GENERATOR MEME | ACCEPTING.
It usually made her feel good, to look up into the pitch black sky, to watch the stars watch the earth, to watch them shine &&. glimmer among the twilight. It made her feel smart as if she knew something that nobody else could even THINK to contemplate. That she believed in something true that everyone else was too close minded to see. Phoebe watched as all the stars stayed in their place, they didn’t fall, nor did they move, there was no flying space crafts or echos from a life beyond those shimmering balls of gas. At least not that SHE could see.
Bringing her knees to her chest, eyes moved from the sky to Prasong &&. back again, searching for some sign, some proof that she wasn’t INSANE like everyone liked to pretend she was. To prove that, though she had very little evidence; that what she thought was real was WORTH having faith in. To prove to him that she wasn’t CRAZY, or stupid or someone who just wants to be ‘outside the norm’. She had no reason to prove herself &&. Phoebe knows that best of all, but with all the constant “you’re wrong, phoebe.” and “there’s no such thing.” Her heart is starting to grow heavy on the subject &&. she’s wandering if there’s a POINT anymore.
They say craziness spreads, &&. there are a few who believe her; who liked to sit out under the stars &&. think of all the possibilities that lie BEYOND their dwelling place. But just like her, they get shoved down, laughed at, ridiculed for having expectations that don’t constitute an all powerful being beyond the clouds or having NO expectations at all. &&. staring at a blank sky in the cold midst of a february night; with thoughts raging of barging name callings &&. things to prove her wrong, she can’t help but take her eyes from the sky, which they usually adore, &&. bring them downward to the grass. Disheartened, embarrassed &&. doubtful
❝ I feel stupid &&. contagious. There’s nothing up there tonight, sorry, man.❞
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