The greatest sadness....

...is loosing the ones you love. ｛Ｊｕｒｉ  Ｋａｔｏｕ｝{ Former Digimon Tamer } *Relationship* N/A Status: Emotionally Insane (RP/ask blog linked with DarkDigidestined roleplay) --Post-Tamers-- -blog established 11.9.13- \\this blog IS NSFW//

[angstmemes]

Send me '♒' for my muse to have a mental breakdown in front of yours.

[reignofruki]

It took Ruki a moment to figure out she must mean Takato. After all, who else had completely flipped?

"…Love who you want to, in my opinion." Not that she could fathom why Juri would bother. "I might not get it but it’s your choice."

She shook her head and sighed. “I just don’t understand him. I never did, really, no matter what he was like.”

[nihildomitor-blog]

Her choice. She chose to love Takato, even though he was worse off than the rest of them. Someone had to be there for him. In her own crazy mind, she wanted to be with him.

“Hm....I see..” Her mouth dipped into a frown, but she bit her lip. “I want to find him. Tell him he’s not alone!”

[angsty-askboxmemes]

Come nag my muse with questions on a sensitive topic.

[darlingvienna-deactivated201705]

“I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.”

― Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles (via darlingvienna)

[nihildomitor-blog]

                                                       you’re so [ fond ]                                                                    of                                                                ｍａｓｋｓ                                                         that sometimes                                                           you f o r g e t                                                         who you truly are.

[littleshatteredlight]

Mistakes

[littleshatteredlight]

“He’s not my brother,” he snapped. “My brother died a long time ago. That…he just uses Kouichi’s face.” He frowned.

“He’s just a spirit using Kouichi’s soul to be solid. At least, that’s my take. I don’t know what he is, but he’s not my twin.” He shook his head. “My twin was better than that.”

[nihildomitor-blog]

Her brow furrowed at Kouji, and she reached out, taking his hand. “I’m sorry...I’ll be careful of what I say.”

“I’ve actually...We’ve talked, but he’s not that bad...to me anyway, that’s what I think.”

[xbellusx-blog-blog]

Pining for The Past

[xbellusx-blog-blog]

⊀ ♔ ⊁ ━  

Her eye’s widened slightly with the others actions, this was not what she was expecting and defiantly not what she was aiming for. ❝  You had a digimon? ❞ Turning her gaze to the side slightly she let out a small sigh before speaking again. ❝  Well technically you could still be classed as a digidestined considering the fact that you had a digimon, and I am pretty sure you contributed that to your team mates while he was around. ❞  It wasn’t like her to give others complements of any kind, but she figured it was properly best for her to do since it was her fault that she ended sad in the first place. 

                                          ━  ⊀ ♡ ⊁ 

[nihildomitor-blog]

The other girl was...helping her? No one ever did that, let alone really cared about Juri, or her problems. She was stuck then, about what to say back. Her lips wouldn’t move, and the tears kept coming, stinging her eyes.

Technically. But she wasn’t, even on a technicality. It just wasn’t true anymore.

She didn’t need a lie to help.

Having a Digimon-- she really wasn’t help at all. Getting captured, and wallowing. Right, that was help.

More like being utterly useless, that’s what she was.

Nothing.

--End thread--

[nihildomitor-blog]

My Fair Lady [Junpei]

[nihildomitor-blog]

Taking his pudgy hand in her’s Juri led the way to the park which she’d often visited in the past because of her friend, Takato, and his Digimon. Though now he was rarely seen…

"Here we are!" Turning and letting go of Junpei’s hand, Juri twirled around, and spread her arms. She loved being outside under the cover of darkness, it made her feel alive.

[hallucinagenicthunder-blog]

He smiled, sitting down, “I’ve never been to the park this late in the night. It’s honestly rather nice compared to my apartment.” Honestly, he had been neglecting his health lately, not even taking his medication.

Not that he minded.

He watched her twirl around, smiling. She seemed so happy in the darkness, something that made him rather happy. However, darkness was an element he had fallen in love with, even though darkness probably hated him.

[nihildomitor-blog]

--thread prematurely ended--

[golden-hair]

Hematite star bracelet with sterling silver ball.

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[evonyxx-deactivated20180121]

Constellations by Wandering Heart on Flickr.

[medusacorvinus]

[shatteredhatred]

Open starter

[shatteredhatred]

Sora rolled her eyes ” Well thank you Lady Obvious. ” Damien gurgled happily at Juri. Sora watched him ” He likes you..” She said bluntly. She rarely got interaction with  anyone other then a few people, so Damien must be happy to see company. 

[nihildomitor-blog]

Bringing her hands away from the fabric, she folded them against her chest, and nodded. "He's really cute. Hello~" waving to Damien, she smiled slightly. It wasn't every day she interacted with babies.

[tattoos85]

[littleshatteredlight]

Mistakes

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"I kind of got Duskmon to show me…he’s not as scary as he claims to be."

"Oh. That asshole."

[nihildomitor-blog]

Tilting her head, she was confused. "You two are brothers right? How come he's a Digimon? And why are you calling him names?"

[thehurricanesforce]

Izumi leaned forward, blinking at the device as her face fell into a frown. “Is it broken? What happened?” Clueless as to why it might be malfunctioning, she straightened, giving the other girl a bright smile.

"Anyways. I’m Izumi! Nice to meet you."

[nihildomitor-blog]

"It's busted. It broke like this when Leomon died.." Palming the D-Power, she held it close to her chest, and bit her lip.

Clearing her throat, she replied as best she could. "My name is Juri, nice to meet you Izumi-chan."

[reignofruki]

Ruki cleared her throat, growing uncomfortable in the silence. “…It is nice to see you,” she volunteered lamely. Shaking her head with a half-hearted laugh, she focused on her cigarette.

"I’m not sure if everything has changed or nothing has," she mused, eyes off to the side. They all seemed so different now…but was it just what had always been hidden rising to the forefront?

[nihildomitor-blog]

"Yeah...nice to see you too, Ruki-chan." Her voice wavered a little but she looked fine. Holding her hands clasped together in front of her, Juri licked her lips.

"He's sure changed..." Looking down, her breath was pushed out slowly, and her head shook back and forth. "I don't like it...but then again I love it."

Looking at Ruki, she asked something. "Is it okay for me to love him?"

[darktwintamers]

Ai’s eyes went wide. “Really? Living on your own? That’s so cool!” She knew Juri was much older than her, but such an adult thing like that still came as a surprise.

"Wow. Sometimes I wish I could live on my own… Living with Mako can get really annoying." She rolled her eyes and gave a half-hearted smile. She wasn’t about to let Juri know just how much his words hurt her. That was a private burden, one she could manage on her own.

"Well I’m glad you’re doing okay," she added, scratching at the back of her neck. "It really is nice to see you again… I-if you ever want to come over sometime, or something, you’re welcome to. L-like I said, I’m sure Impmon would be happy to see you again too…"

[nihildomitor-blog]

Heh, Ai was still such a child. Seeing her all excited at Juri's comment almost made her laugh. She didn't know how hard it was...how lonely it could be by yourself...

"It's good you have someone though. That way you have him to rely on when things get tough." She lowered her head, with a sigh, and closed her eyes. Opening them again, she heard the other talk to her more.

"I'd like that, Ai-chan, really." A soft yet forced smile came to Juri's face, her insides twisting at the thought of seeing their partner after so much time... "Maybe sometime soon alright? I...I have to get home, sorry."

Turning around, she waved to Ai, and jogged away from where they were standing. She was going to go home and cry.

--End Thread--