Love does not claim possession, but gives freedom.

Sweet and intelligent they say. :D

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Weekend getaway 🌸 (at Picnic Groove Tagaytay City) https://www.instagram.com/p/Chz1_FEv7vz2VfbAbyfZIhVWG67QCOPn1758Iw0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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🌳🌿🧘‍♀️😌 (at Sitio Manggahan Private Resort) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChgfZFYPtakHhuFwNdfct6heqXsCp31hE8LcFQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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at Kaulayaw Cuyambay https://www.instagram.com/p/CgWoqcivsuYxTkafy8DTL2w8GoBFmmcvYGz1040/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Tapos na si Kaneki Ken 🥺🥲😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CbSOtW2P7SSS3NDFnjIXwSS18E-yccHxdTwbk00/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Ansabe ng nakatabingi yung ulo ko sa school ID?? https://www.instagram.com/p/CRa3GK-sBmzB650ZOQkRyGy7pK-BPOV0-LixHs0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It's very hard to live a pandemic life. We are all prisoned with the people we live in together in a house. We spend too much time together and sometimes it is suffocating. It is not that you don't love them or don't want to spend time together but sometimes you just run out of things to do and to talk about and that is when you realize that sometimes space is very important. The hardest thing is that when you are moody, sometimes and you do or say unpleasant things that you will regret after. They are also suffering and you throw a fit. It is very annoying and frustrating to realize that sometimes you are such a bitch to them.

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I really tried getting a nice view. 😅 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLzOfzdgUYu7ho5G1nSQnw-mo6ilqgizlvC6sE0/?igshid=1kurifcdobo0h

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Cavalier Monument @ Maybancal, Morong, Rizal (at Lugawan Sa Titing Kabayo) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLs1eGHsIriFvBq4T3KfwO6ZR9No8l43OLBhoI0/?igshid=opem5ba565jf

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So meron akong dalawang werk ngayon kasi may part time eme ako. And ngayon I don’t know kung tama yung ginawa ko. But yeah nandito na eh so tuloy ko na lang. Not sure kung kakayanin ko because I know I will be burnout because of this. Hopefully kayanin ko to. Hahaha.

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Ang hirap. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I want. Di ko na alam gagawin sa buhay ko. 

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So sumunod na nga si Boy kay Steph after ilang days lang. Well di na din kasi sya kumakain and the sad thing is that di naman namin mapilit kumain kung ayaw talaga. It breaks my heart to realize that we were not able to do something about it. Honestly di kami marunong kung paano gagawin in times like this. We don’t have the luxury to bring them to the vet. 

Sayang kasi di ko man lang napicturan si Boy when he was still fine. Nung medyo bata pa kasi sya, medyo mailap na talaga sya kaya hindi namin gaano nalalapitan. It just so happened na naglagay kami ng mesa sa labas kaya mejo nasasanay na sya sa amin. Pwesto nya kasi yung sa ilalim ng mesa kaya kapag kumakain kami, kadalasan pinepet namin sya using our feet and wala syang choice kundi makisama. Hahahaha. Sometimes he looks so done sa amin kapag madami kaming nantitrip sa kanya. Umamo naman sya eventually and then they become sick. 

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I think I saw our dog die

This is our dog named Steph. Well she is a very good dog to be honest. She is very kind. She is kind of bullied by our other dogs and she will just silently resign. She will not fight them back even though it is something for her. Sometimes when we pet her, our other dog Ryza will be mad at her because of the attention and she will just go away and Ryza took over her spot. 

These past few days, she’s been sick. Actually I remember when Typhoon Rolly was devastating the Philippines, she is shivering because it’s cold and when we will give her blanket, she will remove it. After that day she had cold and she’s not eating anymore since that day. We’re not able to see her drink as well so there is no intake of any food and/or water. We tried to make her drink water by forcing it to her by opening her mouth and fill some but she was resisting it. 

Two days ago, she started drinking some water so we have this hope that she will recover. But then a while ago, I was playing my guitar and I can see her breathing is fast and she is really struggling. All I did was to sang her some songs because that’s all I could do. I can feel that she will pass anytime soon. So while we were eating dinner, I saw her lay down somewhere I can see her from my spot. I saw her move her legs like she is out of breathe. She’s like dying when I saw her. But then I shrugged off that idea and I just thought that maybe she just moved like that just because. So after we ate our dinner, I am really worried by that scene I saw so moved closer to her and look if she is still breathing. It started to rain a little so my daddy told her that she will worsen her cold if she stayed there outside. Since it is dark outside, I rushed inside to get my phone for flashlight and look if she is still breathing. It broke my heart when I flashed the light on her. She is not breathing anymore. Her mouth and kind of open and she is lifeless already. I started crying when I realized she is gone. Although I kind of expected it, it still hurts my heart because she is one of the kindest dogs we ever had. We’re sorry Steph because we couldn’t do any better for you. I hope you’re happy there now in heaven and always remember that you have been a good girl. 😊

I will always remember the good days we’re together. You’re our only dog who sleeps like a human with spreading your hind legs. Well I must admit you are the most beautiful dog we ever had as well. You have that beautiful light brown eyes matching your fur. I will always miss you Steph and sorry. I love you forever! 😘

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Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton 🎸 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEtPpqNghHhEJ_6nnej6MTXc6Bl8CyR7zRGM_w0/?igshid=9ixa6dw2r1t8

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Gravity by John Mayer ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CEoQFxHgauqObWvwwx-oO5NgPhTXLykuM8YtR00/?igshid=5he9906ri2gl

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🍺 by Itchyworms https://www.instagram.com/p/CEoPKzlgELocH263V8aQg9EAtxoR0ERO_BLdyQ0/?igshid=i56youabxbdl

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Challenge accepted 🤍 . . @trishacerda @jwelato https://www.instagram.com/p/CDJu7VUsa0d8lezN-eUeRNnHfQ0bP3ewf6tzOg0/?igshid=1awld6j46btg2

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Mayyyyghaaad! Juanitoooooo! Huhu. Bakit nakakahulog ng damdamin ang isang katulad mo. HAHAHAHA! Yaw qu nuah!