Draco rocked back in his seat like he had been slapped. âWhat exactly do you suggest we do?â he snapped. âSearch their pockets at the door? Mother tried that once with Cousin Sirius. She took the vial he planned to spike the punch with, so he Charmed everyoneâs hair blue instead. Itâs not as if we can ask them to surrender their wands!â Scowling darkly, Draco folded his arms and wished that heâd chosen another compartmentâany other compartment. Even getting bruised by Crabbe and Goyle wouldnât have been as wretched as hearing Nottâs thoughts about their so-carefully-planned gala.
Draco had had no idea that the rest of the guestsâat least some of themâdidnât just do their best to brush-off the embarrassing spectacles that Sirius and Potter insisted on making of themselves, but rather blamed the Malfoys for their appalling behavior instead! The Malfoys always worked to downplay the less-savory moments of the evening, and Draco had been sure it generally worked; surely that was why people still clamored for an invitation, after all! Everyone had unfortunate relations who couldnât be, for one reason or another, brushed under the rug. He would have expected Theodore Nott, at least, to understand that!
"Believe me," he muttered sulkily, "weâd like nothing better than to take care of the problems those malcontents cause, but our position is more tenuous than it looks." Ordinarily Draco would never have admitted something like that aloudâno matter how obvious it had to beâbut this was Theodore Nott he was talking to. Not only was the other boy not one for gossip, but he was hardly in the ideal position to be spreading any about the Malfoys anyway. Draco knew that Theodore tried to maintain a more neutral stance than more of his friends (Zabini and Parkinson, for instance) and repeating Dracoâs words now would be akin to revealing that he had chosen to pick a side, something that Theodore had done his best to avoid so far so he certainly wasnât about to do it now for the sake of some mediocre gossipâor so Draco hoped, anyway.
Even if Nott did choose to taunt him by repeating his words later, Draco couldnât help but say them; he felt he had to explain, had to convince Theodore that his family were good hosts in an impossible situation; had to win the other boyâs respect, for his parents if not for himself. Had to, for once in his life, just say the truth, rather than smiling through the usual lies and demurrals while everybody played along with the game.
"Nobody trusts us," he said quietly, "not really. If we left the Potters or Cousin Sirius off the guest-list because of their behavior, it could be perceived as a return to old habits, and thatâs all the excuse that people like Shacklebolt and Dumbledore would need to turn on us." He felt oddly lighter after speaking; the words were true, and something that Draco was certain was obvious to anyone with half a brain, but they werenât things that anyone ever actually said. Confiding even in small part to Theodore Nott felt like lifting a burden from his shoulders. âYou donât really think mother enjoys having incidents like that put their blemishes on her perfect evening?â He shook his head, knowing that he ought to regret his candor but unable to do so. Besides, Theodore Nott of all people surely knew where Draco was coming from; wasnât he in very much the same boat, just on the other side? âWe endure their little stunts because we have to, not because we want to. And donât think Potter will get away with crossing the line this year, because he wonât. That stunt with the fire was well out of order.â
Draco swallowed nervously, not sure precisely how he was going to draw Potterâs attention to his behavioral shortcomings, but determined now to do so. He decided to skirt the subject, and try and turn the conversation back to Nott and Zabiniâwhere it was supposed to be. âWhy donât you tell me what exactly you did to land yourself on his bad side?â he suggested, a bit more waspishly than he might have, had Theodore not just spent the last few minutes berating Draco for the failings of this yearâs gala.