Wintergirl

*DISCLAIMER* 8teen 4 feet 11 inches short This is not a diet. this is not a hobby. This is not about the eating. This is all about the eating. I don't want to be obsessed with eating. I don't want to be obsessed with not eating. This is not about losing weight. I want either life or death, not some fucked up in between. My Depression My Suicide Attempt Help Measurements [Dec 27th]: Weight:86 lbs Body Fat:16.4% Hips:28.2in Waist:22.2in Chest:30.4 Thighs:17.5in Bum:31in Arm:8.2in

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9jHlBoAMyU&feature=channel

thanks for trying to scare me into getting better or something... i guess.... i've seen this a many times before....doesnt really help me though...

[crystalrozecore]

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Finally losing again. I hope timetobethin's january challenge will help me get down past 80lbs

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I was trying to type "det" on my iPhone meaning 'it' in Swedish. But the phone kept giving me fet, fet, fet, fet. Which means fat, fat, fat, fat. Urgh, well it's the truth so....

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No matter what number, I will always see this.

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Just bought this "slimming tea" which is supposed to supress appetite. I'll see how it tastes

[gauntgirl-deactivated20110102]

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"Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no to-morrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace."

Sylvia Plath (The Bell Jar)

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I guess no one will ever love me because as they say "you have to love yourself before anyone else can love you". and how could I ever love myself?

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I just had 8 candies. But it's ok, I can go purge.

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I started taking this natural "detox" powder, because it has a laxative effect. As soon as I get money I will buy actual laxatives.

[thenocturnals]