Violent Velvet Eyes

𝟐𝟓 | 𝔄𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡𝔢, 𝔖𝔬𝔲𝔱𝔥 𝔄𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔞 𝔖𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔲𝔰 ☼ | 𝔗𝔞𝔲𝔯𝔲𝔰 ☾➹ 💋 IG - @veronicamae.adl 💫🌹☠️🔪⛓💌🔮🕯✨

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by Brooke DiDonato

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Tucson : Bella Nugent

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I finally made an onlyfans account 😘

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Paolo Sebastian f/w 2019-2020 couture

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interviewer: describe yourself in 4 words me: automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky-fresh interviewer: hired

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the eating process: by poncho

1. see it

2. want it

3. eat it

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I think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

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shout out to all the brave and very sexy individuals who are still here with us despite life being tough. that's extremely voluptuous and your meat is huge

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Witches, self care is everything! Friendly reminder 😊

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The hardest parts of surviving bpd is avoiding that voice that convinces you you’re okay when you’re not and the one that tells you it’s okay, this is just how you’re supposed to be..

“I don’t cut or choke myself anymore, I don’t self harm, I’m fine” “I know how to control my binges” “I’ve been worse before this is nothing” “I’ll just be taking away resources for someone more important” “this is who you’ll always be, just accept it” “they all think of you as a pathetic mess so why not be one”

It’s never nothing and you are important. There’s so much more to self harm than cutting. So much more that needs to be acknowledged. Since I gave up cutting I now just sit in boiling showers and scratch myself as deep as I can for as long as I can until I’m covered in shameful marks I feel I deserve, there’s are from 12 hours ago and just the few I’m willing to show.

I put myself in harmful and reckless situations, sabotage and push the ones I love away with any way I know will hurt them even though I don’t want them to leave or be hurt because of me, I’ll use unsafe sex as a way to cope/harm and abuse any drug or alcohol I can get my hands on. I’ll drink until I black out and not know where I end up. Starve myself and tell my body to get over it when it starts to beg for help.

I wish I’d asked for help sooner before destroying all my important relationships and followed through with the help I had years ago but I’m here now.. I hope I get it right this time..

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I can’t fucking believe myself

Any close chance of happiness, of things going right and I have to sabotage it. I have to push the ones I love away, do and say anything I know will make them turn around and walk away..

I never wanted any of it. I only wanted you and now I’ve ruined everything, again

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Another ruined relationship from my toxic shitty behaviours, breakdown and drug and alcohol abuse and another hospital admission...

Will I ever get fucking better?

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