~”I Won’t Sing Of Defeat, Triumph Over Tragedy”~

I'm Jake. 3️⃣5️⃣. ~Michigan Native~ Faith ✝️. Father. L.E.O. Weight Lifting. Guns. Music 🎵. Cooking 🍳. Anything Outdoors.

[ak-nm]

[intothewaters]

[intothewaters]

[massivex]

[steelhorse71]

[u-me-and-insomnia]

[sa-dnesss]

Can’t sleep. Can’t wake up. Can’t remember the last time I felt like myself. My thoughts are loud but my mind is empty. Food doesn’t taste the same anymore. Conversations feel far away, like I’m watching my own life happen without me. I’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix. Days blur together until weeks disappear. It’s Monday, then somehow it’s Sunday again. Everyone else keeps moving forward, and I’m standing still, pretending I’m okay while quietly losing pieces of myself I don’t know how to get back.

[d-i-d]

[sa-dnesss]

and just like that, I’m back in the same place I fought so hard to get out of

[inkandintent]

[no-stranger-to-affliction]

I love this new journey I am on in life 🙏🏻👌🏼

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[no-stranger-to-affliction]

Can’t wait. Nervous, but the sound of having Officer in front of your name sounds amazing 🙃

[positiveconnector]

[paulcirigliano]

[christmas-winter]

[superkursunaskr]

[voiceforjesus]

Today's Prayer 😇

Thank You for every step that has shaped me, for every lesson that has molded my heart, for every moment of grace that has lifted my spirit. Thank You for the highs that fill my soul with joy, and for the lows that teach me strength, humility, and faith. Thank You for walking beside me through the seasons of laughter and tears. In Jesus' name, Amen.

[no-stranger-to-affliction]

I got the job! Well almost. It is of course contingent upon drug test, background check, etc…but I will pass! The most important thing is I am making moves and FINALLY on my way to something new. I have worked so hard to get where I need to be for awhile now and it’s paying off! Praying this all works out and I can start this new journey 🙏🏻 Surrounded myself with some awesome people, making sure my relationship with my fiancée is amazing and solid prior to this journey, got my head clear, and now I am on the right track. Heres to looking up! Got distracted for a bit in general, but I am glad to be getting my life back in check. Can’t wait to be referred to as “Officer”! Thank you, Jesus.