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Starting to think I've mentally departed my adolescent mind frame. Sometimes I find myself confused by my very own actions. Losing myself is a deep and frightening idea I often have. Maybe I'm just not ready to advance. I need to take time to understand myself. There's people I need to reach out to in order to secure long lasting friendships. There's something so hard about trying to lead my own life when no one else is interested in what that means to me. I hope something changes soon, the direction I'm going looks dark and cold. Lately all I hear outsides the absence of love flowing through the air I breathe. I have no idea what I'm going to do tomorrow. I like music, reading, all sorts of art. I'm smart, disciplined, and creative. I have passion, dreams, and the energy it takes to motivate others to feel liberated. My limits are unmeasurable. However, my time is spent at the local cafe washing dishes. When I'm not being suffocated by loud noise in the cafe, I smoke cigarettes. It isn't healthy, they're also very addicting. I want to quit, I'm sure I'd be able to if I had some help. I think tomorrow I'll invest my time in a book, and listen to the words it has in it. I hope it rains so I don't have to go outside. Should probably call it a night. Maybe I'll have nice dreams about the past. Then I'll wake up. Goodnight. 🌲