and lost boys like me, are free

indie rp blog. semi-selective. over 18+ kieran. trans masc. he/they. pls be nice to me and i'll do the same online: [x] offline: [] school: on break until september drafts: ??? asks: 0 memes: 0

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soooo i’m alive? but uh yeah, got a new blog still working on transferring muses, but i’d be down for some plots here. tbh i’m super down for anything smutty, i’d love to sharpen my rusty angst skills as well. like this & i’ll come plot with you.

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louisebclcher:

am i on fire ? she thought to herself when the girl’s lips pressed against her, no of course not that makes no sense but wow i - trailing off as her mind tried to decipher the warmth that flooded her body. “ are all kisses like that ? ” she mumbled softly not realizing she’d said the words out loud she gently cupped the girl’s face between her hands and tugged her back towards her, for science of course. as their lips crashed together she could feel her face burning again but it was hard to notice when there where so many other feelings bubbling up inside her body. 

losa was too dazed to know how to respond. her head was spinning, eyes slightly out of focus. everything in her was tingling from her forehead to her lips, to the tips of places she didn’t often thing about. an airy giggle left her lips as she felt hands on her cheeks and eyes focused back on the beautiful girl in front of her...who was kissing him and petite arms wrapped around her waist so she could shuffle closer as they kissed. a tiny whimper left her lips as a particularly violent jolt of foreign pleasure swept through her body, starling her enough to pull away. blushing immediately, soft apologizes bubbled from her lips and large doe eyes grew wide with fear that she’d messed this all up. “....please don’t go.”

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sooooo wow....i’m alive and miss writing, anyone wanna do something while i revamp my blog?

[setheverman]

okay so what’s the mood for june?

[ussewa]

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spilledinkisms:

the moment he felt robyn tense up in his grip is when trigger could feel a spark of anger surge inside of him, knowing that his unanswered question was responded to just by her reaction. he couldn’t wrap his head around somebody hurting robyn, couldn’t understand why she wouldn’t have told him as soon as something had happened to her so he could handle it, but the last thing he wanted was for robyn to think his anger was directed at her so he simply stayed quiet and waited for some kind of explanation before he launched into his questions. he hadn’t expected what robyn was going to tell him though, he had no way to prepare for the onslaught of emotions running through him as she opened up more and more to him about what she had went through and how much pain she was in because of it. the sobs she let out broke his heart and coupled with her clinging to him and how exhausted she seemed he found his eyes filling with tears as he clenched his jaw, sadness and pure anger fueling him. “ry… baby,” he whispers to her, moving his head closer to hers while she’s still burrowed into his chest, “that’s never going to happen to you again. nobody is ever gonna touch you or hurt you like that ever again, you hear me? and if i ever find out who did that to you…” he trails off for a moment, voice growing rough as anger washes over him, mind already traveling to the horrible things he would do to the person who hurt her and anyone who would even try to go after robyn now. kissing the top of her head and pulling her even closer, trig’s voice is soft but firm as he says to her, “i got you, ry. i promise.”

she could tell he was angry, it was never really hard with braxton, especially not for her. after all, it would feel like almost a sham to say he was her best friend, if she couldn’t read his moods and body language. tears were still trickling down her cheeks as she sought some sort of comfort in his arms but her walls were still up, her back was tense and she let out a bitter sigh. “if you ever find you, i’m never gonna find out, the changes of me...remembering anything are slim to none. there isn’t shit to be done and i...” her voice closed off and she just leaned into his grip again, shaking with a whirlwind of emotions and no way to know how to weather the storm. the only relief was she knew she dind’t have to do it alone. “i love you, brax.” the words were whispered and hoarse but she meant them. whether or not she meant to say them out loud? that’s a whole other story. 

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scvageisms:

“ um c-can i sleep here. ” she stammered though she’d been trying her hardest to be brave but if there was one thing that always made her heart fall into her stomach it was a thunderstorm. “ i-i’m not scared or anything - ” the thunder clapped overhead and she jumped running over to their bed. “ okay um…maybe i’m a little scared. ”

ro couldn’t help the giggle that left her at bubbles’ brave act, knowing better by the sweet stammer that left her lips. blushing just slightly at her own thoughts, she looked away and stretched a little closing her eyes for a second. only to open them as the other femme is running over, a soft smile crossing her lips as she patted the bed next to her. “c’mere, little one. you can always sleep here and it’s okay to be scared. i used to be scared of thunderstorms too.”

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spilledinkisms:

if it was any other time trigger might’ve told robyn to slow down on how much she was smoking, knowing it wouldn’t take a lot to get her feeling too good, but after how upset she had been and how much it seemed like she’d been dealing with something that was stressing her out he figured she needed all of the relaxation she could get and he wouldn’t stop her. as she placed the blunt between his lips he took a long drag from it as he held robyn closer, eyes falling shut as he feels her lips returning to his neck and the nip to his skin and letting out another groan at the feeling. they were always handsy with each other, that wasn’t a strange concept with the two of them, but her kissing on him like this could only be the effects of the weed hitting her too much, and even though he figured she was too out of her head to even realize what she was doing he wasn’t going to stop her giving him that affection. his mood was back up and everything felt good between them, it was only when she spoke and had time to really think over her words that he started to sober up a bit, glancing down at robyn with worried eyes and saying, “ry, i wouldn’t ever hurt you at all. you know that…” but he quickly takes in the rest of her words and continues, “and what does ‘like that’ mean? did someone do something to you that i don’t know about? someone tried to hurt you?” 

robyn wasn’t sure what she was going to do, the groan that left his lips only serving to make her smile against his skin, small hands gripping on to the back of his shirt. normally, she wouldn’t go this far but brax was too much of a softie to ever hurt her and as much as she liked to put on a distrustful facade, she knew braxton actually cared about her well being and happiness. she cuddled up against him, feeling her heart drop a bit at his comment and the feeling only worsened with his continued questioning. her eyes watered again and it took her a second to realize that her nails were digging through his shirt and her breathing was fast but once she did, it was like you could see the walls go back up and her voice went soft and dead. eyes were closed as she spoke, face twisted between an emotionless void & a grimace. “someone...long story short, i woke up somewhere i didn’t go naked and alone. there were condoms in a trash can and i still can’t remember that night. nothing.” robyn shook her head, trying not to think too hard about all of the things bubbling under the surface and buried her face in his chest as her shoulders finally broke with sobs. “i don’t...i can’t sleep if i’m not with you cause i wake up alone and i get so scared that i won’t be where i remember.” the words were half muffled but you could see her shoulders sag with exhaustion.

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exhalcdvibes:

she hadn’t even realised she’d been holding her breath until a quiet gasp left her lips as losa pressed a kiss to her hand, her heart skipped a beat and it felt like a nest of caterpillars can crawled out of their cocoons and were trying to break out of her stomach. “ i - um i’m n-nik. ” she stammered she was sure her face had turned pink by now but still she couldn’t break her gaze. 

it was like something was ignited in her chest as the gasp slipped through the air, smiling against the skin her lips were pressed to. it was a moment before losa pulled away and she did with a small stifled smile, the corner of her bottom lip tucked behind her teeth. “nik.” rosy lips said the name with such care, a certain inexplicable tenderness and she smiled again, brown eyes bright. she didn’t think about taking a first step but she did. it wasn’t like her. “i...” the words trailed off and she leaned up, hand still grasping hers as she pressed the softest kiss to her lips. her breathing hitched, not expecting to feel a spark and then just warmth, everywhere. it was almost overwhelming as she rocked back onto flat feet, a burning red blush flooding her cheeks.

[d0nn0]

Just a reminder to check if you are accidentally using your data and not your wifi so you can swap back over

[mylifebeyondlogic]

For the love of god reblog this to be a decent member of society

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The sun is within me, and so is the moon.

Kabir, “There’s A Moon Inside My Body” (via wordsnquotes)

[deactivated56778990-deactivated]

Forget about prince charming. Go for the wolf. He can see you better, hear you better and eat you better.

Wolf’s angel (via but-you-promisedx)

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indigenoxs:

“Marcus, if you don’t open this damn door!” Monet called out, banging on his door again. It was the middle of the night and she knew how this looked. She and her recent ex weren’t exactly known for their healthy relationship, which was why they had split up. But now, a month later, she knew what she knew and she had to tell him. “I’m pregnant, you stupid son of a bitch!” she shouted, banging again. Normally she would be embarrassed at this display in his hallway, but she was too tired, and much too angry to care. The door opened, but instead of seeing him, she saw his brother. Confusion covered her features. “Where is he?" 

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adrian wasn’t exactly sure to do when he heard a femme voice call out for a marcus but after a second or two, he realized that might be the name tonio gives out. his brother was something he’d never quite understand. the lack of empathy/remorse was concerning and that was coming from him. however, hazel eyes widened exponentially at her next shouted words and at that point ade rushed to the door, opening it and then his heart flipped. “he’s out somewhere, didn’t want to tell me much.” the words were quiet and the older male didn’t know what to say for a second before extending his hand. “c’mon, you and peanut can hang out inside with me.” the nickname for the child, was unexpected and adrian didn’t even see it coming himself. after all, he wasn’t the biggest fan of kids. 

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coxgitando:

Shipping Call - Send me one if you want to plot one or more of these

💚 - friendship 💙 - kinship ( blood or symbolic familial bond ) 💔 - past relationship 💜 - hateship ( they hate each other but can’t stay away ) 💛 - hateship ( enemies ) 💟 - friends with benefits ❤ - romantic relationship

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spilledinkisms:

the feeling of being wrapped in nix’s arms had a smile threatening to break out on carter’s face as he rested his head on the older male’s shoulder, sighing softly at the other’s hand stroking his back. he didn’t have the heart to correct nix’s assumption of his loss of time, happy that the male attributed it to his work instead of his mood drop distracting him from everything around him, but at the very least he was able to keep some kind of facade up to keep nix from worrying. his eyes met phoenix’s when the other spoke and he let a small smile come to his face at the other’s words, saying to him sincerely, “you don’t realize how much you make better for me by just being here. you don’t think you do, but you do so much for me, nix… it means everything to me.”

his heart did flips as carter sighed and the more the other male as around, the softer nix’s heart had become. there was almost no one in his life that came close to how he felt about bones. turquoise eyes seemed to sparkle for a second as he looked at the other and a soft chuckle left his lips. shaking his head, nix reached out to brush his fingers against carter’s cheek. “well, then we’re even because you mean everything to me.” and his words were true, a fact that made some of his hairs stand on end and his skin tingle but phoenix also knew it was the truth. looking at carter, his main urge was to wrap him in a hug and never let go but another part of nix, perhaps the part hidden by the sparkle, wanted nothing more than to lean in and kiss the other.

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okay but pls give me threads for rick, fao and émie? like for a starter and i’ll ask you which of the three you want! also open to poly ship ideas.

they’re ( respectively ) my golden hearted architect/gardener who dances on the side, grumpy bartender but also talented musician with self image issues and selectively mute snake loving potion making witchy bby.

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hazel eyes widened at the sight in front of him. of fuckin’ course. vitani’s teacher would be seated in front of him and a light rose red blush flooded his cheeks. this was just a bit more mortifying now. but it also caused a weird shiver down his spine and that’s how he knew that he was going to hell. some part of him was getting a thrill out of this.