Artistic chaos

Im Noah! Lots of love to everybody. Please be respectful and kind. This blog includes vents! https://g3t-t0-kn0w-m3-n0h.straw.page/

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Howdy, Im Noah! Welcome to my blog ♡

Im Transgender (He/Him) and pansexual!

Im a MINOR so BEHAVE YOURSELVES.

Heres some fun stuff about me!

Im a content creator ( Leos Flower Garden on youtube)

Im a costume and prop maker for both theater and personal cosplays

I love music and when I get a better mic will start doing covers!

My favourite shows are: She-Ra, Sonic (all versions), MLP, MHA, promised neverland, my hero academia, Owl house, Gravity Falls, MLB, murder drones, TADC, Ruby Gloom, Adventure time, Fuller House, Elves (the lego show)

My favourite games are: The Sims, Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Fields of Mistria, VRchat, Poppyplaytime, Fnaf (all games), Lacey Games, Bloodmoney. Roblox games: Let Him Go| Duality | Bad Things | Bloxburg | Forsaken | Doors | Grace | Pressure | Broken Dream | Dandys World | Catalog | Route 06 |

Top 3 songs are: Absolute territory, Pretty Rave Girl, Zømbie

Im scene and goth!

Im very single atm </3

I age regress! My agere blogs are (Little: @littlesheep1122 | CG: @silverstarcg )

My intro post used to be very different but I felt it defined me by my disorders and not as my own person ♡ After thinking I realized that if you really needed to know, you would because I would tell you myself!

DNI: Kink accounts, Pro-AI, abelsits, ANYONE ON THE RIGHT, ICE supporters, pro-lifers, Zoos, Maps, anti-agere, ect.

NSFW accounts are allowed to interact, just dont bring kink stuff directly into my comments or asks, but ABSOLUTELY NO NSFW blog interactions on my agere blogs! <3

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So...just did some reaserch on the pressure drama....Looks like I can play it again

On a serious note, wtf??- words cant even describe how jaw dropped I was when I heard everything.

Go watch the 3 videos by Gwamgo that he posted as the drama was actively starting and recently, and the reupload of Zeals final message to Ren on Legitness's channel, its genuinely heart breaking and eye opening. Jesus christ. People like this are why i was scared to say when I was groomed, stalked and sexually harassed. Dont lie about SA, you make life harder for real victims.

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me when the 18+ mdni blogs interact with my posts

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THIS. ALWAYS THIS.

So many MDNI accounts follow/interact with me

...babes the enemy is closer than you think. The enemy is me. You are following the enemy.

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I need someone to mail themself to my home and put their full crushing weight on me

For some reason my cramps disapear when someones laying on me, and im desperate

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Okay I need a wonderful trans woman to take my uterus.

Pre-period cramps suck.

I dont even hate the blood part of a period, I hate the cramps and headaches i get.

Someone take my uterus or shoot me dead.

I need someone to cuddle

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I wanna start a group of misfits where we all live together, everyone feels safe venting together and we cuddle and watch movies and bring snacks when someone in the group is sad, and we all love eachother and spend time together-

I think im just describing a polycule...or a very loving cult.

Or both.

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Okay ive genuinely been thinking about this cuz like, wait. Picture it this way

Your day was SHIT and you come home to your 'friends'? (nobodies clarified otherwise yet) and when everyone realises youre sad they just dogpile on you with plushies and blankets, snacks and a really shitty movie playing on the livingroom TV, and its so clear everyone loves you and eachother but everyones too chicken to say it

I should write this

I want this

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QUICK!!! K!SS YOUR HOMIE GOODNIGHT!! ITS THE LAST DAY OF PRIDE

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FUCK YOURE RIGHT I NEEDA GO FIND A HOMIE TO KISS GOODNIGHT

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What do we think of this drawing of the worlds sweetest possessed serial killer, Rosette?

Should I finish it or leave it open so other people could draw their oc in as her victim maybe? 🤔

Maybe both???

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Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

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ive never hit reblog so fast

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Thats 1,595,968 URLs

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Fuck you mom and dad

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1242629 URLs, we can do better

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MOAR

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Do ya’ll like moths

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Moths are pretty cool

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I’ve seen an orange moth. It was beautiful

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Rebloging like my life depends on it!

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GO FOR THE GAE!!

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DO

IT!!!!

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FOR THE VINE!!!

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moth

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😤

I’m homophibic-phobic (scared of homophobes)

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I wanna start a group of misfits where we all live together, everyone feels safe venting together and we cuddle and watch movies and bring snacks when someone in the group is sad, and we all love eachother and spend time together-

I think im just describing a polycule...or a very loving cult.

Or both.

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reblog this to scare away r*dqueers and x*nosatanists

kids can not consent

animals can not consent

dead bodies can not consent

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Hey everyone, soo..This seems like a good time to state radqueers have NO PLACE on my blog.

A buncha rads have been finding me after I started posting Trans Jax and uhh..yall arent rlly welcome here.

For context for those who dont know; radqueers are those who accept BAD PEOPLE into the LGBT community, such as but not limited to paraphiles (aka zoophiles, pedophiles, etc. Super gross.), transids (trans identity; aka trans race- Belief you are another race...gross, or transabled - identification with a disability you do not have , also gross asf). These are just the examples i see most, but thats certainly not all.

If you believe that absolutely diabolical people like this have a chair at the LGBTQIA+ table, YOU do not spot at the table. You give LGBT a bad reputation and reason to shit on us.

You are not welcome here and never will be, and in my eyes being a radqueer is just a way to softlaunch that you are a pedo or zoo.

Stay away from my blog.

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HERES MY BEAUTIFUL TRANS DAUGHTER LAV!!! SHES MY FAVOURITE OC ATM

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Mannn, i feel so dumb-

I just found out that the 'inside friend' has been spewing straight lies at my face about my other friends stalking me and that he wasnt even in the server anymore.

Apparently my friend was lying to me and my friends werent 'stalking' me like he said or watching me, they kept joining because they missed me, and god do i miss them too.

I miss them so much, but shit hit the fan so hard and its so hard not to be mad at anyone, because we all fucked up yet im the only person who actually apologised for it, and its hard to not be mad at them for that.

I had checked in on my ex yesterday because i was worried he was gonna kill himself and he apologized to me for lying about me, for making my friends hate me, for everything, but i just cant forgive him and i feel so bad about it because i dont want to hate anyone, i dont wanna be angry at them, i dont wanna resent anyone, i just want them to be happy, with or without me.

I just wish i wasnt lied about, i wish i wasnt abandoned, i wish i wasnt accused of things that werent entirely my fault, i wish i wasny accused of lying to the people id never lie to, i wish i wasnt scolded for not being as active or talkative during a time i wished i would never wake up again, i wish i hadnt been convinced that i was the worst person on earth when i wasnt the only one who fucked up, i wish it wasnt so hard to trust people who used to be everything.

I dont want to hate them. I dont want to resent them. I dont want to be uncomfortable or scared around them, but its so fucking hard to pretend that every comment, every accusation of something that wasnt true, that every second didnt make it worse. I wish i could go back to when i was the stupid sunshine character that was there for the throw away joke or running gag.

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Dude I just had an hour long crying session bc my ex was genuinely on the verge of killing myself and and when i checked on him i felt so bad because he was struggling to heal and be better because his shitty 'best friend' kept bringing shit up again whenever he was starting to feel better and he sent me an apology essay for everything he did because he got over himself and realized he fucked up really bad

And it made me reopen so much feelings that I had forced myself to hide before i got over them

I had forced myself to hide how i felt, how much i wanted to hate him but felt like i didnt deserve to, how much i wanted him to suffer like i did but felt so bad for feeling that way, hating myself because i felt like such a bad person for feeling so bad about someone i used to love so much

Man 3AM really is a cursed time, i was just bawling my eyes out for a straight hour talking to myself in a dark room-

Now that I think about it my period might be starting soon

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Okay but can we talk about how WEIRD (some) 'popular' kids can be sometimes?

Ive had so many times where ive walked into the bathrooms at my school cuz i had to piss and every girl and their mums refrigerator is in that bathroom (im a trans boy so I use the girls cuz I dont wanna get hate crimed) skipping class or vaping, and then they all start giggling and making fun of me for actually having to use the bathroom.

Girly YOU ARE IN A BATHROOM, that is literally the whole point- Not everyone just uses the bathrooms as a hangout or to vape/skip class, i gotta piss stfu-

Its so unnecessary, esp when YOURE THE ONE MISUSING THE BATHROOM??? Weird as hell and not in a good way

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"I would die for you" "I would kill for you" "Id hurt someone for you"

Well I would be kind for you.

For you, I would bite my tongue if you asked.

I would be calm, for you.

I would be soft, just for you.

I would put my natural aggressive and violent tendencies on hold for you, because you dont want anyone hurt on your behalf.

Id learn to be gentle, for you.

Specifically for you, I would learn to be kinder to those who dont deserve it, because you are just that worth loving.

For you, I could be the definition of calm if you so asked.

You are worth being kind for ♡

Not towards anyone in particular, just whoever happens to read this ♡

You are loved, yes by a lot of people, but also by me in specific.

I, in specific, love you. With all my heart, and oh sweetheart...just how much love I have to give in my heart

♡