I’ve decided to use this pre-existing blog to document a very important phase in my life. As a mid twenty-something jumping from place to place, person to person, comfort to comfort, lifestyle to lifestyle, I’ve experienced what I would consider many important learning lesson. I’m a firm believer in any experience being a good experience, regardless of outcome. My life so far has taken many turns and I’d argue that I’ve lived many different lives as many different people. As I become more rooted in my own personality/sexuality/reality, I take every opportunity to reflect on my experiences and assess what I’ve done, what I’m doing, and what I need to focus on. With the help of my incredibly understanding partner, I try to break out of what I perceive as my comfort zones in an attempt to learn new things about myself I wouldn’t learn otherwise.
There’s a lot of background I won’t go into unless directly asked to save both time and unnecessary catharsis. My current bio is: 25, pansexual, polyamorous, not identifying with either male or female, no religion, with overwhelming feelings of skepticism, pessimism, and borderline misanthropy
The phase I’m currently entering is a study in humility. I’ve always tried to humble myself in order to relate to others. I’m going to attempt an extreme form of humility by requesting my partners strip me of my power. My power as a dominant lover, my power as a 25 year old male, my power of financial stability. This exercise will mainly be focused in a sexual context. Experimenting with chastity, forced feminization, and other Sub lifestyles to encourage and foster true female lead relationships.
I’ve always struggled with pride and ego, and I’m hoping this will provide important insight in how to become a better person for the ones who need me to be. And before this gets written off as a display of self righteousness, I will admit that my sexuality has already been leaning in this direction. I stand to profit from all this by enabling myself to explore this realty. What I hope to gain is just a deeper and more intimate understanding of humility and unconditional love. And I intend to use this blog of past accounts as a forum for my hopeful transformation into a better friend, a better lover, a better son, a better husband, and a better person.
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