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my fav list is probably longer than this post but my top 3 characters are rei, izumi and natsume! some of my other favs include leo, koga, ritsu, hiyori and hinata. undeadp & knightsp (mostly!).
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i've been reading something about this エスプリ (esupuri) project / unit thing and i'm a bit confused as i really haven't been keeping up with the main story in enstars in quite some time
if someone can explain what's going on to me that'd be really appreciated!! ; v ; i feel like i'm missing on some really important context...
hiii i saw your latest post and wanted to say that i'll fully support any new writings you'll make! 🫶 i reread your knights x reader stuff pretty often and they never fail to make me giggle and kick my feet like a schoolgirl >< 💕💕 (hoped there was more tsukasa tho 👉👈)
looking forward to more x reader stuff if you decide to continuee 🥺 and i wish you better healthh 🙏
waaa thank you!! that's exactly the intended efect ; v ; <3 i hadn't realized just how little i've written for kasakun until you mentioned it aaaa need to get that fixed some time!!
this one especifically makes me soooo soft. every time castle of my heart plays i keep thinking about him...
hi i see that you dont really write enstars x reader stuff anymore which is ok! but i just read most of what u wrote (especially leo's) and i just wanna say that im thankful!! i really like your writing 🥹🥹 thank u!
hii!! i am so grateful for this so thank YOU!! it feels really rewarding to see there's people reading my old stuff and taking their time to send little things like this!! i promise it is really really validating as a writer to see not everyone is a like-and-run kind of enjoyer (❁´◡`❁) like yeah we all enjoy content in different ways but i love love love receiving any little "i liked it" kind of thing, totally makes my day!!
a little more info about the blog under the cut (i am once again rambling but this time it might be interesting!)
i need to say i haven't posted stuff in a while but i haven't stopped thinking daily about enstars, it's just health that has gotten in the way ;; especially leo. oh leo. i've fallen even deeper for leo oh gosh. actually, the last poll i made was meant to be some sort of way to,, test the waters. maybe. for a little comeback and revamp i've had prepared for ages (i even have new graphics!! yay!!)
a lot of the friends i have made in here have moved on to different things (big kiss to my enstars moots i love you) and i'm just. unsure if people do genuinely enjoy this because i have a million ideas (are they mostly knights related? maybe) and i'd like to get back into writing and doing requests but sometimes it feels a little lonely. like you're just talking to the void and hoping for a little wave back www
so if this is an idea anyone would be interested it would be super nice if you could comment maybe? i want to get a big, chunky signal i can't ignore (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) pretty please make some noise so that i know i'm not talking to the wall again?
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hi! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) just wanted to run a quick poll with something i've been asking myself for a bit... is there currently a demand for blogs like this one? (enstars x reader). i sometimes get likes in older posts so i wonder if people do still enjoy this kind of content and are quiet about it or whether it's just. not really that much of a thing anymore? please vote and reblog if you can!
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hi! (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) just wanted to run a quick poll with something i've been asking myself for a bit... is there currently a demand for blogs like this one? (enstars x reader). i sometimes get likes in older posts so i wonder if people do still enjoy this kind of content and are quiet about it or whether it's just. not really that much of a thing anymore? please vote and reblog if you can!
do you like enstars x reader blogs?
yes (i often interact with this kind of content)
neutral (i enjoy it occasionally but don't really interact)
after an extremely successful promotion of their newest CD, knights finally get their highly anticipated summer break! and so, they decide to go for a beach day together. chaos and shenanigans ensue!
or my personal rendition of what knights enjoys doing at the beach <3 lowkey inspired by the newest event! i haven't found any translations, though, so everything here is completely made up and self indulgent (｡･∀･)ﾉ
LEO TSUKINAGA;
✦ leo !! is !! excited !! he is everywhere and nowhere at the same time. he’s getting a tan, he’s swimming, he’s playing beach volleyball with whoever is willing to deal with him. he’s just. extremely energized.
✦ blink twice and by the time someone asks “where is leo” ritsu is buried with sand up to his neck and the waves are reaching closer and closer, with leo laughing like a maniac, running in the opposite direction. he’s a tiny orange menace terrorizing everyone at his reach ( ‵▽′)ψ
✦ that is until arashi brings out the snacks. leo manages to hear the wrappers opening even though he is in the entire opposite corner of the beach and suddenly he is the most well behaved, nicest angel on heart (he is hungry. running takes energy, you know!)
✦ so they end up having an impromptu snack picnic, hoping this will give everyone their well deserved leo break (™)... which lasts as much as the snacks do. after some resting and chatting, leo is excited to try so much more stuff! he starts talking about how there must be some sort of hidden treasure in this beach because, you know. it’s next to the sea. there must be some pirates who forgot their stuff around here, right?
✦ and so, leo’s exploration team is born! together with tsukasa, he starts walking up and down the beach to try and find as many “treasures” as possible. what qualifies as a treasure is debatable but for leo, anything that’s shiny, pretty or simply caughts his eye when he’s in the right mood is good enough to be called a treasure!
IZUMI SENA;
✦ izumi is irritated. first of all he probably had to drive everyone here pulling out his dependable big brother card (and because no way in hell he would let leo drive anyone anywhere, does he even have a license? he’s not risking it). second of all, the sun is awful for his skin. if he stays in the sun for more than a few hours he gets burnt like a crab so you can bet he ain’t moving from under that big umbrella unless extremely necessary.
✦ as soon as everyone proposes something that makes izumi go from point A (under the umbrella, nice and comfy) to B (under the scorching sun) he pulls down his sunglasses the slightest bit and proceeds to glare at whoever suggested that. and it works... sometimes. not most of the time.
✦ much to his own dismay, izumi does love the sea. the ocean. big masses of water he can swim in? that sounds great. but you need to go through the beach to jump into the water and this stupidly warm summer weather… i’m not saying he understands ritsu but he definitely understands ritsu the very first moment he steps into the hot sand. ew, hot.
✦ as soon as the sun starts to lower a bit more in the sky, izumi loses no time to jump into the water. and exactly then he becomes the embodiment of the “out here living my best life” “leo is drowning” “this ain’t about him” meme. don’t disturb him, don’t bother him: he is genuinely happy for once <3
RITSU SAKUMA;
✦ ritsu is the one who was strongly opposing the idea of going to the beach. and now that he’s here he’s not enjoying it too much, truth be told. it’s hot, bright and it’s hard to sleep when leo keeps screaming every 5 seconds. so he has found the perfect spot under the umbrella, sunglasses on while sharing whatever fancy drinks izumi brought with him. you walk next to them and they give off “big influencer/rich kids” vibes
✦ trying to run away from the chaos, he gets one of those extremely big floaties and proceeds to take the nicest nap in the middle of the sea. it’s hot but the water is colder so it makes for a good balance… the waves move nice and slowly and ritsu drifts off to sleep once again~ he will probably wake up in the middle of the sea, slightly confused and most definitely half asleep. wait. he knows how to swim, right…?
✦ all throughout the day he receives a couple of worried calls from the ritsu sakuma protection squad (namely, rei and mao) who are quite worried about the idea of ritsu on the beach for an entire day. ritsu doesn’t pick up a single one of his brother’s calls, rolling his eyes and muttering just how annoying he can be, but the moment he gets a text from mao he is already typing an answer, complaining about the beach and how lonely he feels. wouldn’t it be nice, right, if mao could come by for a bit~ pretty please with a cherry on top~ (it didn’t work)
✦ ritsu gets happier as soon as the sun starts hiding, since beach afternoons can be very nice. the sand doesn’t burn anymore and seeing the sunset has an extremely soothing effect. he’s the first one to propose a good night splash with everyone, now that he actually has some energy to swim. oooor he can get leo to push his floatie from behind so he can enjoy the night without doing any effort. 11/10 would surely recommend!
ARASHI NARUKAMI;
✦ arashi, just like izumi, is a bit conscious of the sun hurting her skin but! this won’t stop her from getting her well deserved hot girl summer <3 so she’s out here in the sun with a cute swimsuit just enjoying the day and taking cute pics with everyone.
✦ i can totally picture her with a cute sunhat and one of those flowy shawls looking like the absolute queen she is. arashi absolutely rocking it. best dressed by far! (❁´◡`❁)
✦ arashi is excited by the idea of eating together at the beach so she has made all the necessary reservations to get lunch (and maybe even dinner!) in a nearby place. not only that but she had brought a nice assortment of snacks and cold drinks to make sure everyone has a good time.
✦ she joins leo’s exploration team (namely, leo and tsukasa playing damage control to make sure he won’t bother anyone) in the search of little treasures that they can take home. she likes to walk near the sea looking for cute seashells and she insists on making friendship bracelets for everyone. matching bracelets with all the different shapes of little sea shells so that they can remember their free day together! something nice and sweet that they can carry around easily!
TSUKASA SUOU;
✦ tsukasa is genuinely excited but he makes a conscious effort to calm himself down a bit even though he hasn’t seen the sea in ages. it’s all very beautiful and the idea of making new memories with his friends sounds so wonderful…! his eyes are all nice and sparkly and he hasn’t even realized until arashi kindly points it out. oops
✦ after some wandering around the beach and trying to get leo to sit down for five minutes, tsukasa finds one of those small stalls where they sell cold soda and io and behold. ice creams. by the time he wants to stop himself and wonder whether he should have a small ice cream (just for tasting) in his hands there is one big cornet with three big ice cream balls of different flavors, stacked one on top of the other. and by the time he goes back to where everyone is hanging out there are only a few crumbs left. oh well. no hints no crime! (says the boy with strawberry ice cream all over his lips. you won’t be able to hide this one, mister!)
✦ tsukasa is excited to try his hand at making sandcastles. and i’m not talking about the simple type kids at the beach make, no: tsukasa wants a 24 bedroom, 8 bathroom classic european style castle and won’t stop until he gets something that resembles his idea! but as usual, beginnings are hard (especially when it’s your first time building something)
✦ so tsukasa’s initial castle doesn’t. look much like a castle. local creative expert leo tsukinaga called him something like a “slump of sand” to which ritsu added that it looked like a pillow. and tsukasa sighed. deeply. and that sense of upperclassmenness deeply rooted in each and every one of the knights members surfaced after seeing tsukasa’s frustrated expression. they knew better than anyone that he wouldn’t give up just like that but… sometimes a little bit of help it’s all it takes.
✦ and so a beautiful castle with 5 different sections was born! looking at it from every angle you can tell there was a joint effort on making it look a bit more cohesive but it still retains all of the members distincts personalities. arashi added some colorful shells to decorate the windows, to which leo decided to doodle music and small notes all over the surface of their castle. it’s a mess but it’s a really beautiful mess. and seeing tsukasa’s honest smile after all the hard work definitely paid off in the end <3
Hii i love love your works and read them from time to time... Please don't deactivate this account, because i really love everything here :> 💗 i hope you're taking care of yourself over there! xoxo
thank youuuu!! i love hearing that people like to read my stuff again aaaa (i do that too sometimes www) also i don't think i'd ever have the heart of deactivating this account because it's really dear to my heart and has a lot of good memories with friends so don't worry about it <3
i've been working hard at actively taking care of myself for these past months and it's slowly getting better... very very slowly but every little improvement is great, right? my health is still wonky as ever but i need to keep trying! ♪(´▽｀)
thank you to all the people that reblog my stuff even after so long, especially those of you that add a comment (even in tags) because i read everything and i get very soft seeing my work is still liked T v T <33
emerges hello can i maybe request mao and ritsu with a crush hcs ,,, thank you!!
hi hi hi crush hcs are so cute thank you!! o((>ω< ))o i wasn't planning to post this until tomorrow but you know what,, take this as a special nya present for her bday. because i love writing for ritsu and mao sooooo much (❁´◡`❁)
✧ mao, ritsu | crush hcs ✧
RITSU SAKUMA;
✦ congratulations! you have now upgraded from human being to ritsu sakuma's favorite pillow! new benefits include extra ritsu time and extra cuddles! an offer you can’t resist (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
✦ everyone knows of ritsu’s cat antics but what they don’t know is that he becomes even more of a cat when you’re around. a cute but clingy cat that will whine nonstop until you pay him enough attention… or what he deems as enough attention which is,, quite a lot actually! he won’t hesitate to ask for cuddles or headpats or just lay his head on your lap and get himself comfortable, saying that you’re warm and comfy so you need to pay the consequences. that is, you won’t be moving until he’s done with his 45345th nap of the day <3
✦ up to a certain point, you can somehow take it as ritsu liking you quite a bit. because, you know, it’s ritsu. it’s ritsu esque to be more clingy with his friends! spending so much time together, you’ve definitely seen how he acts with mao so you have kind of normalized that he’s like that with close friends. and you find it really cute too, being good friends with ritsu.
✦ because you’re. you’re just friends, right? right. that’s the reason ritsu keeps calling out for you when he feels like it, dramatically draping his arms around your shoulders and saying that he’s soooooo tired. will you be a sweetheart and carry him to a comfy place to nap? yes. aren’t you the nicest (*˘︶˘*)♡
✦ people who are close to ritsu know that he is absolutely crazy about you but even ritsu himself is just. wondering. a lot of things on his mind, you see. you keep reappearing on his dreams every so often and he’s even more distracted than usual. it’s getting to the point that whenever he hears your voice his heart beats just a tiny bit faster. and ritsu can’t get used to it. what’s this fluffy fuzzy feeling on his chest every time you pat his head? when you tell him that he did a good job? well, he has always liked praise but this time it’s different…
✦ and this is when an accidental conversation with his beloathed older brother sheds some light into the issue, as he sees how ritsu’s eyes light up at the mere sight of you. “ritsu? i think you are in love with them”. wow first of all it feels wrong to hear rei out of all people trying to give him romance tips. nope. no way he’s listening. but ritsu would be lying if he didn’t say that this puts even more things on his mind.
✦ he wants to… keep you close. really really close. you fit in his arms just right so why can’t you stay there for a bit longer? he’ll get even whinier when you say that you have matters to attend to and cling to you like a koala. just a bit longer please. let him feel your warmth for just five more minutes, as you play with his hair and he drifts off to dreamland again.
✦ you see, in his dreams he’s confessed already and you’re living an awesome married life with your 4 cats. so don’t be too surprised if the more ritsu falls for you the more he starts asking seemingly innocent questions like “would you rather live in the contryside or the city?” or “how many cats are you willing to adopt”. he’s making future plans, just don’t mind him too much, okay? ♪(´▽｀)
MAO ISARA;
✦ mao is one of those people that are talented at hiding their crush even when they’re head over heels for you. and believe me, mao is crushing hard. he does show his love, but it’s so nicely hidden and wrapped under his usual gentle personality that most people would brush it off as him being a caring friend. and just that. but they couldn’t be any way further away from the truth!
✦ that’s because mao is really unsure about confessing and doesn’t want to pressure you either. so he turns into being super duper nice! he’s always looking out for you. you had to stay a bit longer to finish some work? he’s treating you to a nice coffee. you need something from the vending machine but you're too busy? don't worry he already got you something. mao's attention to detail is spotless!
✦ mao believes that, until he gets the courage to confess, he wants you to be able to trust him with anything that might be worrying you. late afternoons when you’re both done for the day at around the same time, casually walking around together when the sun is about to set. a lonely pair of swings and soooo many things to share… those quiet moments together are his favourite part of the day (〃 ω 〃)
✦ crushing mao is still as overworked as regular mao, with the slight difference of him becoming a bit more grumpy when he hasn’t been able to see you in a while. yeah, yeah, the student council is really important and it takes top priority but,, he wanted to walk you home and won’t be able to see you until tomorrow… get ready for a sweet text telling you to take care while he’s finishing his work <3
✦ surprisingly, mao always manages to find some free time to spend with you. he might not have fully worked out his feelings but even if you’re just friends, he enjoys your company too much. he wants to make as many cute memories together as he can! and if he manages to win you over while he’s at it then… (●ˇ∀ˇ●)
✦ remember how i said that he’s good at hiding his feelings? ritsu found him staring at you once and hasn’t let him live ever since then. their hangouts are far and in between because ritsu will always always ask him if he’s taken the big step. to which mao will always always answer that he needs more time. and ritsu will go saying that if he keeps waiting so much he’ll grow old and you won’t like him anymore. mao is now worried to find any white hairs peeking </3
✦ all in all mao thinks that taking his time for this kind of situation is very important. but it’s also extremely hard. you two spend a surprising amount of time together whether it’s working or going out or just meeting randomly in the street. the day mao saw you on comfy clothes, almost running into each other as you were buying groceries? he almost had a heart attack (*/ω＼*)
✦ i’m a firm believer that deep down mao is a huge, huge romantic, so he’ll ask to take pictures when you’re together, to keep “a receipt of the good memories!” and who could say no to such a bright and lovely smile? mao is begging his heart to keep quiet as he gets closer to you, his free hand on your shoulder as he takes the cutest selfie of you two. oh gosh, he really needs to do something with his feelings, doesn’t he?
now that it's been a few hours,, how's everyone feeling about the new cards? because i went absolutely insane over izumi and i haven't recovered yet. i don't think i ever will ; w ; <33
congrats for 100 followers!! for the event can i request prompt 20 with ritsu?
there’s something about writing for ritsu that puts me in such a soft and romantic mood,, i keep making his scenarios fluffier and cuter every day and i don’t regret my choices (❁´◡`❁) he’s definitely one of my favourite characters to write for <33
✧ ritsu + 20: You make me feel safe ✧
“Mhm… Morning…” Ritsu’s sleepy whispers goes past your ears as the sweetest greeting, his arms taking hold of your waist once again.
“It’s way past morning now, sleepyhead” you whisper, bopping Ritsu’s nose. He’s still half asleep, yawning and trying to rub his eyes. At times like this (and most of the time, but especially now) Ritsu reminds you so much of a cat. A lazy, oversized cat that lives for naps and cuddles, with your lap being his favourite place for casual sleeping. Your lap, your side, your chest: anywhere as long as he gets to rest in you.
You catch him staring at you, his little fangs peaking a bit as he yawns once again.
“I was right… Your lap is so comfy…~” Pressing his cheek against that same place, he proceeds to hug you with a lazy smile, “You’re my favourite pillow...”
“Is that so? It doesn’t look that soft, though...” You mumble, looking at Ritsu. He has closed his eyes once again and has brought one of your hands to his head. You quickly notice the hint and play with his hair, patting his head. He’s almost purring.
“There’s just so much more. See, it’s not just about being comfortable… Hm...” Ritsu’s lips press against your hand as he gives some more thought to his answer. He repositions his head so he can lock eyes with you.
After a few headpats, he continues.
“Being around you… Is like napping under a fluffy blanket in winter. It’s so soft and comforting… the kind of thing you don’t want to let go, hm?” he whispers, slowly standing up just to sit next to you and rest against your shoulder. His hands wrap around your waist as he presses a soft kiss to your cheek, “You make me feel safe. You’re… like home to me. So I’m never, ever letting you go, okay?
This time, Ritsu kisses your lips with his usual gentleness. Soft and careful but still not letting go of his hold, keeping you close to him as he whispers one last sentence against your ear.
Greetings there~!
Not sure if I'm allowed but can I request an AU? If so then can I request a 2wink soulmate AU separate. If I can't request an Au then I would like some dating HC for 2wink. I'm a bit nervous since it's my first time request here. Umm thank you for reading this.
hiiiii wave waveヾ(•ω•`)o first of all i’m sorry that it’s taken me like,, i know how long it’s taken me and i’m sure you know too, anonnie I’M SORRYYYY
but please let me tell you that this idea has been in my head for months and i love your request sooooo much but no matter how much i wrote i didn’t seem to be satisfied with it? maybe because there’s so little 2wink content out there that i wanted to do my boys justice <3 i made a huge research on soulmate AUs just so i could get some nice ideas for them ehehe
anyways! sorry for the ramble but tldr; i’m in love with your idea and i loved writing this so much!! ♪(´▽｀) it is a tiiiny bit less “fluff overload” than i usually write so i hope you enjoy !! <33
✧ 2wink | soulmate AU ✧
HINATA AOI;
✧ people can feel everything their soulmate feels
Hinata loves having a soulmate so much, even if you haven’t met yet. It just feels right. Every time he closes his eyes, if he focuses well enough, a gentle warmth envelops him. A faint aroma in the distance, sounds he can’t quite put his finger on. A soft yet firm beating of a heart that isn’t his own.
Everything you see, he sees soft blurs of colours of. Everything you touch, it feels right under his fingers, like covered by a soft blanket. But your feelings. He can feel each and every one of your emotions like they are his own, to the point he sometimes can’t tell if it is your happiness he is feeling or is it just his.
Everything you feel, your soulmate can feel it too. When Hinata found out about this, he swore to himself to never be sad. He would always have fun, live to the fullest and enjoy himself every single day so you wouldn’t have to deal with sad emotions because of him. They say emotions are a mirror of each other’s souls and Hinata wants to show only the best side of himself.
When he feels your sadness, he focuses on the good parts of his day. Sometimes it’s silly things like that new chocolate muffin he tried out or that cute puppy he saw on the street. It feels like the gentle flame of a candle, warm and comforting. When you’re having a really bad day, Hinata thinks of how grateful he is to have a brother like Yuta, of how much he cares for his friends. Your sadness blows away, like clouds in summer.
He cares for you so much, even if he doesn’t even know your name. He cares.
Maybe that is the reason you have fallen for him.
Not because you are soulmates but because you care for each other.
Maybe that is the reason that you’re running from your house in the late afternoon, your heart —his heart— pounding in your chest. Because you care.
You have seen blurs of green and sand, what you can recognise as a familiar park just a couple blocks down the road. There’s cold air blowing his hair as you feel sand escaping between his fingers. Your chest rising up and down so fast, tears close to form under your eyes. He feels sad. It is a deep sadness, the kind you have only managed to catch glimpses of every once in a while. But this time it is there, present.
And you aren’t going to let him deal with those sad feelings on his own.
You rush into the park and the soft sound at the back of your mind feels closer than before. A swing. Your legs can barely catch up with your mind, already running towards the swing set in the middle of the park.
It is then that you see him. That you feel him. And you are absolutely sure that he has done the exact same thing, judging by the green eyes that are staring right into yours.
“You…” He whispers, a hand grasping the chain of the swing as he tries to stand up. You breathe in, keeping the tears to yourself as the slight feeling of happiness starts spreading through your body.
“Hi. I’m here for you.” You whisper back, pretty much tackling him. With your arms around his neck, it takes Hinata a couple of seconds to realize what you mean with those words and hug you back, pressing his forehead against yours. There’s a soft smile in his lips as he traces circles in your back.
“I wasn’t expecting you to find me. Especially not today,” he says, closing his eyes for a moment. You brush a strand of orange hair from his face. His voice is warm and sweet, just like he sounded in your dreams. A gentle hand cups your cheek and it feels like your heart will burst out of your chest.
Happiness, excitement, hope.
Many feelings that you don’t know who they belong to, mingled with one another as you’re finally together.
YUTA AOI;
✧ people see in greyscale until they meet their soulmate
People say the whole world looks different when you find love —when you find your soulmate. Everything comes to life at last, turning from black and white to a myriad of colours. How do colours feel like? How does meeting your soulmate for the first time feel like? Yuta can’t wait to experience that kind of sensation at last. Is there really someone else out there that is made for him? What do they look like? What will the world look like, as soon as he falls in love? Yuta has many questions in his mind he doesn’t dare to ask, afraid that it won’t be but a fantasy in his head.
Because he is still a bit unsure after all. He isn’t that special or cool. He doesn’t want to disappoint his soulmate either. Will they think that he’s too bland? He doesn’t have that many interesting things about himself and he’s pretty sure that, given the chance, they would probably like someone brighter. Like his brother.
Those kind of ideas linger in Yuta’s head much more often than he would like to admit but he quickly shakes it off. He always keeps his hopes up. He has to keep his hopes up. If you are his soulmate then he is sure —he wants to be sure— that you will be able to understand him. As soon as you meet and start experiencing the new world together, learning new things about the other and maybe even hopefully falling in love.
Yuta smiles. Maybe he is a bit of a romantic after all. Because how will you even meet? There’s a million possible scenarios and his mind has been coming up with new ideas every single day. After all, there’s no way to tell when you’ll see each other for the first…
...time.
It’s so casual it feels silly. When he feels you bump against his shoulder because he was fantasizing, again, about your future together. Yuta blurts an apology and bows his head, but he is soon looking at your eyes. Your eyes. Their colour.
It’s like the entire world has come to life again. The sky is soft, everything around him is bright and cheerful. And you. Oh, you look so much more beautiful than he could have ever imagined. Not only is he seeing you for the first time but he’s also seeing the world for the first time. At last, everything feels complete.
Yuta doesn’t even realize how long you’ve been staring at each other until you raise your voice.
“I— H-Huh, I think.... ” You mumble, pointing at each other with a finger. He finds your sudden shyness so endearing, even when his own cheeks are completely flushed. It is then that you smile and his heart leaps. Oh. How can he even resist?
“Yuta.” He answers, even before he has time to process all those thoughts, “M-My name. Yuta Aoi.”
A soft pause as you look at each other once again, curiosity getting the best of both of you. He finds enough courage to continue with his words.
“I— W-Would you like to… have lunch together?”
When you smile again, nodding your head slightly, Yuta can’t help but join in your smile too. He wants to talk to you for hours as you slowly find out every single detail about each other. Not because you’re soulmates but because he is truly interested in everything you can show him, in everything he can show you. You might be made for each other but Yuta is sure that there is so much more to it.
