I like how the journey to becoming a full-blown, out of control, fat feedee is so predictable
As new-comers to this space, dipping your toes into the water and trying out this feedee thing…
You feel like you would never end up as fat as all of those BBWs in your feed.
You feel that losing the weight would be easy for you. After all, you’ve got a fast metabolism and you’ve always been fit.
You feel like you’re different, like you’re special, like you’re immune to being permanently fat
So you dive in. You start to occasionally stuff yourself then take cute photos while sitting down in intentionally tight jeans - To exaggerate how chubby your belly is.
You get showered in praise, encouragement and even… Humiliation. You find yourself so excited at the humiliation.
Getting turned on by being humiliated for being fat, it just feels so taboo… So naughty….
For you it feels like exotic roleplay - because you’re still not fat yet and can still easily hide your belly for everyday life.
But still, the words of humiliation thrill you.
You gain 10 pounds. Then 20 pounds.
You start actually becoming Fat.
So you disappear. Delete your tumblr. You start dieting and working for that 3 month transformation back to your fit body.
That didn’t quite work out as you thought, did it?
You did work hard and lost 10 pounds.
But then you slipped up. You started enjoying yourself. Those subconscious thoughts that tumblr instilled in your mind unknowingly encourage you to treat yourself. Eat what you want, while feeling good about it.
You’re back on Tumblr. You’ve regained all the lost weight and now you’re 20 pounds heavier from the time you disappeared.
You’re fat now. Not chubby. You’re fat.
Those other BBWs in your feed don’t look so big anymore.
You’re no longer the new fit girl on Tumblr, there’s cute new comers that have taken that place.
You don’t need to exaggerate your belly photos anymore. You’re fat from every angle.
Anons even make before/afters for you which shock you.
Now you regret not taking more Before Photos, you realize you really don’t actually have many Before Photos in the end - i guess you thought you’d never need them because you wouldn’t really get fat.
People encourage you to start an OnlyFans.
So you do. Gradually being fat becomes your job. You keep getting showered with praise and humiliation. You’re horny all day. You’re eating all day. Your weight gain is spiralling out of control and now your once defined jawline and angel face are fat. You’ve got a fat face and a double chin.
Your cute tummy has become a fat gut.
You look so wide and heavy. You look so fat.
You’re another Tumblr feedee. Another girl that got curious. Another girl that thought she could play around with feedism without committing.
How’s that working out for you?