hey i really like a boy but he lives in a totally different country, very far away from me and just [[lays down]] i really need my husband to make me feel better [[looks at toji]]
What’s this about a boy troublin’ you?
Er- I guess not exactly troublin’, but. You know what I mean.
I say we look at it this way: You like this boy, right? He makes you happy and warm and fuzzy inside and all that? I’m damn glad.
Likin’ anybody far away from you can be rough, whether we’re talkin’ just pals or like-likin’ him. Hell, bein’ into anyone that’s CLOSE to you can be a doozy, so you’ve already proven yourself to be a trooper.
There are always ways to feel close to him, anyhow! That internet device’s a wonderful thing, you know. I’m sayin’ you can talk to him any time you want, listen to music together, watch movies… Almost like the real thing! Sometimes, even better. Assumin’ you speak to him on the internet and whatnot, you could always try stuff like Synaptop, Togethertube, and join.me. (I DEFINITELY didn’t get all that from Kensuke, no-sirree.) Plus, if we’re talkin’ like-like here, it’s not like it’ll seem like you’re comin’ on to him or nothin’; you can always suggest it as a cool, friendly thing to do! Unless you want him to know you’re comin’ onto him. Then, all power to you.
It might be a bit harder if you don’t regularly talk internet-wise, though. But, there are always ways to talk to someone if you’re determined! Text, letter, email, talkin’ on the phone… all that good stuff. If he makes you happy, then I say you should make every effort you can to talk to him! If someone brings joy into your life, then you gotta make sure to keep ‘em close. I know it can be rough, though. Despite the possible hardships, it’s definitely worth the effort! I can tell ya that.
You got this!