“i am trying my best, i hope you do see that,” devon said with a small shrug, “i just… i gotta switch my brain on sometimes, ‘cause i tend to do a lot of shit on impulse and without thinking and then that’s when i end up with orders that are completely wrong.” but, in devon’s defence, the bouquets and arrangements always looked lovely, they just tended to be the wrong flowers requested or the wrong colour scheme.
devon snorted a laugh at her response, “you really do like living life on the edge, huh?” they grinned, giving her a playful nudge with their shoulder. “it’s alright, i mean… it was a long time ago now,” they then said with a shrug. they didn’t often like to speak of their parents and devon didn’t want to admit that they’d spent a few years of their life camping out on the streets, but there was no point in dwelling on the past for they were in a much better place now. “i hope i can be,” devon smiled softly, “and i know that if y’know, you do have a bun in the oven, any kid would be lucky to have you as a parent. and i mean it ain’t like you haven’t had practice? you already nag me like a mom.” devon flashed her a cheeky grin before wrapping her into a tight, comforting squeeze.
“wherever you want me,” they then said, “but i will be taking that wine if you’re offering.” devon didn’t hesitate at all to hop up from the couch and disappear into the kitchen, returning with a half-empty bottle and not a glass in sight. “honestly, how are you gonna cope without wine though? serious question. i think that’s gonna be the hardest thing if you’re knocked up.”
“ i know, ” she nodded at them, reassuringly. nina did in fact see the potential they had, although it was buried deep inside their irresponsible ass that could drive her up the wall sometimes. “ you just need to be a bit sharper during work hours, y’know? sometimes you look like you’re high as kite with those bambi eyes. ” she laughed nonchalantly, the latter part of her sentence being meant as a joke, honestly she had no clue what they used as a vice to get by nor was it any of her business.
at their nudge, a little smirk made it’s debut across her features. “ what can i say? ” she gestured with a shrug before continuing. “ CEO of bad decisions that have life altering consequences. ” and finally pointing to herself, the culprit of her own bad luck. “ in all seriousness though, it’s like i’m drawn to anything that makes my life way more complicated. ” twas the honest truth, for once. anything layered in emotional chaos or something that she definitely shouldn’t do, she felt the absolute need to explore it. of course, nina wanted to pry into their response about the past; however, this was perhaps not the time to do that. so with the warmness still intact in her gaze that was directed at them, she spoke softly. “ i know it, you’ll be one of the good ones even if you had a late start, ” she leaned in, just to let that point get through their head. confident in devon being a good parent, it was clear and confirmed after the supportive nature that they’d displayed towards her. “ i don’t know about that, you’re like my problematic child at work, ” she shook her head at their statement. even letting a little chuckle escape. “ well, i’d like to believe that i’d be a good, y’know... mum, or at least better than my mum. — there’s just a lot of factors that make this whole situation a lot more complex then it should be. ”
as the two parted from the tight embrace, she scoffed. annoyed at the thought of going almost a year without alcohol and just eyed devon as they returned with a bottle of wine. “ i’m not, that’s the short answer. i’m not going to be able to function normally without alcohol and large doze of caffeine. — i’m also not going to be able to sleep without my wine, and i know how that sounds....but i have this empty house and that sends my down a certain spiral, so i like to ignore by getting tipsy, so... ” she stopped herself mid sentence, drawing it back ‘cause emotionally oversharing wasn’t really her scene. “ so, it’s just going to suck. ”