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Thank you 5SOS for being like top 3 artist to play during exam seasons and deadlines 🙂↕️🙂↕️🫶🫶 Really have seen me through some interesting times… This one’s for you 🫵
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A/N: leon kennedy in my brain is a transgender man to the point where if i see a fanart of him shirtless, he feels wrong without top surgery scars…
RE2 LEON:
this is pre T leon so i know he had it rough. bleeding fully through pads, changing boxers multiple times a day, applying deodorant and showering every day to stop from stinking. full seven day cycle and unable to move for half the week. however these were definitely his healthiest and least sporadic periods.
RE4 LEON:
now we get to the fun. few years on T, some spotting and still heavily cramping. was put on birth control to manage his menses and it only got worse. extremely dysphoria time of his life; getting the body he wanted but it wasn’t working. his self-destructing behaviors that really pick up later on start here. struggled a lot with body image due to the constrictive clothing required for his job.
VENDETTA LEON:
probably his worst era health-wise. his alcoholism had pushed him away from his support systems, his depression and PTSD made him isolate and unable to function. he’d picked up drinking, the horrible feeling it left him with made him struggle with his weight. barely eating enough to sustain himself, he felt frail and weak all the time, which only worsened his dysphoria. he couldn’t get out of bed some days and struggled with basic hygiene, so he missed quite a few shots during this time, which only made his dysphoria worse and repeating the cycle. speaking of cycle- off BC and not taking his T, his periods came back full force. he was fully incapacitated for nearly two weeks, unable to function because of the pain. chris and claire eventually stepped in, worried about his safety.
DI LEON:
doing better, physical health and mental health wise. over a decade on T, fully passing, phallo and top surgery over and done with. his sex life was very on and off here; extremely eager to use his dick that he threw himself into sex a lot. lots of hookups and no names. a few really bad nights where he was physically assaulted because of his parts by other gay men which caused him to capsize mentally. after those incidents he stopped hooking up, dysphoria and fear almost debilitating.
ID LEON:
wins ‘mostly likely to run to the bathroom in the middle of a conversation’ award. struggles with his bladder after years of drinking, gets nauseous very easily, still gets nervous if he’s spotting after almost two decades and multiple surgeries into his transition. much more comfortable wearing tighter clothing and restrictive gear. his chest dysphoria is still there, but much less in the forefront of his mind. struggles with maintaining his beard and learning his to shave his ass after years of not caring.
REQUIEM LEON:
this is where leon fully comes around to himself. now in mid-life, passing, and married to a loving and supportive partner, he doesn’t have as much time to worry how he appears. his top surgery scars still ache on rainy days, but so do his battle scars. don’t let his long hair fool you- greys and bald patches started to show as he got older. it was strangely euphoric, living to where he can worry about stupid shit like grey hairs and a receding hairline. fully in DILF territory.
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