There is no help for the wicked;

[noahcromwell-blog]

Guys. I may not be on till I go the doc. I’m not sick I don’t think. Something just doesn’t feel right and I think I’m having a mild allergic reaction to something. This goes for Noah, Toby, and Kaisley. 

[prvnceryan]

“Um… I dunno. Do you have any ideas?” Ryan sighed softly, biting his lips, “I really wish I could. I just… I have shit to sort through. A lot of it.”

[noahcromwell-blog]

Noah shrugged. “None. Let’s just find a place?” he suggested. “No. I get it. I may not even go anyways. Like I said. I was worth a shot. If you go have fun okay?” he smiled a little trying to reassure himself more than Ryan that he was okay.

[prvnceryan]

Ryan just bit his lip, “I just don’t know what to say.” He looked at his feet, “I wish I could say yes. But I can’t. I don’t want to explain why. I don’t wanna get into it. I just can’t.”

[noahcromwell-blog]

Noah nodded. “I understand. I knew it was a long shot.” he shrugged. “Where are we going to eat at?” he asked curiously. Changing the subject seemed to be the best thing he could do then.

[prvnceryan]

“That was you?” Ryan wanted to say yes. He wanted to agree to go. But it was never as simple as what he wanted. He wasn’t ready to fight the world on what he wanted. He just wasn’t ready for it. He didn’t verbalize any of his thoughts, but instead waited for an answer from Noah.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Noah wasn’t exactly talking about that but now that the question was out there he knew he had to answer it. Nodding slowly he looked down. “Yeah. It was me.” he paused and turned to face Ryan. “Feel free to say no..” He couldn’t look him in the face.

[prvnceryan]

“No, I don’t actually have things to do. It just feels like I should be busier than I am, y’know?” Ryan bit his lip, thinking, “Well, I could use some food…” He began walking, looking at Noah, “I got the weirdest message today.”

[noahcromwell-blog]

Noah nodded. “I know exactly what you mean.” he smiled. “Food sounds good.” he admitted. Stopping he looked over. “I thought we established the whole text virginity thing.” he remarked. “I know it was weird but...” his voice trailed off. 

[prvnceryan]

“I am happy about that. It’s just a change, y’know? It’s so weird to not be back home. I feel like I have things to do, y’know?”

[noahcromwell-blog]

“I like this new place. I get to see you more often.” he admitted. “If you have things to do don’t let me stop you...” He paused. “Where shall we go?” he asked curiously. 

[prvnceryan]

“Read into that as you will, Noah.” Ryan shrugged, laughing softly. “I really did miss you though. It’s so weird that you’re just around the corner now.”

[noahcromwell-blog]

“I did read into it. And I read that you may not have missed me too much.” Noah shrugged and smirked at him. “Aren’t you happy about that?” he asked giving the other male a look.

[prvnceryan]

Ryan rolled his eyes and smiled, “I am impatient. I haven’t seen you in awhile!” He smiled and shoved his hands in his pockets.

[noahcromwell-blog]

 “You could have come to see me. Wait..” he looked at the other male as he stepped out of the house. “Does this mean you missed me?” he asked curiously. 

[prvnceryan]

Ryan was nervous, which made him bounce on the balls of his feet as he knocked on Noah’s door. He had gotten a strange message, so he was on edge, to say the least. He was quite excited to hang out with Noah, though. “Noaaaaaaaah, I’m here. I dunno why it takes you so damn long to open the door.”

@noahcromwell

[noahcromwell-blog]

Putting his phone down Noah finished getting ready for his little exploration trip. Once he was ready he made his way downstairs and through the house just as he heard a knock at the door. Slowly he made his way over just as he heard Ryan yell to him. Opening the door he smirked. “If I hurried I wouldn’t get to make you wait. You seem impatient. I like that.” he figured he was pushing buttons of Ryan’s and it amused him.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: I can meet you at your front door?

Noah: I actually like the sound of that.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: I'd love to!

Noah: Where should we meet?

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: It does. What's up?

Noah: I'm just going to go exploring. I didn't know if you'd want to go or not.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: I'm never too busy for you :)

Noah: Well does that mean you're free for a little while?

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: Hey you.

Noah: Well hello there. If you're busy I can text later.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: Aw, no, it's cute!

Ryan: Noaaaaaah

Noah: -a couple hours later; Hi...

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: Oh my God, really? You lost your texting virginity!!

Noah: I shouldn't have told you that. >.> I'm going to go hide now.

[noahcromwell-blog]

Text ----- Ryan.

Ryan: I got some strange American things...

Noah: I did too and you're the first person I've 'texted' so feel special.