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⛯ certain or uncertainties. 21. he. ⛯

questioning traumagenic system. this is a sideblog, made to interact with system/plural spaces while remaining somewhat unattached to my main. i do not care about syscourse.

interests include, but are not limited to: music (punk/metal/folk), writing & poetry, video games, fantasy & sci-fi

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it’s all fun and games until you’re on the way to a concert and half the system wants to front for it. #blurry

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current front lineup is The Punks (jack, jenny, hund, grantaire) (excited for the music) and then meeeeeee }:) (molly) (excited to show off our sweet purple mohawk) (i chose the purple)

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it’s all fun and games until you’re on the way to a concert and half the system wants to front for it. #blurry

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new hedonistic and excitable member has access to our debit card, what will he do with it?

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the mollymauk lifestyle: spring into existence. watch hours upon hours of dnd actual play content. impulse purchase 200 dollar prop tiefling horns. get asked to leave front <- will be doing no such thing

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new hedonistic and excitable member has access to our debit card, what will he do with it?

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the biggest problem there is with being an alternative system is sticking with one consistent clothing and hair style

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one of the biggest points of contention in our system is hairstyling, ie what haircut we get and what color we dye it. usually we keep it in a mohawk and whoever is fronting when we buy hair dye picks the color (it’s usually firetruck red because that’s what our most consistent fronters like best). however, the rest of the system has made the fatal mistake of letting the new guy (me, molly) have control unsupervised. so we‘re going purple for the first time in over a decade :)

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spending multiple days dissociating and incredibly out if it, and then emerging from it suspiciously purple tiefling shaped. [does a little twirl and then bows]

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been fronting like consistently the past few days which is weird because usually i only am present when we're depressed as fuck. what do you mean i feel ok

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i rescind my beef with everyone who added songs to my personal playlist even when they're not me. everything on here is good so all is forgiven 👍

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generally we're fine with being seen as a collective but it's nice being viewed and referred to as individuals too. thinking back to when our boyfriend said he loves me (jenny) specifically and sighing dreamily

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distinguishing who's fronting at any given time does occasionally give us trouble. but jenny will, at least half the time, announce her presence by going "it's jenny time :-)". which is fine and great. love her glad she's able to identify herself. but also GIRL you sound like morbius when he said "it's morbin' time" and then morbed all over the place

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sorry for constantly forgetting about this blog. all of our main fronters (including me) just like. post on our main. and our plurality is kind of boring like half the time we just do not have that much going on so we forget to post. alas.

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does anyone have any cool 18+ or 21+ syscords that they'd be willing to link us to? been looking for more plural spaces to hang out in and having trouble finding good ones

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the other day our boyfriend (who usually just uses our collective name for us) said he loved me, using my name specifically (jenny) and it was so !!!! ahhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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lowkey though it is kind of crazy how much being high increases our internal communication. like woah. i'm not alone in here

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one day i will remember i can post on this blog instead of main. but today is not that day !!