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"What did I do. What did I do. What did I do? ... This is my fault. It's all my fault. Everything."

Sybil and her whole story has been rotating in my head for months now.

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another birthday art! (belated upload, sorry!)

this time for my friend, rosie! ( @phantompixiewizard ) and with her pony OC, Evening Wish!

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uh, i accidentally left my milk out and now there's a catboy with strange vibes in my house...

some Skim Milk fanart for @goody-goody-gunshots !

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a portrait commission for my friend, chloe!

i'm really happy with how this came out! including a glitch alt too, which i like the look of too!

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folk seemed to enjoy this on bluesky, so i thought i'd post this on here too! this was drawn back in late may, as a present for my wife <3

two episodes have came out since i actually made this art... oops!

oh well, regardless, have some jester doll yuri <3

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"Kris will sing swears..."

just a silly doodle to try out this really cool prophecy generator made by u/gimkitinifinity! give it a shot!

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i can't get over how cute mega dragonite is!

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such an underrated outfit from chapter 3 tbh!

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it's been hard feeling prideful when i'm so fucking angry at many things, mostly how much my home country, scotland, has regressed when it comes to trans rights, how difficult it has been to access healthcare, how much public opinion has been changed thanks to right-wing cunts and their bigoted propaganda, how unsafe so many trans folk feel right now.

despite the despair, i want to keep fighting. for myself, for my loved ones, for everyone else, everywhere else, going through it too.

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sharing hopes and dreams in the light of dawn.

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my first ever ffxiv fanart! it's inspired by the quest "A Promise of Peace". this took me many hours to complete, but i wanted to do this art of Wuk Lamat justice. i'm happy with how it came out, and happy to finish art of one of my favourite characters!

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was my birthday a couple days ago, and me and some friends had a wee drawpile doodle session!

there was no theme, we just scribbled characters that were on our mind at the time! more info is in alt text.

also bonus, i wanted to show the drawings my wife made for me, because they are so sweet and funny! 🥺💕

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my wife finally decided on a fursona design, and so i was entrusted with drawing her! ❤

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a very, very, VERY belated christmas art gift for my bestie, @lycanycteris !

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so... 2024! it was certainly a year.

i've still been stuck inbetween trying to get back into art and dealing with health problems, and so i have a few doodles and sketches here and there but nothing substanstial, except for a couple of things that nearly were bigger projects but i have kind of abandoned for now, and may never return to.

don't get me wrong, not everything needs to be posted, but it kind of sucks when you spend a lot of time and energy on an unfinished big piece, or liking a doodle but feeling it isn't worth anything on it's own. so it made it look like i have just ghosted this account.

it's especially rough since my health problems already mean i have to take art slowly, so it can be extra frustrating to feel like i have nothing to show for my time and efforts...

there are some actually finished pieces from this year i've yet to share, though! i need to find the energy to actually put them together. (i also have finished pieces from this year that i can't show on tumblr!) but before the year is out, i thought to just shove these WIPs and doodles out there to stop them haunting me. i'm not dead yet!

while i can't make any big promises for next year, i am hoping to find a little more motivation. health permitting, of course.

if you read this, thanks for doing so! hope you had a relatively chill year with friends and art, and wishing you all a safe 2025!

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i've been struggling with what to draw lately, so i asked my wife, and she suggested i draw our lovely cat, jiggly. so, here he is! 🤍

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i recently completed the story of the thousand year door remake (first time ever playing the game in general!), and it was fantastic! of course i can now officially jump on the I Love Vivian train! 💕

so happy about that canon trans-lation! happy pride 💜

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i love sunsets, and i love being a lesbian, so here's a lesbian pride coloured sunset!

happy lesbian visibility week 💗