late night early mourning
will this happen every morning?
remember that shit just aint the same
remembering all the warning signs that will keep me away
there is no one left to blame but myself
put myself in a situation that lowered myself
so down low I couldn’t help myself
awkward situation, no occupation
I lowered myself
no anticipation, no reciprocation
I lowered myself
no loyalty no respect
even unfulfilling sex
there’s nothing left to say
and there is no way I can stay
and learn to love myself
if you continued to treat me the same way
at this point my mind ain’t the same
and I am in dire need of change
so I think it’s best if I stay
far far away
so I can lift myself back up
build my self love back up
get my self esteem back up
remember when I would back my ass up?
naw naw let’s not go there
it just seems like I was never enough
you didn’t want me you just liked having me around
did you think you could do all you did without me making a sound?
and I don’t mean like that baby
I mean all the things you did like when you were shady
I wish those things were hazy
cos it seems like the memory and thoughts
got me feeling and thinking crazy..
I am not alright
these thoughts keep me up all night and mourning
wake up and remember you were never mine
maybe that’s the best part
Shouldn’t it be easier for me to walk away?
all your decisions and actions, lead me astray
look back and thing, how could you do me this way..
after all that I’ve done and already been through
laying in bed staring outside thinking, what’s a girl to do?
can’t tell you how much you’ve hurt me
cos it seems like it goes through one ear and out the other
this is the last I’m staying with someone who does not treat me like a lover
maybe once in my life I can get it right
love the right person, don’t have to think twice
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