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[notyouralmostgirl]

It's been a while...

If you are reading this, just wanted to ask kung kamusta ka kasi baka wala nangangamusta sayo. hehe jk. I hope you are doing great. If hindi, that's okay too. Life has been overwhelming lately. I guess mas nag sisink in na sa akin na I'm already in my late 20s and yet parang I still feel lost if ito na ba yung path ko..Am I meant to be here? Dapat ko ba i-pursue itong passion #1? How about itong passion #2? Or like try ko kaya mag masters? ay ewan. Parang andami ko gustong gawin pero something is holding me back. Like andaming changes sa life ko lately parang biglang nabago yung mga plans ko. At nahihirapan nanaman ako mag adjust. IDK na. Gulong gulo na ako kung ano talaga gusto kong gawin sa life ko. HAHAHAHHAHA gusto ko na ulit mag travel.

[notyouralmostgirl]

05.25.2021

Grabe recently I’ve been watching “Moving Out” vlogs and it made me want to live on my own. Don’t get me wrong. Mahal ko naman family ko and I want to be with them naman..it’s just that I have this feeling na minsan parang nakukulong ako sa apat na sulok ng room ko. Minsan parang gusto ko lang talagang matuto kung paano tumira mag-isa. How to look out for myself. Dito kasi sa bahay ang dami ko pang ibang iniisip. Parang may time na gusto ko naman mag focus lang ako sa sarili ko. Selfish man pakinggan pero gusto ko talaga matutong maging independent. I feel like I was doing fine nung nasa Manila ako but now that I’m back home (because of the Pandemic) I feel like back to zero ulit ako. Ewan ko ba. Parang nakukulong ako dito ganon ang feeeling. Hopefully this Pandemic will be over na. I can’t wait to live independently ulit. 

[notyouralmostgirl]

01.08.2020

Wait, paisang post lang ulit kasi sobrang kinikilig ako at ayoko magpost sa twitter dahil finafollow ako ng jowa ko don. HAHAHAHAHAH kanina habang magkavideo chat kami ng boyfriend ko sinabi niya naimagine daw niya yung kanta ng Spongecola na Kay Tagal Kitang Hinintay  na nagpeplay sa kasal namen. Pati yung Runaway by Corrs nagpe-play daw pag-open ng door tapos maglalakad ako papuntang altar. Like tehh alam ko namang not anytime soon yung kasal kasi hello need pa nya matapos mag med and all that pero HAYUF pri kinikilig akoo shet. Sobrang unlikely kasi talaga sa jowa ko pag-usapan yung future kasi more of realistic siya...tas for him to bring up this topic. Siya yung mismong nag open. HOYYY SHET. ok sorry na sa panandaliang kalat. hahahha k tnx bye

[notyouralmostgirl]

Grabe ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag log in sa tumblr ko. Sobrang daming ganap lately sa buhay ko na parang hindi ko na alam ano uunahin ko. Minsan nga parang hindi na din ako makapag function ng maayos. Need ko additional brain cells sizzz 🥺😭

[notyouralmostgirl]

11.11.2019 (22nd Birthday Celeb with mag fav hooman)

[notyouralmostgirl]

You make me feel speciar💖 hahahaha love you. Ehe ang harot harot.

[futuremoji]

Your first and eleventh most recent emoji predicts how well November will treat you

[hoardofhyperfixations]

🤡🙃

Oh yikes

[i-have-n0-idea-what-im-d0ing-de]

🍯💞

What on earth does this mean??? Sweet heart???

[chocomiruk]

🤔😁

[romansleftshoulderpad]

💙❤️

Oh Royality rights then

[poisonedapples]

💛🤷‍♀️

...Aight

[cryptspren-moved]

👀🤙

[itsrainingbananabread]

♥️👏

what

[zabspellman]

😂😭

Ok then...

[xscizors]

👏🐐

hmmmm???

[notyouralmostgirl]

🤣🤭

[notyouralmostgirl]

Hi! Kumusta ka?

Uyy hello. Hope ur doing well anon😄

[minuty]

[notyouralmostgirl]

Happiest season.

If someone would ask me. I can say that this is probably one of the happiest seasons of my life. I am happy. I am contented and blessed. And I have never felt so motivated like this before. I am dedicated more than ever to strive harder and achieve my goals in life. This won’t be easy, I know..but with my family and friends supporting me, I believe that I can do all things that I set my mind into. 💖🙏🏻 thank u, Lord. Dabest ka talaga!!

[notyouralmostgirl]

You make me feel things I have never felt before. Everything feels so new to me. It’s so strange because everything just falls into place. Like I don’t even have to try so hard to make this work because I have you here with me. Sometimes, I think too much and tell myself that this is too good to be true. I really hope I’m just overthinking this time.  Because honestly, I believe that you are the right person for me. You are a Godsend, my love.

If this is a dream, I don’t ever want to wake up.

[notyouralmostgirl]

Thanks for making me happy! ❤️ my fav hooman!!! Hindi tayo nagmamadali. So that’s why we will take our time. 😄

[notyouralmostgirl]

Teh, nagwowork na tayo. Sana graduate na din tayo sa very high school na attitude. Backstab pa nais☹️ haaay instead na i confront yung problema head on bat kelangan pa marinig sa ibang tao? Pero kapag kaharap mo ok naman kayo??? Haysss talaga

[notyouralmostgirl]

Sumbrero kayo jan. For Sale. Pati yung may suot ampunin niyo na din. ThnX.

[notyouralmostgirl]

Ok ka LanG teh?

[notyouralmostgirl]

May mga araw talaga na mafifeel mong wala kang kwenta no? Hays

[notyouralmostgirl]

I believe nagiging marupok tayo sa isang certain na tao. Tipong kahit ilang beses mo pang sabihin na kakalimutan mo na siya, hindi mo na ulit siya kakausapin. Pucha. Isang chat niya lang ulit, titiklop ka na naman. Gumuho nanaman yung pader na itinayo mo para protektahan ang sarili mo sakanya. And sa tingin ko ok lang yan. Sabi nga ni Heart, okay lang maghabol. Habulin mo nang habulin. Hanggang sa isang araw, mapagod ka nalang. Marerealize mo na hindi ka na marupok sakanya. Oha. Stomoyon. Umagang umaga nagpapakafeeling heartbroken nanaman akuh. Sasabihan nanaman ako ng mga friends ko na “si Santhi kala mo naman may experience na sa love..hindi ba ikaw nga tong nang iiwan?” Abayga pucha wala kayong alam sa buong storya ko kaya yan ang alam niyo. At wala akong balak sabihin sa inyo kasi ayaw ko. Inner circle of friends ko lang talaga nakasaksi nung pagiging miserable ko noon. It stays that way.