Jurian

roleplay blog | he/him | alkemi | second army soldier | not single

[not-jvkoes]

Hey, I'm Jurian Van Koes. Born and rasied until the age of eight in Ketterdam, Kerch, before I was moved out to Shu Han. I'm a Grisha Fabrikator/Materialki or, more specifically, an Alkemi

Book and Languages lover whose fluent in Kerch, Common, Shu, and Ravkan and Semi Fluent in Suli and usually closed off lol

This is a roleplay blog!

All images are found on pintrest (and sometimes tumblr), so if you see yours being used and want it removed, just lmk!

[not-jvkoes]

When you're upset, is it more helpful to you to have space or to have attention/company?

This is a hard question because the answer depends on context; sometimes it's more helpful to be alone and other time its more helpful to have someone that's there for me

[not-jvkoes]

What or who makes you feel safe and content?

Strangely enough being in small space makes me feel safe. Like under a desk or in a bathroom; it makes the world feel less overwhelming because there is less to focus on or notice

When it comes to someone I'd say, very basically, my boyfriend and my friends :)

[not-jvkoes]

If the answer was "Yes" what question would you ask and who would you ask?

Wouldn't that mean who ever it was would have to say yes? I don't want to ask anyone anything if they couldn't give me an honest answer

[not-jvkoes]

If the whole world would listen, what would you say?

Nothing. I do NOT want the whole world to listen to me; just the thought is giving me a panic attack

[not-jvkoes]

Describe your ideal date!

Um, somewhere that it would be just me and my date with no worries about someone interrupting us I guess

[jurislosershadow]

About yesterday...happy two years @not-jvkoes ♥ Would've never guessed someone would have the nerves to bear with me for so long, but here we are :> It's not always the easiest walk through the park, but facing and working through the difficulties together makes our bond just stronger. You make me into a better person every day and you still find ways to make me love you even more, even after six years of knowing you. Thank you for your patience with me and also for getting me back on the ground when I'm doing things too fast. I just know you're my forever < 3

[not-jvkoes]

♡

[not-jvkoes]

whats your view on marriage/do you want to get married one day?

I really have no feelings on it? I like the idea of getting married to the person I love, but I wouldn't mind staying unmarried if that person didn't want it.

On a more serious level though, I am in the second army and have no living biological or any legal next of kin so if something happened to me while I am unmarried I'm not sure what would happen so it probably would be a good idea for me to get married so I don't just... fade away or something like that

[jurislosershadow]

@not-jvkoes ?? can we?? keep him?? 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[not-jvkoes]

Who would we be stealing him from Vanya?

[not-jvkoes]

if you could talk to, say 14year old Jurian, what would you tell him?

That everything won't be okay, but it doesn't have to be because the things that are okay will make up fod the things that aren't.

Also, get Marc Rader the FUCK away from Mi.

[not-jvkoes]

does it bother you that your boyfriend is very physically affectionate with people other than you?

It doesn't, but even if it did it's not like I have the right to ask him to stop doing so. Vanya was an affectionate person before we were together and I imagine that it would be the same even if we broke up? It's just who they are and it's who they were when I fell for them, I love that part of them just as much as I love the rest ^^

[not-jvkoes]

do you like cats

I love love love cats they're so cute and ahhhhh ^^

[not-jvkoes]

JURI. HI. Can you imagine having a sleepover anytime soon? A fun one! But like, not with other people. Just you and me. - ⚙️

Of course, Vanya ^^

Just let me know when ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡

[jurislosershadow]

How did you get Jurian to like you?

I don't even know. He's this smart, complex, sweet and over all amazing person who just makes a day better by being in the same space and I'm just an annoying idiot, I don't know if he even realises how far out of my league he actually is! And I try to avoid thinking too much about the 'how' to be honest, because it gives my brain too much opportunity to come up with stuff that makes me insecure about it, I'll just count myself lucky! Sorry that this isn't a real answer haha.

[not-jvkoes]

I like Vanya because they're Vanya. He's beautiful and kind and I'm very lucky that they're were willing to deal with me and my issues.

[not-jvkoes]

What if I just started putting buttons on my bag? What then?

[jurislosershadow]

Me multiple times a day for the past few weeks:

[not-jvkoes]

٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

[jurislosershadow]

Throwback to two years agoooo where I dragged @not-jvkoes on a birthday date (without him knowing it was one until the end of it haha)

[not-jvkoes]

Less "didn't know" more "didn't want to hope"