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[oda1r]

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[oda1r]

sorry ya'll i totally forgot to say i fucked off to a different state for a bit but i'll be back tomorrow !!

[gillodec]

random OUTLANDER moments 9/♾️, 3x09

[connorwyndham]

FINNICK ODAIR, DISTRICT 4, WINNER OF THE SIXTY-FITH HUNGER GAMES

[...] but it was too late. He was already a good fighter with the spears and knives he had found in the Cornucopia. When he received a silver parachute with a trident—which may be the most expensive gift I've ever seen given in the arena—it was all over. District 4's industry is fishing. He'd been on boats his whole life. The trident was a natural, deadly extension of his arm. He wove a net out of some kind of vine he found, used it to entangle his opponents so he could spear them with the trident, and within a matter of days the crown was his.

[oda1r]

so sorry for my absence, life has been . . . life-ing

[oda1r]

finnick shares a lot with annie but he unfortunately also keeps her in the dark about quite a bit. he'd never put her in a position where he felt the capitol could think that she had information to harm them / i know that when the quell was announced that he & mags had a plan in motion once the realization kicked in.

[billykcplan]

DANNY GRIFFIN as SKY ↪  FATE: THE WINX SAGA

[oda1r]

finnick & katniss play the game annie & peeta play the capitol

[moonstoast]

@rbhvleo // roberto ferri // mothering by ainslie hogarth // rainer maria rilke // ? // planet of love by richard siken // a self portrait in letters by anne sexton // indian summer by ron hicks

[oda1r]

things that aren't talked about enough: how calm & collected that finnick seems vs his chaos & how it all exists at the same time

[existential-celestial]

Malyen Oretsev in Ruin and Rising (Leigh Bardugo)

[oda1r]

“he’s…he’s having concentration problems,” i answer. i don’t want to say he had a complete mental meltdown. ”concentration problems, eh ?” beetee smiles grimly. “If you knew what finnick’s been through the last few years, you’d know how remarkable it is he’s still with us at all.“

[ohisms]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 .    (  a  collection  of  various unsorted sentence starters .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .   no longer updating .  )

why are you here ?

drive .  drive fast .

i think we should make an informed decision .

are you coming or not ?

you’ve been avoiding me .

[ name ] ,  what were you thinking ?

this should be your priority .

let me hold you for a minute .

get out of my way .  i won’t tell you again .

that wasn’t supposed to happen .

can you keep a secret ?

i don’t know what i did to deserve you .

you seriously think i could’ve done something like that ?

you’re safe with me .

sorry isn’t good enough .

where is all this coming from ?

who told you about that ?

sorry i’m late ,  i got caught up .

you’re being paranoid .

why are you looking at me like that ?

you’re the single most important thing to me .

all i’m asking is that you hear me out .

whatever they told you ,  it’s a lie .

we shouldn’t stick around here .

hold my hand ,  i don’t want to lose track of you .

[ name ]  …  truth or dare ?

i love you .  nothing’s gonna change that .

can you tell me what happened ?

you can’t come around here anymore .

back off ,  okay ?

what ,  you don’t have time for me anymore ?

you’re asking for too much .

i’m trying to start a new life .

what do you mean ,  you aren’t coming back ?

sometimes i think you must hate me .

why can’t we just talk about this ?

i know i fucked up ,  you can stop rubbing it in .

you’ve got quite a reputation .

i’m not usually like this ,  i’m sorry .

please ,  just let me explain myself .

i love watching you work .

we’re on the same team .

did you ever tell anyone ?

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do .

really funny ,  you’re very mature .

you call THAT a PLAN ?

can we get out of here ?

i thought things would be different .

this is not up for debate !

do whatever you have to do .

karma’s going to get you for that .

it could’ve been a lot worse .

i asked you to leave me out of this .

maybe it’s time to take a leap of faith .

i never want to see you again .

can you see how many fingers i’m holding up ?

i’m gonna be there when you get what’s coming to you .

you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me .

i’ve been waiting all night for this .

i told you not to contact me .

sometimes i really think you have a death wish .

what do you need ?  —  what can i do ?

i would do literally anything to keep you safe .

that was supposed to be a secret .

you haven’t called me that in years .

stop telling me to calm down !

we make a pretty good team .

i have so much i want to say to you .

i’m not going to let anyone hurt you .

can we please not do this right now ? 

wait ,  wait  …  just breathe for a second .

how are you holding up ?

why don’t you stay the night ?  i’ll take the couch .

i don’t need your protection !

you’re not making this easier on yourself .

are you going to let me in ?

i’m supposed to be protecting you .

i will kill you if i have to .

do whatever you have to do .

this is going to hurt ,  i’m sorry .

what happened to you ,  where have you been ?!

there was nothing you could’ve done .

you’re all i need right now .

i don’t believe in love at first sight .

have you been following me ?

i need you to believe me .

what do you remember ?

i’m not a good person .

what the hell’s going on with you ?

you’re being followed .

just when i thought my day couldn’t be any worse .

i’ve been having weird dreams .

so you’ve been lying to me this whole time ?

are you trying to get us killed ?

this is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me .

i never asked for your help .

you’re being followed ,  pretend you know me .

why has it started to feel different with you ?

don’t worry ,  i have a plan .

i heard everything .

do you need to sit down ?

i have the right to know what’s going on .

i’ve just gotta catch my breath .

stay out of my business .

what did you think was going to happen ?!

don’t cause a scene .

tell me something about you that i don’t know .

can i buy you a drink ?

what if  …  we played spin the bottle ?

this was never a problem until  [ name ]  came around .

you can’t ask me to make that choice .

are you seeing anyone right now ?

i need you to listen to me ,  we don’t have long .

you’re lying ,  that doesn’t make any sense .

you look  …  stunning .

what are you trying to prove ?

who died and made you the boss of me ?

you can’t just show up here like this .

let me make it up to you .

there’s no way i’m leaving you like this .

can we stay like this ?  just for a little longer .

i don’t need you to fight for me .

so  …  you lied to me ?

you’re the only one that can help me .

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

i never introduced myself ,  i’m [ name ] .

i expected more from you .

you have no idea who i am ,  do you ?

are you real ?  is this real ?

can i stay with you ?  just for the night .

you’re going to get yourself killed .

why did you help me ?

tell me what i can do to help .

pick a card ,  any card .

i never wanted any of this .

i love you .   you don’t have to say it back .

do you wanna get out of here ?

what the hell are you talking about ?

i should have trusted you .

get your head out of the clouds .

how is any of this MY fault ?!

what aren’t you telling me ?

i can’t help you if you won’t let me .

it’s never just one with you ,  is it ?

you’re not supposed to know about that .

shut your mouth .

i haven’t kissed you yet ,  today .

where is this coming from ?

come over here and make me ,  then .

keep lying to yourself ,  see where it gets you .

i’m not a bad person .

is that what you wanted to hear ?

we can’t be seen together .

i can’t give you what you want .

i need you to leave .

are you drunk ?

i’m here ,  i’m here .  i’m not going anywhere .

you might want to take a seat for this .

have you been listening to anything i’ve said ?

i haven’t heard from you in weeks .

you’re jealous ,  aren’t you ?

who do you think you’re talking to ?

what are you reading ?

you could’ve killed me !

come on ,  we don’t have time for this .

i just need ten minutes of silence .

really ?  that’s all you have to say ?

we could leave ,  you know .  go far away .

you don’t look too good .

i never want to see you again .

why can’t you just leave me alone ?

i thought you died .

you’ll do anything for attention .

give me another chance .

how’s the weather up there ?

all you do is hurt people !

i’m sorry ,  none of this makes sense .

you need to get out of here before anyone sees you .

i told you i didn’t want you around here .

is that supposed to be a threat ?

you’ve changed .

don’t look at me like that .

it’s a beautiful day ,  don’t you think ?

i did what i had to do .

you never know when to stop .

i’ve got to get home ,  it’s getting late .

i have nothing to prove to you .

stop LYING to me  …  all you do is lie .

you don’t have to be nice to everybody .

don’t tell me what to do .

pull your head out of the past .

nobody can help me .  i can’t even help me .

we are not talking about that right now .

are you new around here ?

you have no idea what you’re starting .

i’m gonna get us out of here .

whatever you came here to say ,  i don’t want to hear it .

everyone’s staring at us .

is there anything i can do to help ?

i won’t cause you any more trouble .

– just follow my instructions for once !

do you want to come in ?

i just didn’t know what to do .

you need rest ,  lie down .

i’m not who you think i am .

i don’t know what you want me to say .

you’re not like anyone else i’ve ever met .

i feel like i’m going insane .

stop asking ,  you’re not going to like my answer .

i didn’t want you to see me any differently .

i wish i knew what to say to you .

don’t give me that look ,  you know what i mean .

you should be afraid .

do you still love me ?

i never thought i’d get this far .

the world doesn’t revolve around you .

i need you to give me some space .

i know what you’re doing ,  don’t play games .

you left me to die .

i’m beyond repentance .

when are you going to get it through your head ?

i missed you more than i thought i would .

i’m in love with you .

what do you need from me ?

i’ll kill them ,   just say the word .

[ name ] ,   what are you doing here ?

how can i help ?

you’re pathetic .

i need you to come pick me up .

where have you been ?  it’s eleven o’clock .

i couldn’t live with myself if i let you get hurt .

i can’t just pretend it didn’t happen .

you’re a real piece of work .

do you remember how we first met ?

when did all of this fall apart ?

that’s not what i came here for .

i would do anything for you .

i don’t need you to hold my hand through this .

are you sure this is the right thing to do ?

can’t we try to pretend things are okay ?

what is THAT supposed to mean ?

you’re always late ,  what am i supposed to think ?

there’s nothing you can do to fix this .

you’re far too kind to me .

can we go now ?  like ,  right now ?

i have to do this alone .

where’s your common sense ?

we aren’t supposed to be in here .

can you feel my heartbeat ?

i think i’ve seen you around before .

why are you acting weird ?

i have a really bad feeling .

i hate seeing you like this .

how am i supposed to react to that ?

what do you want most in the world ?

[oda1r]

finnick    has    a    long    wound    that    travels    around    his    neck    from    where    the    mutt    bit    &    dragged    him    away    from    the    blast,    left    in    a    puddle    of    water    near    the    sewer    gate    (    presumed    dead    until    the    sound    of    his    gurgled    breath    filled    the    silence    &    was    heard    by    a    district    13    rebel searching the area    ),    along    with    multiple    smaller    claw    marks    that    run    down    his    his    back    &    left    shoulder.    he    spent    weeks    in    a    medically    induced    coma,    which    is    why    he    is    absent    from    the    vote    &    snow    /    coin's    execution    (    annie    speaks    in    his    place,    rightfully    so    &    he    does    support    katniss'    choice    when    he    is    filled    in    later    ).    spends    longer    than    he'd    care    in    the    capitol's    care,    but    for    both    annie's    sanity    &    his    interest    in    keeping    her    less    stressed    during    her    pregnancy,    he    stays    not    without    complaint    (    he    could    be    less    than    pleasant    to    be    around    at    times    unless    it    was    annie    or    peeta    ).    when    fully    healed,    he    often    can    be    heard    cracking    jokes    with    katniss    or    johanna,    asking    them    with    tease    if    this    is    what    it    feels    like    to    no    longer    be    pretty.    but    he    carries    his    scars    with    pride    that    he    is    no    longer    a    possession    that    the    capitol    can    control,    nor    can    they    strip    him    of    the    marks    that    prove    his    survival.    his    return    to    district    four    is    bittersweet    but    his    focus    is    on    rebuilding,    creating    a    life    with    annie,    something    mags    would    be    proud    of    him    for.

[oda1r]

feel like we don't talk enough about the sheer amount of times that finnick saved people in the series but more importantly how many times he saved peeta in catching fire. he saved them both in the beginning at the cornucopia, he literally gave peeta cpr, he carried peeta through the fog when his arms weren't even working / took in so much of the fog he was immobile himself, he fought the monkeys most even after that. caught them food while they slept. he took enobaria's knife that was meant for peeta & then swan to save beetee. distracted the capitol with exposing his trauma so they could get annie, peeta, & johanna back. stopped everyone from attacking peeta. don't even get me started on the sewers.

[oda1r]

* @gamehaunt  prompted: ❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜

the    fall    into    MADNESS    was    one    that    he's    seen    before    .    .    .    the    former capitol    had    a    way    of    sinking    its    claws    into    it's prey    (    hollowing    them    out    &    leaving    NOTHING    but    a    shell    behind    ).   finnick    didn't    believe    it    to    be    the    end,    instead    could    see    the    fragments    of    the    man    that    he    had    met    months    prior    peeking    from    the    alleged    abyss.    lost    but    not    GONE,    a    haze    of    fog    filtering    over    in    a    way    that    he    was    familiar    with    (    annie    could    be    miles    away    while    standing    beside    him    ).    hands    raised    in    defense,    approaching    as    if    he    were    a    spooked    creature    in    the    woods,    voice    low    &    steady    ❛    that's    NOT    REAL.    ❜    had    found    years    ago    that    sometimes    it    was    as    simple    as    questioning    the    reality    they    were    left with    (    took    longer    to    pull    yourself    together    once    the    glass    had    shattered    ).    cautious    steps    taken forward,    not    in    regard    for    his    own    SAFETY    but    more    so    in    distress    over    the    blame    peeta    might    put    upon    himself    if    something    were    to    transpire            ❛    you're    SAFE here        .    .    .        ❜

[oda1r]

i think finnick has one of the highest kill counts out of the surviving victors