should get minimum wage for just being alive

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Kim Visda, from “For Lack Of A Better Poem.”

[glowcowboy]

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

[borderlinebaby420]

all i experience is loss and abandonment

[borderlinebaby420]

in the mood to stick my head in the oven

[killrockstar]

being in yr 20s is like every day is a Try Not To Spend 40$ Challenge and i keep losing

[soberscientistlife]

[stars-in-our-skies]

“they’re faking” I dont care. id rather give help and support and resources to people who dont need them than not give those things to those who do.

[agentukelele]

“Its for attention” I dont care. If someone is so deprived of the human need for attention that theyd do that, they need help

[butallmystars-deactivated202410]

friendship can be so fleeting no wonder humans are so scared to be vulnerable . what do you mean we put our hearts and souls into people only for something as simple as time to rob our bonds … what do you mean some friendships just aren't meant to last forever?? that sometimes we outgrow people we once knew better than the lines on our palms?? when the version of them we have in our heads becomes outdated, when it means nothing that we know exactly how they take their coffee and why they don't talk about their brother. that today I mean the world to somebody who might only think of me on my birthday in a years time. what an open fucking wound.