axel

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i’m unpinning this when i reach my gw

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10 friking kg till i reach my ugw 3 kg to reach my gw1 !!!

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had to sew my pants cause they’re too loose .

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roller blading in 44 celsius weather to get to my gw .

if that doesn’t show how desperate i am idk what will.

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i ate a total of 1,339 calories today so i’ll try to burn it all off .

10pm :

i reached 20k steps (could’ve walked more but i woke up late) : 640

edit:

11:46

i rollerbladed for 1h and 40m so i burned approximately : 827

in total i burned : 1,467

total calories for the day:✨ -128✨

i’m so triedddd

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i better lose weight like i’m losing my hair

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i only ate half of the burger 💅

i’m so proud because i used to eat a whole burger and fill myself up with water or coke but this time i did drink anything, i guess i got used to eating less .

also my mom made this so the calories aren’t really accurate.

total calories: 724 cal

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i’m more active on twitter if you want to follow me!

@ simpingforwater

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i ate 2500 cals and i’m not sleeping till i burn it all

2:46 am

12-6-2020

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when your mom wakes you up super early but you’re water fasting , and you can’t tell you mom that

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i love feeling cold cause it means i’m not eating enough and i feel like i’ve accomplished something 🥰

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when you really want to eat something but you also wish you didn’t want to eat so you’re just sitting in your room trying to figure out what to do

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MEE i wanna eat but i looked at my fatass self and started to rethink my decision lmao

10-6-2020

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✨personal rant✨

my sister invited my cousin (she’s 13) and i have to pretend like i’m not starving myself because if she sees that i’m on a diet she’ll do the same even though she’s healthy and at a healthy weight and i don’t want to do that to her , so i’ll try to get out of eating without being suspicious

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i fucking love it when my stomach churns for food i feel like i’m in control for once 😌💅

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i’m trying to drink black coffee every day even though it’s fucking disgusting to shrink my boobies

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SHES SO PETIT WHATIWANTTHAT