Neverland

the second star to the right and straight on till morning

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but wth is happend with jikook😩 i miss jikook. really

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i can't help but scream inside. that was make me ughhh

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when will we get jikook black n white practice:") cause i cant wait anymore😅

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maybe we'll die if bh release the video of jikook practicing black and white perfomance. hope something will happend to feed us ghhh😌😌

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so, uh um... they didn't kiss? but guys im sorry to ask, is it from fancafe or is it from the japanese dvd?

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is it the right time for me to give up on jikook:") after i saw that video shi- 😭😭😭

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seolah usahamu nggada artinya. you try your best but they still did the same on you

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it's been awhile. i am happy that you text me back. it's okay you reply thru the group line. but still... i am happy with it

—Wed, January 17th 2018

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Goodbye 2017

Tahun dimana aku banyak belajar dari orang-orang baru, pengalaman baru dan lain sebagainya. But, the first thing that i remember on this year was i felt so disappointed, really. Karena jujur, sebelumnya tidak pernah merasa dikecewakan sebegitu dalam, sampai benar-benar ngga mood seharian.

Tapi dari kejadian 'pengecewaan' itu ada pelajaran yang bisa diambil.

Bahwa kita tidak boleh berlarut-larut memendam kecewa, yang ada nanti hanya interaksi tak bermakna.

Bahwa kita bisa lebih bekerjasama untuk tujuan yang bismillah.... nyata? (re: teruntuk lelaki yang saat ini belajar untuk selalu positif, serta perempuan tangguh lainnya)

Bahwa ini lah saat kita untuk menunjukkan sebuah kebangkitan, yang tentu terbentuk atas rasa kekecewaan.

Bukankah selama kita yakin, everything is gonna be alright kan? Tapi tentu selama ada usaha juga. Tanpa usaha yang keras tidak ada hasil yang bisa diperas, bukan?

So...

Terimakasih 2017 telah memberi banyak sekali pembelajaran dan pengalaman dari orang-orang yang mungkin tidak akan pernah saya lupakan. Yah karena pada dasarnya saya pelupa...

Happy New Year!

—The End [ january 1st, 2018 at 11.03 p.m ]

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a year ago?

the place where i met new friends new fams

the place where i learned to work together

until we finally close the book with a smile with a pride

see you on top GELORA SIRIUS🔜 thanks for all the time and memories😊

. . . . [december 27th, 2017 at 00.52 am]

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PSDM 2017

all i can say is i’m so grateful to be a part of them all i can say is i’m so glad that i’ve met them they thought me everything that probably i’ve never did before until i write this.. really i miss my ‘inspiring squad'😊😊

. . . . [december 13th, 2017]

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And I don’t mean to be selfish But my heart breaks every time That I see you smile ‘Cause I know that it’s not me Who brings it out of you anymore You found somebody new You put me in the past I don’t even know if our memories will last But if by chance it doesn’t work out with her You’ll always have a chance with me in my world . . . . [november 11th, 2017]