I’M ON THE SIDE OF THE ABSOLUTE HOPE THAT CAN OVERCOME ANY DESPAIR. and i believe that absolute hope . . . exists at the point where TWO HOPES CLASH. // independent. private. mature. NAGITO KOMAEDA of DANGANRONPA. // as loved by HOPE.
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I’M ON THE SIDE OF THE ABSOLUTE HOPE THAT CAN OVERCOME ANY DESPAIR. and i believe that absolute hope . . . exists at the point where TWO HOPES CLASH. // independent. private. mature. NAGITO KOMAEDA of DANGANRONPA. // as loved by HOPE.
did u guys know this was supposed to be a viktor nikiforov blog ? wild.
liedux:
━━ gentle intimacy was something kokichi could excuse as an obvious lie if it was ever brought up against him – but words, they could be bent, twisted, turned against him in order to embarrass him if komaeda ever felt like doing that. kokichi knew he wouldn’t – komaeda was far too obsessed with someone as talented as him to ever turn against him. but still, kokichi refused to be caught vulnerable, not for a second. the world had not been kind to him – and in return he felt the need to hide himself like he was in a house of mirrors – always hiding the true version of himself – even from himself, sometimes.
━━ despite his lying tendencies, he would still take the chance to enjoy such a moment of intimacy with nagito, even if he barred himself from being a sap. he didn’t take any interest in drowning nagito in sickly sweet words – mostly because he knew that neither of them were in the mood for that. if they didn’t want it, then why would they force it? that was not who they were – and both of them knew it. “ your bad indeed , “ his voice is soft, condescending – but it lacks any actual malice. instead it comes off as teasing – jesting komaeda further.
━━ nagito moves to rest against the wall, guiding kokichi onto his lap. nagito knew how to handle him in a way that didn’t irritate him – a way that didn’t try to take control from him. kokichi allowed himself to sink down onto nagito’s lap with the guidance, moving to kiss him back as he tilted his head a bit – getting a better angle. he only pulls away when nagito does, allowing him to move from his jawline to his neck – tilting his head to one side in order to offer him a more proper angle.
━━ only when nagito bites his neck does kokichi react, a quiet breathy noise escaping him as he pulled away from him a bit, teeth gritting softly as he realized how he was particularly sensitive there. ( not that he would’ve known, he was never fond of being jostled around. ) but instead of showing that disapproval, a smirk spreads across his face. “ how unlucky for me, then .. “
AS HIS PALE GAZE FINDS KOKICHI’S FACE , he can’t help but grin. he’s completely e n a m o r e d by this guy & ouma knows it. he knows how easily controlled nagito can be when he desperately wants his attention. after a day away from him , he wanted his touch. all of his attention.
❛ guess my luck is still in my corner . . . to get all of your attention ------- ❜ he smiles wryly & leans up to peck his lips once quickly. ❛ LUCKY ME. ❜ he laughs quietly as his hands come up to cup the others face , thumbs brushing his cheeks.
he then tugs kokichi down so he can kiss his neck again , lips moving to suck at the bite mark from before. he’s never been more thankful for the way kokichi’s clothes cover his neck. he wonders if he’d be punished for marking his neck --------- NOT THAT THAT WOULD REALLY DETER HIM.
HAJIME HINATA.
“ you don’t need to apologize , nagito .” His voice gets slightly louder , but not enough to really disturb the other too much , he mostly just wanted to get his attention for a long enough time mainly to comfort the other . He knew it was difficult to go back to sleep after a nightmare , though with nagito he was unsure how different it was with him based on behavior hes previously seen with the white haired individual . He couldn’t even imagine what he had gone through , hell , he didn’t know how much anyone went through unless he was told ; it’s not as if he particularly paid attention or looked into the deeper meaning of things really .
He places a brief kiss to nagito’s hand in return to him also doing so , an action to attempt to further calm him ad best as he could do . He sits up after letting go of the hand , making himself comfortable before hesitantly moving a hand over and gently running his hand through white strands , careful as to not be too rough in fear of hurting the other even if it seemed like a stupid thing to worry over considering all he’s been through .
“ do you want to talk about it or …. ? ” he’s honestly not sure if it’s something wants to hear so late at night , but if there was one thing hajime was good at it was listening – aside from being observant , really . His hand stills , but it’s kept in place on nagito’s head as he awaits a response , briefly moving a stray strand from the others face .
❛ I WOKE YOU UP -------- but i appreciate the sentiment . . . ❜ old habits died hard in the white haired man’s fragile mind. he’d apologize for breathing if someone needed him to. still , hajime could have easily ignored the nightmare & just slept on. HE’S THANKFUL TO HAVE HIM. he blinks as he feels the man’s hand in his hair. a faint smile tugs at his lips , eyes closing once more as he leans towards the touch.
❛ i was dreaming about . . . the warehouse . . . ❜ his suicide. murder. whatever it had been deemed. he knows that without it they never would have beaten junko , but god did it fuck up his psyche even more. ❛ not the first time. won’t be the last. ❜ he laughs tiredly & moves to curl up against hajime’s side.
I’m getting this tattooed on myself Saturday—-
im so excited.
nagito is being a bitch. he’s like , if i don’t get attention from the like 2 people i want to talk to , i won’t be available at all. what a brat.
I’m glad @liedux liked this bc they know it’s Ouma that he wants.
nagito is being a bitch. he’s like , if i don’t get attention from the like 2 people i want to talk to , i won’t be available at all. what a brat.
secret relationship .
painful
“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”
“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”
“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”
“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”
“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”
“ are you sure we will — ? ”
“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”
“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”
“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”
“ is this a joke to you?”
“ i deleted all our texts. ”
“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”
“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”
“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”
provoked
“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”
“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”
“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”
“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”
“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”
“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”
“ is this a joke to you — ?!”
“ stop that — we’re in public. ”
“ no, not until we get home. ”
“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”
“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”
steamy
“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”
“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”
“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”
“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”
“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”
“ i missed your scent…”
“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”
“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”
“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”
“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”
“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”
innocent
“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”
“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”
“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”
“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”
“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”
“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”
“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”
Send in “kabedon” to pin my muse against the wall.
I DIDN’T WANT TO SAY ANYTHING, BUT I CAN’T STAY SILENT FOREVER.
Ind. Sel. Headcanon-Based Maki Harukawa by Des / Snom
rcbuttalshowdown:
“ furby pussy jelly. “
❛ I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE GONE MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT SEEING THAT. even trash like me has better taste in sexual partners , teruteru. ❜
liedux:
━━ surprisingly, despite how much kokichi claimed he disliked nagito – the two of them spent a lot of their time together. he might have found the other boy annoying – but at least things were guaranteed to be fun as long as he was around. not only that, but kokichi knew how to make thins fun – put them together and what did you have? a guaranteed good time, that’s what!
━━ things were boring when the two of them were apart – and since they’d spent so much time together, it wasn’t like kokichi had gotten the opportunity to realize that up until this point. the absence of the other was very obvious, if only because they spent so much time together. at least he was back now – as he was starting to grow irate at the idea of them being apart for this long. “ oh suuure you are, no way you’re doing that without telling me first! “ remaining stubborn, kokichi expressed his obvious annoyance to nagito, still gripping onto his jacket as he did so.
━━ in all actuality, he had been a bit concerned. whenever people went missing in this academy – they wound up dead a few hours later ( at most. ) the idea of losing someone he could almost consider an ally was something he didn’t particularly like. so – he was relieved to see that nagito had yet to kick the bucket. it was strange that both of them had made it this far, but hey – he wasn’t complaining.
━━ the act of kissing the other was effortless – tongue tangling with the others as he kissed him. the liar only broke away from the other once he needed to breathe, but his delicate embrace around him hardly faltered. when nagito spoke he rolled his eyes – annoyed that he’d made himself so obvious. “ did i say i was worried? i just got bored without you here. “ his voice was low as he spoke, and after a moment he moved in to kiss him again, the hand that freely brushed against the back of nagito’s neck now moving to hold the other’s cheek – all the while kokichi still remaining gentle with his touches.
CAN’T BE TOO OBVIOUS WITH YOUR AFFECTION --------- he’d almost forgotten. words spoke too much into the universe , while gentle touches & soft kisses were unnoticeable unless you knew they were happening. his head leans into the male’s touch , a quiet sigh slipping into the air. ❛ HOW COULD I IMAGINE ANYTHING ELSE ? stupid me , i guess. ❜ he reassures , hoping to sate the other’s desire to be BIG & BAD just a moment longer.
he doesn’t feel close enough to him --------- he could kill two birds with one stone , here. so , he sinks down the wall behind him , allowing himself to sit , all the while tugging kokichi onto his lap. it put ouma higher than him , && saved nagito’s neck. nothing about the way nagito moves or kisses him reads as DOMINANT ----- he made sure of it.
one hand rests on kokichi’s hip while the other holds the side of his neck. he breaks the kiss in favor of kissing along his jawline , then down the curve of his neck ------ his lips are light & affectionate , up until he nips the crook of his throat. ❛ don’t worry. you can’t get rid of me in a day. ❜ he smirks a bit against his skin before leaning back , head resting against the wall as he gazes up at him. ❛ sorry to disappoint , but you’re stuck with me for now. ❜
i have feelings for u. not telling u which ones.
i was playing vr too long & i gave myself a headache ,,,, soimsmokinalittle && then i’ll try to be around !
* ( REIGN / SENTENCE PROMPTS.
These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.
❛ How many people have you killed? ❜
❛ History is a strong word. It was more of a… dalliance. ❜
❛ Have you ever wanted something so much that the fear of not getting it makes you wonder if you ever should have wanted it at all? ❜
❛ I don’t want to live without you and after this I won’t have to. ❜
❛ No one will ever keep us apart again. ❜
❛ Men in general like to win. ❜
❛ Well, your taste in men always did leave something to be desired. ❜
❛ In the darkest of times you were my conscience. ❜
❛ The more we try to help each other, the more harm we do. ❜
❛ I lose everyone I love. ❜
❛ What odd turns our lives have taken. ❜
❛ I don’t give my heart or give up easily. ❜
❛ You have to admit, your fate does have a sense of humor. ❜
❛ I need to forget a ridiculous, childish idea that I could love someone, they could love me, and nothing else mattered. ❜
❛ There is always risk. At least when you love someone it’s worth taking. ❜
❛ I never said I was a good man, but one can receive good advice from a bad person.❜
❛ Love is never simple. Not that I’m any expert. ❜
❛ Are you wearing mink-lined boots? ❜
❛ Well if I have to run I want to look good doing it. ❜
❛ We were supposed to dance under the stars. ❜
❛ Maybe there is no magic but what we make for ourselves. ❜
❛ If the price is my life, I will give it. ❜
❛ I can’t bear to think about a future anymore, not without you. ❜
❛ What good is right or wrong if you’re dead? ❜
❛ Men don’t like taking orders from women. ❜
❛ And real love never fades, not truly. ❜
❛ Just know whatever happens, this is not the end I dreamed for us. ❜
❛ Do not test my power and do not tempt my fury. ❜
❛ If I’m as responsible as you say, I will never forgive myself. ❜
❛ I will spill blood to defend what’s mine. ❜
❛ Men forget, that woman have ears. ❜
❛ Duels only lead to dead men, not respect. ❜
❛ I am trying to be better! ❜
❛ You’re a monster. ❜
❛ You are a necessary evil whose orbit I can’t seem to escape. ❜
❛ I opened my heart to a liar. ❜
this is ironic
liedux:
@nkmaeda ASKS: ღ/❥ + ❣ u know what u pick // TOUCH STARVED SYMBOLS. // ( TENTATIVELY ) ACCEPTING !!
━━ nagito was, for lack of a better word, quite annoying. not only was he an absolute clingy nuisance sometimes – but his obsession with boosting the teams’ “hope” thanks to how talented all of them were was enough to get under even kokichi’s skin sometimes. there was a fine line between selflessness and self destruction, and it seemed like nagito had no idea that was there in the first place. the lack of care he felt towards himself annoyed him to no end – perhaps because he was one of the most enjoyable people in this stupid game to begin with. the others here were so boring – so predictable – he just got used to their antics far too quickly for his liking. but nagito – he was quite different – unpredictable, wild, unrestrained by the world around him. he liked it. and in turn, even if he’d never accept it, he liked nagito.
━━ but today – nagito had seemingly vanished for a few hours – off doing god knows what .. kokichi found himself surprised when he was waiting for him to show back up. he’d played it off like he was simply bored at first, knowing how his own mind could be when he got tired of his surroundings – but even after bugging everyone else in the academy – he still found himself dissatisfied and longing for something else. he hated the feeling, it made him almost antsy that something had happened to him – that he’d actually gone through with his selfless plans of self-sacrifice in the name of “becoming a stepping stone”. ━━ so when he’d finally found nagito, seemingly acting like everything was normal – he was outraged. which was to say, he was immensely relieved that nagito wasn’t actually dead. within moments the distance between the two of them was closed, kokichi pulling on the other’s jacket violently as he began tearing into him verbally right on the spot. “ where have you been?! i haven’t seen you all day! “ he sounded a lot angrier than he intended to – but instead of fighting against it, he instead played it up like he was being dramatic, covering up his real feelings.
━━ “ you’re so mean! leaving me by myself all day! we’re supposed to be figuring out who the mastermind is as a team, remember? can you even remember that much? “ he scoffed, annoyed, before pulling nagito by his jacket again, this time leading him along with him. “ c’mon, we have a lot to catch up on. “ he kept the wording pretty vague, mostly because he didn’t intend on telling nagito what he was going to do yet. nagito, being the submissive person he was, of course, followed kokichi with little objection – mostly surprised that ouma had been looking for someone as worthless as himself. kokichi only rolled his eyes in response to it, dragging the taller male along until they’d gotten somewhere isolated.
━━ “ so, let’s talk. you’ve kept me waiting long enough. ” kokichi spoke simply, moving in order to pull nagito down to his level by his shirt. but instead of being harsh as he usually was, his voice was soft, despite being a bit condescending. “ you surprised me, running off, y’know .. but luckily for you, i love surprises~ ” he took the chance while nagito was down to his level to wrap his arms around his shoulders, forcing him to stay down there with him by being a bit forceful – but other than that, he remained just as surprisingly tender. one hand gently ran up the back of the other’s hair, while the second simply freely grazed the back of his neck with the back of its palm.
━━ before nagito could offer any of his objections, kokichi moved to kiss him rather than continuing to talk. his head tilted to get a better angle, and he was quick to part the lucky student’s lips with his tongue, before deepening the kiss by allowing his tongue to explore what it could. he moved to pull the other closer to him still, although he still remained gentle throughout.
NAGITO HAD BEEN ON HIS OWN ALL DAY , poking around the school to try & find new information they may have overlooked. mainly , he’d been trying to see if he could find his ultimate lab ---- or see if anyone was acting strange. people tended to not notice him from the shadows , allowing him to move silently & spy. NOTHING TO REPORT , unfortunately.
he hadn’t thought that kokichi would even notice his absence. sure , they spent most of their waking hours together , but surely he wouldn’t be MISSED for one day. IT’S A SURPRISE TO BE WRONG. the others anger is the anticipated response ; an apologetic smile curves nagito’s lips as he holds his hands up in defense.
❛ SORRY , OUMA ------- ❜ he apologizes quickly , ashamed laughter following as he waves his hands. but then he’s being tugged along to privacy ---------------------- was he going to get punished for his absence ? that thought tugged at his grin , straining his cheeks.
BUT THEN HE’S BEING HUGGED. his eyes go wide , face going from happy to shocked in the span of a few seconds. he wasn’t being hurt ---------- AFFECTION INSTEAD OF ABUSE. had kokichi been worried . . . ? when people went missing around here , the chances of them being dead were astronomical ----- && yet . . . hadn’t kokichi been excited by the idea of nagito dying . . . ? OR WAS THAT JUST A LIE AS WELL ?
he finds himself melting into the kiss that follows , his hands coming up to cup the others face. a soft little noise of contentment escapes him , lips moving effortlessly with the others. STRANGE HOW EASILY THIS CAME TO HIM --------- he can’t remember ever being with someone before. when he has to break for a bit of air , pale green hues flicker over the other’s face. ❛ sorry . . . i didn’t mean to worry you , ❜ he whispers.