Akutagawa of jirablr

17 // NPD jirai blog // Real Akutagawa Ryūnosuke

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Hello! carrd strawpage

You can call me Aku, Ryū or Dima - I am a fictionkin of Akutagawa from bungo stray dogs. I’m 17 and I use he/him pronouns. ISTJ 3w4 sp3

I struggle with various mental disorders, but the one that affects me the most is narcissistic personality disorder - NPD. It may affect how I interact with others, so please keep that in mind.

I am also autistic - please please forgive me if I miss out a social cue.

I am recovering from anorexia and self harm, but I don’t mind people with such problems interacting

My biggest interest is biology, specifically medicine and big cats - panthera- genus! Besides that I love collecting mangas, figurines, Nintendo consoles and cosplay.

I am very new to jirai blogging.. don’t eat me alive here :((

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This time stimulants didn’t help and PTSD is hitting me. Should I take more?

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Yes

No

My button

Remaining time: 23 hours 49 minutes

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The stimulants in my body stopping a PTSD flashback:

For context! I saw someone really similar to my abuser which previously sent me into horrible flashbacks and now that I’m hiii I just.. moved on?

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🐈‍⬛️ - what would you be willing to do for true love? (homura akemi)

Anything, truly.. for the love of my life, I decided to recover. It was the final push that made me decide that I can’t stay in my ed anymore

But I truly believe that my ex ( that we are on good terms with) is the love of my life. And I would to anything for him

I mean, he did say he doesn’t want this to end and that we may go back together, so yay! Wish me luck

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Who’s proud?!?! Three months clean from sh!!

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🌫️ ? for the first ask game

🌫️ - song suggestions?

Rn I’m listening to “drvgs” ( u not v) by Ayesha erotica!! Who would have thought..

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Psstt.. If you don’t know what to ask me I have ask games in my pinned.. you want to send me asks so badly oooo

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fave sweet? ^^

My favourite favourite sweet things are fruits!! I know they don’t typically count as sweets, but most of them are sweet and they still have sugar so! I absolutely LOVE grapes, blueberries, apples, all fruits!

Besides fruits, more typical sweet I like are sour jellies. Love them

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　pspsps do you like toon turf 👀👀👀niche media alert it's about some paper animals living in a fucked up universe and a fucked up town it has like one episode that's 30 minutes long so you should totally watch it after answering this q 👀👀 /notforcing

OKAY ILL WATCH IT JUST NOT WHEN IM HII BC MY DOPAMINE RECEPTORS WONT BE ABLE TO FOCUS FOR SO LONG

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After coming into contact with Glitchtrap, Jeremy is fired, and is replaced by Tape Girl, who attempts to dismantle the anomalyThe events of Five Nights at Freddy's: Help Wanted take place.Vanessa play tests the game and has her mind hijacked by Glitchtrap after accidentally reassembling him.The events of the Five Nights at Freddy's AR: Special Delivery emails take place.Freddy Fazbear's Mega Pizzaplex is created over the remains of the Freddy Fazbear's Pizza Place, which has since fallen to a sinkhole.Gregory hacks the Pizzaplex's animatronics, allowing Glitchtrap to take control of them.Vanessa is hired as a security guard at the Pizzaplex. She clears a path into the old Pizza Place using the hijacked Glamrock Freddy and prepares Burntrap.The events of Five Nights at Freddy's: Security Breach take place.Glamrock Freddy overloads and crashes mid-performance while scanning a crowd for Gregory. He reboots into Safe Mode, now free from Glitchtrap's influence.Gregory hides inside Glamrock Freddy to avoid Vanessa, who is trying to catch him.Glamrock Freddy promises to help Gregory escape the Pizzaplex. The two become close friends.Gregory shatters the Glamrock animatronics to repurpose their parts for Glamrock Freddy.Gregory frees Vanessa from Glitchtrap's control through the Princess Quest arcade machines. Glitchtrap suffers lethal damage.After something tunnels out from the sinkhole, Freddy Fazbear's Mega Pizzaplex experiences a massive "earthquake" and gets shut down.Gregory returns to the Pizzaplex and ventures into the sinkhole, where the Mimic resides.The M.X.E.S. security program is repurposed to keep the Mimic trapped in the sinkhole.The events of Five Nights at Freddy's: Help Wanted 2 take place.Glitchtrap tricks a technician in the Fazbear Orientation Program into reassembling him. This allows Glitchtrap to give Cassie the Security Mask she will use to help him escape.The events of RUIN take place.The Mimic uses Gregory's voice to trick Cassie into disabling M.X.E.S. with her Security Mask, thus freeing it from the sinkhole.

Did I just receive fnaf lore in my asks

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favorite tvshow/game/media?? and how did you get into it?? :3

TV show- House md!! I got into it because medicine is my special interest so I was like okay a medical show let’s watch this

Game- Detroit:Become human. I LOVE it so much. I just saw that it’s on sale on steam, bought it and fell in love

Media- Kuroshitsuji/black butler!! Despite the fact that I’m an Akutagawa fictionkin, bsd isn’t my favourite manga- kuroshitsuji is. I saw it in a store when I was like 12 and liked the description, so I bought it. After reading the first volume in a car during road trip I got so interested I had to stop the trip to go buy more IMMEDIATELY.

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I’m hiii send me asks I feel like yapping

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A line of meow meow somehow helped my dysphoria.. I’m no longer crying chat !!

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I need to stop doing thickest lines known to a man bro my nose HURTS AND BURNS

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Cried so much to my mom about my face and boobs today that I’ll be going to sexologist next month to get prescription for testosterone

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I dressed up cunty did my makeup and all and then dysphoria hit me and I want to die

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I love my Nintendo and I love animal crossing