there was not enough words to explain his part on their fight. it was bad that she had left but she fought for them a whole lot more than he did and he should have. regret wasn’t a feeling that dominic was used to. he didn’t really have a lot of regrets in his life but this had just become on of them. he wished he could take it back, but he couldn’t and now he didn’t even know how to face her without feeling embarrassed and immature. she shouldn’t even give him the time of her day, she was way too good for him. as she spoke, there was nothing that he could say. she wouldn’t have done what he did. truth was, he had always been intimidated by how famous she was while he wasn’t. he had always been afraid of losing her and being a joke, so the mere speculation that she might have been slipping through his fingers was enough to drive him crazy and turn him into someone that he wasn’t. a jealous and possessive guy that would rather lose the one good thing in his life instead of giving her a chance to explain just because it might not be what he wants to hear. “i highly doubt that you’d be that understanding, but you’re right. you wouldn’t do to me what i did to you. i was out of line and there’s not enough words that can make this right. i… i don’t know what to do to make it right because everything just doesn’t seem good enough to say.” he admitted, letting out a heavy sigh filled with nothing but frustration, moving to sit closer to her when she started crying. he never knew what to do in situations like that, when someone cried around him he almost wanted to cry as well. “i know. i know what i did but you didn’t make me feel good either. you made me feel awful, like i wasn’t good enough for you, like my feelings didn’t matter. you didn’t stop sneaking around with that guy even after those pictures came out even though it bothered me and you left. you just left like i was nothing to you.”
olivia hated the way that she left without another word, but she had to get away. every time she logged into her social media she was bombarded with people calling her a cheater, and she absolutely hated it. granted, she never gave anyone a full explanation, but when people speculated -- it never stopped. the constant talk made her head spin, and during the weeks leading up to her tour, she barely left home. if there was something she needed, she’d send her assistant out to get it, even if it was a box of tampons or the chinese food she’d been craving for a week. she hated it. she hated feeling like she couldn’t live her life because of the questions that she’d be asked or the things that they were going to post. so, she stayed home until she went on tour, and absolutely avoided the airport by any means necessary. olivia pats her cheeks lightly to get rid of the flowing tears, sucking in a slow breath. “that’s fair, but i wouldn’t immediately accuse you of cheating. i would ask you what was going on and if you gave me a reason to speculate that you were cheating then maybe i’d accuse you. i just -- i don’t get why you shut me out the way that you did. i know that i didn’t make it any easier by not explaining things in the first place, but we were always able to communicate with each other. if you felt the way that you did, you should have confronted me with it, dominic. i didn’t know that half of those things were being said until you brought it up. unlike most of the other celebrities who are obsessed with themselves, i don’t post a tweet or a picture and wait for the likes to roll in. i don’t search myself on either of them to see what people are saying.” olivia drags her hands over her face and through her hair, and it’s one of the few moments that she’s thankful she’s not wearing any makeup. she can feel the couch dip slightly when he moves, but she remains in her place, only turning her head slightly to look at him. “i shouldn’t have made you feel that way, and i’m sorry. i thought it was fine because i knew the truth and that we were just friends, but i should have known that it didn’t look good to you, and i’m sorry from the bottom of my heart. i left because you weren’t talking to me, and that doesn’t excuse what i did, but i figured that you didn’t want to see me and that you didn’t want to talk. i mean, alice wouldn’t even let me in for five minutes and she looked like she hated me so i gave up. i shouldn’t have and i regret that i did, but i’m truly sorry.”
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