I thought I had too many things in my queue to be posted that I think maybe I hit my post limit .. But smh we are unfortunately in a situation what the fuck else is new. . The people upstairs from me apparently started a fire in their apartment which caused smoke and water damage in mines . Everyone is now outside of the building while the firefighters do what they do but we can't go back into our apartment at the moment they kicked out our windows as well. We have been told that we have to wait for someone from the landlord office to direct up to temporary accommodations but that won't be until morning hopefully cause no one can give us a actual time. The whole building isnt effected just mines , theirs and the one on top of them. We need to get a room for the night . We were able to get my son's wheelchair out but my charger was left inside and they're saying I can't go back inside.
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It's pretty cold out here and we have no jacked or anything just our pj's . Please someone please help us get shelter for the night. And hopefully I can find a charger because I need to be contacted by the landlord office to let me know where we will be going until the apartment is repaired
The people next door that I know aren't here and I asked two people that I've at least said hi to if it was possible if we could sleep on their couch til morning but they said they have no room for us. So I just want me and kids out of the cold
Everything is left in my apartment so we don't even have shoes on we are in our slippers . I'm doing my best to try to keep my babies warm with my body heat but there's only 1 of me and 2 of them . Oh boy ...
I have now hit my post limit and my phone is on 18 percent
I know it's late at night And most people won't see this but we need help sooner than later . More less my kids . My son is shaking from the cold I'm trying my best to keep him warm my daughter is cold as well but she walking around in a circle and other random movements to bring up her body heat. My son doesn't have that option cause he's in a wheelchair.
Im on 17 percent now I don't want my phone to die cause me and mines will be assed out even more than we are now
Please anyone my son is still in the healing process from his coma he's immune system ain't as good good as it could be so I really don't want him To get sick . I'm tired of fucking hospitals
Was just informed that landlord will contact people on Tuesday because it is a Holiday
We are still seeking help badly.
We are cold and tired please we need somewhere to rest and get warm and to find food and a charger
It's now 5am and we are still on the street mostly everyone has gone back inside now. We are just here
Now my kids are hungry and we can't go inside the house where the fucking food is to eat. This is turning into a nightmare we are literally sleeping on building steps right now cause we can't go inside our apartment
The firefighters won't let me go in the apartment because they said it isn't structurally sound at the moment because of the fire & water damage upstairs. They don't wanna risk the ceiling falling on me . I wanted to at least grab some food , jackets and my charger but no I was denied
The kids are awake now so I wanted to go to target to get us some fake crocs and some sweat clothes and sweaters or light jackets for them and also food for tonight . Target is the closest open place to go .
They are supposed to place us in a new apartment tomorrow til they are repairing our apartment. I asked if we could get some things out of it and the super said he doesn't know so I rather be safe than sorry and to be honest we walking around in these damn slippers feet hurt bad and wanna shower . Ohh yeah toiletries cause we need deodorant and toothpaste and stuff to clean ourselves
We have an hour and half and we stink honestly from sweating and what not . Especially my son because of him peeing in his pull ups. I need to get him a pair of underwear. I don't want him to get a diaper rash or infection
So my landlord contacted me. And apparently the ceiling ended up collapsing so it's gonna take some time before we can go back to our apartment. We are going to an apartment in Manhattan cause that's the only 2 bedroom he has available right now. And we can't go back into the apartment until it's renovated. So we only have the fake Crocks , pjs the ones we had on , slippers , 3 sweatpants, 2 sweatshirts , 3 pairs of underwear, 2 sweaters , and 4 pairs of socks each. Since I don't know when we will be able to go back home I just wanted to possibly get a bit more clothing for us. Like actual footwear I thought we would be able to go back into the apartment sooner than later and I also thought we would be moved into a apartment in the building or in the area so I figured we could wear those for a couple days but it seems like it will more than a couple days so I think it's best I get us some cheap sneakers at least. In case it rains or something u can't wear those fake Crocks everywhere ya know. And get me a shirt or two cause I just have my pj top I had work today but I explained what happened and sent her the email my landlord sent me to confirm what I'm saying . I will be going in tomorrow afternoon though after I take my son to physical therapy. And also some detergent and stuff to walk our clothes since we have very few articles of clothing I'll have to wash them every couple days so we can have clean clothes . It's weird literally having the bare minimums when our clothes are sitting under a ceiling 🥹
$150 for clothes, detergent, a king size blow up bed & food
Also need a cab to get to the apartment in Manhattan cause of my son in the wheelchair. I was told that we would get help with transportation but they changed their minds now smh
So the landlord just called me and told me that the super will have the keys for me til 5pm today that's what time he gets off. So I hopefully we get the cab fare so we can go there . I brought the kids some cloth items cause they told me at first that they would cover transport and we have to leave this room by 3pm I don't have anything to pay for another night. So im kinda in a lil weird situation now cause I took the landlords word when he said he will cover transport I was just waiting for the kids to get up. So yeah we need to be outta here by 3pm if anyone can help by then
If we gotta sleep on the floor I guess so be it it sucks but at least we got each other . The kids could use their sweaters as pillows to make it not that uncomfortable. I wanted to get the king size for mattress so we could all sleep on it but in case I can't. I'll take a ful size one and I'll sleep on the floor so the kids can have something to lay on. but I at least wanna have somewhere to sleep ya know.
We have to leave the room in an hour so we really need help getting the new place so we aren't just standing in the street if anyone can .
We also have to get to the apartment by 5pm so that we can get the key to get in. I don't want us sleeping on the street tonight please
I just have 10 bucks left the kids are hungry so I'll feed them and I'll just wait to eat. At least they have some clean underwear and tee shirts .
We have to leave in 12 minutes 😕
They just called to say check out is in 10 minutes 😞
I really don't want my son to have to sleep in a wheelchair tonight . That's gonna cause problems for his legs .
So we are making our way out of the room now I pray that we won't be homeless tonight. I trusted the landlords word and now I may have caused my kids to not have a place to sleep tonight 😔
So we are sitting in a park by the hotel now. Got them some pizza and some sodas . I don't know how I'm gonna feed them later but I'm trying to keep the faith
We have an hour and a half to get to the new apartment or we will be homeless tonight 😕😔. I'm praying so fucking hard right now. I can't look then in the face and tell them that we won't have anywhere to sleep night or anywhere to use the bathroom. I don't want the kids to sleep in the street tonight I beg anyone someone please help us . This is the lowest I've felt with them I really let them down this time 😔
The super leaves at 5pm after that we can't get in so it's extremely important that we get there before 5 it's 3:33 now
Please it's gonna take us about 45 minutes to get to the new place. Please I'm begging man I don't want my family to be on the street tonight 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 . It's 3:43 now
I'm genuinely worried that we won't have anywhere to sleep for real. Like I dead told the kids that we came to the park to enjoy the day not cause we have nowhere to go. It's just trauma after trauma for them and situations like this just pile on. This shit legit hurts my heart . I'm a horrible parent they deserve way better than me . I can't even get us home . I hate myslef
I think the universe just hates me . I've never fought anyone , I try to be the best person I can be and in sensitive as fuck and yet bad things follow me like a shadow. They shouldn't have to pay for my shortcomings. They deserve a safe place to sleep . I wish I knew someone close I could take them to and I'll sleep in the street. But it's just us we have no one else . I miss my mom so much she would've knew what to do . I feel like a lost kid. I just wanna protect them....
