Electricity and Guilt

  shadows and sadness, kinetic energy and hope.  

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I’m going to put this blog on hiatus for a bit and I may remake it. Until then, find me over on @armaticor

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angsty starters ( + sad qoutes / song lyrics. )

"I love you enough to let you go,"

"I heard you moved on,"

"I didn't come here to hurt you,"

"Where did you go?"

"I'm sorry we fell in love."

"We'll do everything on our own."

"I'm so sorry,"

"You'll never understand."

"Please don't go,"

"I still love you,"

"I don't love you anymore."

"I never loved you,"

"I can't do this."

"We can't be together!"

"Will I ever see you again?"

"May we meet again,"

"I promise I'll do better,"

"I just want to see you, one more time."

"I'd give anything to see you one more time."

"One last time?"

"I don't deserve you,"

"You don't deserve me,"

"People like us don't get happy endings,"

"You still love me?"

"I never meant to hurt you,"

"I understand..."

"If you want to go, it's okay."

"I gave up everything for you!"

"I really need you to trust me,"

"Can you listen to me for once!"

"I cheated on you,"

"You cheated on me?"

"Don't expect me to come crawling back,"

"Shame on me, you fooled me twice."

"You said I wasn't just like anyone."

"Did I even ever cross your mind?"

"Can we pretend that we're in love?"

"I can't lose you,"

"Please go,"

"Don't you dare die on me!"

"I'm not losing you again!"

"I'm incomplete without you,"

"I will love you for the rest of my life,"

"So this is goodbye?"

"Kiss me goodbye."

"I loved them and they died."

"I was a bet?"

"You were nothing but a bet."

"Can you hold me?"

"I loved and I lost you."

"It's okay,"

"The worst day of loving someone is when you lose them."

"It hurts like hell,"

"I'm not coming back."

"You're never coming back?"

"What do you mean you're dying!"

"Come back to me,"

"What happened?!"

"They're dead!"

"Where's my love,"

"Don't do this,"

"I'll see you again."

"There's nothing we can do to bring them back."

"I don't want to be alone anymore,"

"You promised you'd never leave me."

"First love, you remember what that's like?"

"If I don't have you I have nothing at all,"

"I'm not going to fight you,"

"You're my friend."

"It's too late to apologize."

"You left me!"

"You left us!"

"You chose them over me,"

"I need you,"

"I was hoping that you'd stay."

"I never lied to you,"

"You said you might die so what the hell?"

"It's a bad joke,"

"We can never be the same again,"

"You don't need you,"

"You're not alone."

"You broke my heart."

"It made me think of you."

"You're my world."

"Do I wanna know?"

"So sad to see you go,"

"This is it, isn't it."

"Now I just sit in silence."

"Are you okay?"

"Are you hurt?"

"I'll go with you."

"How bad is it?"

"My feelings for you are real, they always have been."

"Someday you'll understand."

"Because I love you,"

"There was just something about them,"

"I'm sorry for breaking your heart."

"It wasn't an act."

"Time doesn't heal everything."

"This is your fault!"

"Tell me what to do!"

"I didn't mean for this to happen."

"Everythings a mess."

"You ruined my life,"

"Do you still love me?"

"You gotta get up, we have to go."

"It's okay,"

"It was nothing,"

"I'll do something."

"You're safe here,"

"Don't forget me."

"I ruined this,"

"You ruined this."

"Quiet is violent."

"You promised me!"

"Stop lying with those words."

"If this is some kind of sick joke, you better tell me!"

"You're all I have!"

"I'm not ready to say goodbye."

"I don't want to go,"

"I loved you,"

"You don't have to do this,"

"I'm afraid it's never going to be okay again."

"I'm terrified,"

"You're a monster."

"You're all I have!"

"I'm a monster."

"Only fools fall for you,"

"Everything comes to an end,"

"I thought I loved you."

"Now I just sit in silence."

"It's unbearable."

"You're my first love."

"I never wanted to hurt you,"

"I was here,"

"Help me,"

"They won..."

"You don't love them."

"You're breaking my heart,"

"I hate you!"

"It's a waste of time,"

"You're all I want."

"I've always loved you!"

"I can pretend anymore."

"i didn't have a choice!"

"What if it's agony now and it's hell later on?"

"Love I will let you go,"

"I left behind something great."

"I want you back,"

"I don't regret any of it, not if it kept you safe."

"Get over yourself,"

"You'll be the death of me."

"Everything just fell apart."

"What the hell am I doing here?"

"I want you so much but I hate your guts."

"I found love where it wasn't supposed to be."

"You still like them, don't you?"

"What are you doing?!"

"I did this to protect you!"

"Don't cry,"

"I'm not crying,"

"I'm dying,"

"A-Are you alright?"

"I'll come back for you."

"I've never felt so alone."

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I am someone who did not die when I should have died.

Anne Carson, from Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides (via welkerose)

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Hunger Games Inspired RP Meme

“You don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope.”

“Destroying things is much easier than making them.”

"There must be some special girl. Come on, what’s her name?"

“Stupid people are dangerous.”

"So now that you've got me, what are you going to do with me?"

“You’ve got about as much charm as a dead slug.”

“You here to finish me off, Sweetheart?”

“Here's some advice. Stay alive.”

“Because when he sings...even the birds stop to listen.”

“They're already taking my future! They can't have the things that mattered to me in the past!”

“I wish I could freeze this moment, right here, right now and live in it forever.”

“You know, you could live a thousand lifetimes and not deserve him.”

“My nightmares are usually about losing you."

"While you live, the revolution lives.”

“At some point, you have to stop running and turn around and face whoever wants you dead.The hard thing is finding the courage to do it.”

“I really can't think about kissing when I've got a rebellion to incite.”

“You love me. Real or not real?"

“You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real."

“I must have loved you a lot.”

“There are much worse games to play.”

“I think....you still have no idea. The effect you can have.”

“They'll either want to kill you, kiss you, or be you.”

"Because I am in pain. That's the only way I get your attention.”

"I'm going to kill you."

"You can't leave me here. Promise me."

"Run all you want. You can't escape."

"I'm trying to HELP you."

"I don't have any reason to trust you."

"I thought you loved me."

"Run. Run now, just go!"

[mjqlnir]

TO DO LIST:

1) FIGURE OUT WHERE TO LIVE 2) FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO 3) FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO IT 4) FIGURE OUT WHO TO DO IT WITH 5) FIGURE OUT WHO TO DO IT AGAINST

[musiisms]

Some angsty sentence starters.

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“ It wasn’t your fault. ” “ You’re not leaving, are you? ” “ Don’t leave. ” “ Don’t do this to yourself. ” “ I can’t just sit by and do nothing when you’re suffering so much. ” “ Just talk to me. Please. ” “ You need help.” “ Let me help you. ” “ Stop pushing everyone away. ” “ You haven’t been yourself lately. ” “ I’m not going anywhere. ” “ You’re hurting me. ” “ Please, just let me go. ” “ I can’t do this anymore. ” “ I need help. ” “ There’s nothing you can do. ” “ I just need some time to myself. ” “ Leave me alone. ” “ I’m so, so sorry. ” “ It’s better this way. ” “ I don’t want to lose you, too. ” “ I can’t promise anything. ” “ Don’t make this harder than it already is. ”

[downmoonwrites]

shipping meme

I can’t find a meme I really like, so I compiled some of my favorite questions and added some of my own! (feel free to use this anyone)

send me a pairing and I’ll tell you who:

falls asleep on the couch

makes friends with the neighbors

is the adventurous eater

hogs the covers at night

forgets to do the dishes

tries to surprise their partner more often

leaves dirty laundry on the floor

stays up til 2 AM reading

sings in the shower

takes the selfies

plans date night

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The Flashpoint Paradox starters (pt 2)

“Look who’s just joined the land of the living.”

“I don’t mean to interupt your beauty sleep, lord knows you need it.”

“Okay, we’ll continue this hillarious leg pulling later.”

“(name)! Are you alright?”

“Oh that was a nasty spill, even for you. Let me see your head.”

“Of course I’m here! You promised to take me to dinner on my birthday.”

“The end of the world can’t stop that.”

“I could never forget you.”

“(name), what’s gotten into you?”

“People have been acting so strange lately with this terrible war hanging over their heads.”

“Everything has changed. And I have to find out why.”

“It’s okay, I love you no matter what.”

“Brace yourself for a shock.”

“Oooh, it’s on the tip of my tongue.”

“Let me help you get it off.”

“Even if I did know it wouldn’t do you any good, (name), they’re probably already dead!”

“Smart.”

“You shoulda let them hit the pavement.”

“You shouldn’t have thrown them.”

“They slipped.”

“Aren’t you wondering how I found you?”

“I’ve told you it’s not like that.”

“Well they’re older than I thought.”

“I’m not hard of hearing.”

“They went in without a plan or backup.”

“The war’s over, soldier. You just don’t know it yet. Everybody lost.”

“Can I help you, sir?”

“Who are you?”

“(name) is dead. I watched them die.”

“You’re going to tell me a little more about yourself.”

“I told you! Everything changed!”

“You have nine more fingers. I suggest you tell me how you found out about me.”

“I used to be a doctor. Mention (name) again and I will break out my surgical instruments.”

“Not what you were expecting?”

“What kind of name is (name)?”

“You’d be amazed what kind of monsters this world can create.”

“I thought you were supposed to be smart.”

“You better be able to pin-point that son of a bitch.”

“That’s a lot of death, even for me.”

“Well. At least I know I was right.”

“No survivors.”

“You know, they say lightning doesn’t strike the same place twice.”

“They say a lot of things.”

“You’re lucky to be alive.”

“We try again.”

“More unholy magic from those witches.”

“I told you never to speak their name.”

“Because of you, I’ll be responsible for the deaths of millions.”

“Just try to douse the flames a little faster this time, okay?”

“Told you I was fast.”

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Send my muse a letter from yours saying how your muse feels about them.

Could be a love letter, a hate letting, a rejection letter or a letter of friendship!

[batman-and-the-dcu]

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I am ashes where I was once fire.

Lord Byron. To the Countess of Blessington. (via wordsnquotes)

[weltenwellen]

I open my mouth. I want to say: I’m breaking, and I need someone to hold me together. But no sound comes out.

Beth Revis, A Million Suns (via wcnderbcy)

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➤➤➤“what 4th wall?”

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send a SYMBOL and my MUSE will respond:

♕ what do they think of their mun?

❖ do they like the layout of mun’s rp blog? what would they change about it?

✯ what’s their favorite official art of themselves?

♞ least favorite official art of themselves?

☯ something in canon they wish they hadn’t said/done?

✘ something the MUN has made them do/say that they didn’t want to?

♖ are they popular in their fandom? how do they feel about that?

☞ would they like themselves as a character? why or why not?

♋ does muse have any interest in roleplaying? if so, what/who would they play as?

㋡ which icon of them that mun has is their favorite? which one do they never want to see mun use again or ever?

[hufflepuffxhugo]

My muse hasn't slept for days. Send 🛏 for your muse to drag mine to bed

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I’ll be on tonight after work. I’m sorry for neglecting this blog. But you can like for a thing when I get home.

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Avengers Academy meme, pt. 1.

I’m sorry! I didn’t mean that! I love you!

Someone should plan a proper celebration in appreciation of my glorious gyrations.

I just love that we’re totally bonding…

They shut off our wi-fi!

You look like a shrunken grandpa.

I’m gonna study strategy like an even cuter Captain America and tactics like a less boring Black Widow.

You wanna touch my abs for good luck?

My eyes are up here…

My favorite subject is girls.

There’s a whole show where people get fooled online, and at the end somebody runs in and slaps them with a catfish.

I wish my entire life was a solo mission.

I’m angry because this is serious!

I love pancakes!

Your cupcakes gave me dysentary.

Is it just me, or is he literally ubelievably handsome?

My plan is foolproof.

I will bother everyone!

For once, we agree.

I haven’t washed this shirt since I got here.

Rhyming isn’t a joke! It establishes structure, creates pleasant symmetry, and assists in memorization!

I’ll go to battle with you any time.

Let’s get serious…or not.

There’s a lot of crazy pictures on there. I saw ‘em once by accident and still can’t get it out of my head.

Your whole humble thing is too cute.

Something tells me you’re great at all kinds of things.

Why do I feel like you’re hitting on me?

There’s nothing like working with your hands.