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Hello I'm Asher/Skye/Lucas I go by he/them/xem, trans and enbie, adult Self shipper(read pinned posted for my alt) I'm multifandom NO SPAMS WITH DONATIONS, i dont have enough money(barely 4 myself)!!! ART REQUEST OPEN ART COMMS OPEN!! please read this post https://www.tumblr.com/homocidalpotat/762038582558982144?source=share ig:"@nightraven_asher_art

[nightyraven-art]

Hello welcome to my cave, you can call me Ash/Sky/Asher/Lucas I'm 24 yo I go by he/they/xem.

☆ Trans+demiboy and enbie, also unlabelled sexuality hard to explain I'm on the acearo spectrum with bisexuality and I'm also biromantic.

☆ I'm from Italy so my English is broken

☆ I have anxiety and interacting with others it's kinda hard for me but I'll try my best and my dms are open just remember i take some time to reply. I might also not be much talkative on dms here

☆selfship acc: @cyber-melty-fantasies (18+ sometimes MDI)

☆ I'm Nd (neurodivergent) suspecting of having adhd and other stuff.

☆i self ship w my f/o, not sharing who is it but i'll block freely (semi selective ik majority of their content is from other self shippers/artists) i have an alt acc with art of my f/o. (iffy w doubles)

My f/o is slightly off from media by just one small detail.

☆ I struggle with expressing myself so I ask you to be patient, I have anxiety and can be overwhelmed easily so be aware.

My tags:

#ashyrants for when i rant abt something

#ashyvents when I vent (I don't vent often)

#ashyask for when I got asks

#ashyarts for my art (I barely post art I have huge art blocks or I draw 4 myself)

Usually I interchange tags with #Asher or #ashy

#ashyrequests for art requests

*#mature / #nsfw if I ever post something mature so you can block this tag and you'll not see it if it makes you uncomfortable!!

[I don't use most or sometimes (depends on the context*)]

☆I don't draw much on this acc I have an alt but I keep it hidden for safety reason

However im still open for commissions!!

Art commission are open rn pls read the TOS first (I still work so I might be slow!!)

💬 0  🔁 3  ❤️ 2 · ART COMMISSIONS URGENCY 4 TOP SURGERY AND STARTING GENDER THERAPY!!!! · Read desc pls!!!!! I don't usually do art commissi

https://www.tumblr.com/nightyraven-art/800668476468609024/art-commissions-urgency-4-top-surgery-and-starting?source=share

My inbox is open but if gets too overwhelming or crowded I might take time. Please don't spam a lot in there, I can get overwhelmed easily. If I don't feel in the mood for answering questions don't be upset. Sometimes I'm here to distract my mind

☆ Fandoms I'm in: ena, date everything , tloz, my ocs, dbh, the last Guardian (in the future I want to branch out more) , other Nintendo games and and other games as well. I'm also into other fandoms as well, I'll occasionally post oc content in the future. I don't post fandom stuff often as I'm somehow rebranding to be more like a blog/page abt whatver I want. However i still like and share stuff occasionally (Art is often 4 myself and on my alt)

What about my other art projects? They are on standby I still appreciate people to ask me abt them or art fanarts (friends etc).

I'm fixated on other stuff and my attention has shifted.

☆ i like crows/raven and ferrets i might spam sometimes stuff of them, be prepared XD

Tloz games i have played or watched: botw(playing), Skyward Sword (partially played), Twilight Princess (partially played), totk( in progress), La (to finish) eow(starting soon)

*ps I'm not talkative in a few fandoms I was in and I'm not very into many bc im fixated on other stuff/fandoms

☆ I might post more weird stuff so if it's not your cup of tea you can unfollow me and block me.

The nature of this blog is changing, so if you follow me for one fandom that I'm not active anymore I'm sorry I'm just changing the nature of this blog. If you still stick around, you are v cool!!

☆ I'm a freelance artist and my artstyle is very inconsistent (sometimes i draw on traditional), I'm currently working on my own projects and other stuff, in the future I want to start writing.

☆ I'd love to meet new people and new friends but atm I'm anxious or sadly I struggle w maintaining friendships. I still need tone indicators

I don't dm here often you can find me on discord to have a conv. with me

DNi:

If you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, no pedos here, being hateful towards other minorities or anything under this line, no terfs!!

Be aware that sometimes I struggle with communicating, please be aware and clear. As mentioned I can get overwhelmed easily so don't be upset if I'm very slow it's nothing against you, I'm just struggling, thanks.

Don't be creepy or parasocial w me, I'm an adult. I might post mature posts under the #nsfw tag.

Other socials

Insta: @n1ghtraven_asher_art (moved on there)

Discord: ash.jinx (if you dm me there please remember that I'm not always online there, atm requests are only for friends, might open them later or just ask.)

Credit to @/pixopix for the dividers!!

[demiboydemon]

[greener-greens-art]

Every piece of ENA fanart I've done!

I do miss drawing her, I haven't done any of her new looks from Dream BBQ or anything, I really should! She's so much fun to draw

(fun fact: the top righthand piece was my ONLY piece on here to have over 1000 notes before I deleted my old blog!)

[this-is-trans-joy]

I think trans women should be allowed to win competitions without being used as proof that trans women are “dominating” women’s sports and I think trans men should be allowed to have big roles in media without being used as proof that trans men benefit from male privilege. I think trans people should be allowed to succeed in life without being used as a way to claim that cis women are inherently the most disadvantaged, when usually those trans people fought just as hard (if not harder) to get where they are than their cisgendered peers. I don’t like how trans people have to fail in order to convince two-bit feminists not to attack us for a privilege that we don’t have.

[correct-opinion-palace-67]

scrolling past a woke blog run by a dude and seeing his view on male privilege

[this-is-trans-joy]

least obvious bait blog on tumblr

[lost-and-kinda-dumb]

trans joy conquers all

[pongooopingu]

🟦🟨

[usethelittlegreycells105]

Hello!! I absolutely adore the way you draw Ravio. Would love to see you draw the merchant more, if you have time! 💜🐰

Ahhhh hello!! Tysm!!! Such an honor to hear this because I love your art so much… it’s so inspiring to me and actually part of the reason why I decided to start playing albw which I’ve almost finished now!!!

Unfortunately this drawing did turn out a little self indulgent, I’ve gotten very invested into witch hat atelier lately lol

Plus retired assets ravio! I’m excited to finish the few chapters I haven’t read yet :)

[veryluckyclovers]

[nyxchasm]

enananananana

[teshiday]

Love how ENA can look so androgynous and feminine at the same time... peak character design

[madeleineengland]

They are even better 🌒

[existennialmemes]

Your cats are not "manipulating" you they are communicating with you. They do not understand why you're limiting their food supply or keeping them indoors or preventing them from ruining your furniture or whatever.

When they meyowl pathetically for more food, it's not because they're trying to "trick" you into feeding them again. They just want to be fed, and they're smart enough to notice the correlation between certain sounds they make and the responses they get from you.

They've figured out that if they want to communicate to you that they want more food, if they make those pathetic sounds, you're more likely to behave as if you've understood what they're trying to communicate.

When your cat waits for you to look away then yoinks food off of your plate, it's not because they love crime. It's because they're social colony creatures who instinctively share food with each other and they don't understand why you're not sharing the best foods with them.

Your cats are very intelligent, social creatures who see you as their Very Strange sibling.

They've learned how to make intricate sounds just to communicate with their humans. When the sounds they make elicit the responses they want, they learn that those sounds are the most effective way to communicate their desires.

Not because they're scheming about how to control you, but because they don't know how to communicate with you any other way.

[deuynndoodles]

smiles. for comparison :>

[ontologicalevil]

that's my emotional support bad person

[decompose1]

an interesting amnt of people seem to think of intersexism as a "less bad" form of oppression for.... one of the only kinds of oppression that routinely involves mutilating infants and young children. and then a lifetime of very specific and unique medical abuse. it actually makes me feel kind of insane

[decompose1]

like. Trans bottom surgeries have to meet a pretty high standard- and that's a very good thing! People would not be getting these bottom surgeries if they were bad. Trans bottom surgeries are almost always very good, advanced, visually "realistic" (look close to or indistinguishable from natal genitals, depending on the surgery), and prioritize very good outcomes for function and sensation- genitals that work the way genitals should, feel pleasure (if desired), and heal well.

This is not true for IGM (intersex genital mutilation) victims. When i say intersex infants and children are being mutilated, i am not disparaging bottom surgery- i mean that the intersex ""corrective"" surgeries performed against our will do not meet the same standards. They aren't something we choose, they're forced on us. Victims of IGM are often left with chronic pain, issues with genital function and sensation, poor aesthetic outcomes, and scarring (which affects both the visual appearance AND can cause functional issues). These surgeries are completely unnecessary and done largely at the doctor's discretion, often without the knowledge of parents (either because they were not told or they were fooled), and the victim is almost always deeply unhappy (and often dysphoric) as a result. Doctors get to decide to mutilate us, lie to our families, and then also mistreat and abuse us for the rest of our lives. Further, outside of the surgical procedures, growing up intersex means routinely going through violating and invasive "inspections" of your genitals by doctors. I can recall having doctors, nurses, and volunteers demand to see my genitals as a young child, touching and examining them without my consent- same for my breasts once i hit puberty. Just about every intersex person i know can say the same. It's routine and constant medical and sexual abuse from medical professionals.

And that's not even getting into the social impact! Finding work is difficult when you're intersex. Dating is so much more dangerous when you're intersex. Intimacy is so much more dangerous when you're intersex. We have extremely high rates of childhood bullying, as well as extremely high rates of physical and sexual abuse. We're highly fetishized, both in broader society ("herm" porn) and even pretty significantly within the queer community. I hesitate to talk about my intersexness & my body in many spaces because of how many times talking about my body has resulted in people saying creepy shit about wanting my body and thinking people like me are ~sexy~, or asking invasive & often very dehumanizing questions. It's incredibly objectifying. It feels like i am not an equal to almost anyone, like i'm just some idea of a perfect sex toy with both parts and it feels awful. And everyone ignores it!!!! No one talks about it!!!! Everyone just brushes us off as this "lesser" issue, not as serious as things like homophobia or transphobia. We're always "collateral damage", "outliers", "edge cases", "accidental targets". And i'm sitting here trying to tell you we ARE targets! Society at large does not love us. It wishes to mutilate, rape, and abuse us. PLEASE love your intersex siblings. We're drowning and we need your help.

[locirodrawsstuff]

A (long-awaited) Majora's Mask inventory! This game was such a trip, I gotta find a way to replay it sometime.

[afloweroutofstone]

I feel like I hate AI slightly less than the average Tumblr user, but it still scares the shit out of me to see how many people now engage in internet arguments by submitting their opponent’s argument to an AI bot and saying “explain why this is wrong and I am right.” It is concerning first because most AI models are sycophants that will tell you exactly what you want to hear, which makes then extremely potent delusion-confirmers. But it’s even more concerning because learning how to argue for yourself— how to evaluate claims, to assess an argument, to find and check sources, to spot flaws in someone’s case— is one of the most important skills you can have in life. If you don’t have that, you are unable to evaluate what is true for yourself. You will walk right into the arms of the first crackpot or cult that talks to you when you don’t have Claude available. Extremely grim portent that many people seem to find this acceptable