hollow hearts

this is how she see’s it.. as an artist it is her responsibility to not have a boring life. to feel d e e p l y. to listen to the stories of strangers. to try new things and go new places. to say yes. to question everything. to find beauty in the commonplace especially to fall in love. over and over. because through all the highs of love and the lows of heartbreak she truly knows what it is to feel.

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b.

    “    you    don’t    know    what    i’ve    done,    i’m    wanted    and    on    the    run.    ”

   “   but  why  do  you  think  i   care   about  that  ?  i  care  about  you,  not  your   past.   ”

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:  ｡ ♡ · ˚ .  ––  knuckle head.

   izzy : sorry i didn’t show up for our plans     izzy : suki thought it’d be funny to steal my phone right before i went in to detention     izzy : therefore . i couldn’t let u know     izzy : do you still wanna hang out or 

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christophwood :

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hey so . like for a starter while i attempt some drafts !!

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c.

            ❛    what’re you    doing   ?   ❜    the inquiry surpassing parted brims a bit too    late,   —    as he had already gotten the smallest of a    t a s t e    and it left him wanting    MORE.    they weren’t his to have, and yet his palm will remain curled in their tendrils, a sign of sheer    POESSESSIVENESS.    he’ll remain still, dark hues    FIXATED    against their porcelain countenance    —    jaw clenching in attempt to    c o n t r o l    himself. he’d never recieved such a    TENDER    kiss before    ;    the extent of his hook-ups fullfilled with harsh    bites    and    SCRATCHES.    it was never    s o f t.    there was nothing soft about crash, he was    CHAOS    in and of itself. he was built to    d e s t r o y.    it was his instinct to    HURT,    and to    kill.    yet when he was met with the other’s gaze, though the thought of his hands wrapped around their    neck    intrigued him, it was a look that dwindled any thought of watching them take their    last breath.    he’s angry    —    he    HATES    them for it. the hand intertwined in their locks is harsh as he retrieves the limb, a diminutive snarl of    d i s g u s t    will emit througout the vicinity.    ❛   why would you do that   ?   ❜

          what are you doing  ;  a   s i m p l e   question,  however,  she won’t answer it.   SOFTNESS    overflows the blonde,     kindness   floods through her countenance.  sienna’s   well   aware she shouldn’t have done that,  exactly why her lips   p r e s s e d   to the others   –––   no,  she should never be doing  that...  being around   him   seems to change her   behaviour.   she should never connect her   lips   to his so   GENTLY.   soft  is an   accent   to her,  deeply wound into her  processes,  this action just something else amoungst the rest to  prove  it.  lucent orbs linger over his   ––   his   fixated gaze   bound to leave her  breathless.   if anything,  the girl with   f l o w e r s   in her brain,  built with  kindness,  with such   precision   &   purity   shouldn’t   ENJOY   the hand stiff her hair, the   f e e l i n g   she got with the tender kiss.   &   surely she shouldn’t be thinking about how   alive   she felt,  acting on her senses  ––  definitely shouldn’t be thinking of how much she wanted to do it   AGAIN.  nerves are apparent from his reaction,  still  frozen  as she watches him.  she’ll answer,  but her voice is soft.     ❛   i   couldn’t   go  home  without   k i s s i n g   you.   i  didn’t  want  to.  ❜

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listen i haven't been on indie in like a year and i kind of wanna come back to it but i know nothin about anythin help like who are the popular fcs now what's the DEAL thank u ily

okay hi i don’t know when this was sent but ? i come and go from indie on new blogs etc and i just don’t think popular fcs have any superiority over underused anymore ? like . sure i play mostly popular ones but that’s because i feel comfy playing them and have for a while u know and i’m rEALLY not answering your question but fc selection isn’t the biggest deal anymore where as a year ago it probably was dklhgfda ily i’m sorry i didn’t answer this at all .message me i will luv u nd help 

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he’s the resident bad boy she’s the innocent little flower they fall in love they date he breaks her heart for whatever reason she cries THEY TOLD ME NOT TO TRUST YOU they break up he pretends not to care some asshole hits on her he beats the living crap out of said asshole whilst screaming DON’T YOU EVER GO NEAR HER AGAIN I SWEAR TO GOD I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU SHE’S THE BEST FUCKING THING THAT’S EVER HAPPENED TO ME GODDAMMIT

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s.

‘ you’re not unloveable. no one is unloveable… ’ he says softly, eyes falling to the ground. stomach in knots, he can’t believe it’s come to this– to pitifully professing his love for the pretty girl. ‘ please don’t go. i’m never going to find you unloveable. you’re so amazing, lesley. i can’t even put into fucking words how amazing you are. ’ he pulls her closer. he’s nervous, but he can tell she still wants him back. she wouldn’t still be here if he didn’t. ‘ i don’t want to lose you. PLEASE don’t do this. i love you. ’ the tears are welling up in his eyes– his emotional sensitivity is a blessing and a curse.

   ‘   but  what  if  i  am  ?   ’   always filled with self doubt, depreciation   ––   &  it’s not particularly healthy, but it’s engraved into her system,  it has been from a young age.  every part of her is aching into his touch,  his words,  she doesn’t want to leave him,  she doesn’t want to be scared  &  parts of her know what she’s doing is wrong,  but was she really compromising  both  of their happinesses for an insecurity of her own  ?   ‘   you  don’t  know  how  much  i  want  to  believe  you.   ’   she’ll whisper as she remains close to him,  breathe hitching within her throat when she sees tears well in his eyes,  shaking her head instantly.   ‘   baby,  please  don’t  cry.  i’m  sorry.   ’   she’ll reach her hands up to either side of his cheek,  thumbs under his eyes,  keeping her gaze on him,  emotions equally seeping through her.   ‘  i  love  you  so  much,  seb.  it  scares  me  so  much   ––   i  don’t  want  to  hurt  you,  i  don’t  want  to  get  hurt.  what  if  it’s  easier  this  way.   ’   &  now she’s the one with tears prickling the bottom of her eyes,  a few escaping despite how much she’s trying,  rolling down her cheeks   ––   she hates feeling this vulnerable,  but around sebastian,  everything always feels different.

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b.

    ‘ i told you. ’ his lips were sucked between his teeth. who would’ve thought he’d pull her strings, even with his obsolete feelings. he was a distant being, the one thing known to be true. his voice was stern, deep, antithetical to the other’s. ‘ i’m not responsible for your feelings. ’ he couldn’t care – he didn’t allow for such thing to occur.

   ‘   i  know  you  did.   ’   but it still hurts all the same.  she hates herself for falling for him,  letting herself seep further  &  further into her emotions until she inevitably got hurt.  it’s not  his  fault, though she’s acting like it.  a last cry defence mechanism perhaps,  she’s not entirely sure.   ‘   i  know  you’re  not.  they’re  all  me.  it  still  hurts  though    –––    it’s  still  hurting.   ’   

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m.

      ❝ no. ❞ he repeats again, closing his eyes and pinching the bridge of his nose. ❝ i don’t fucking see the problem, but of course i know you’re going to fucking tell me. –––– it’s not like i ASKED for my ex to show up. i don’t even talk to her anymore, you’re blowing this shit way out of proportion. typically, i find you hot when you’re angry but i’m a bit too drunk for you to be bitching me out right about now. ❞

   ‘   mhm.   ’   a more  petty  hum than anything,  arms crossed over the blondes chest as she’s sitting in front of her boyfriend.  it’s not like she  wants  to be jealous,  but parts of her are  insecure,  especially when it comes to relationships.   ‘   she  was  all  over  you.   –––   what  do  you  expect  me  to  do  ?   it’s  not  like  you’re  making  me  feel  any  better  about  this.   ’   her voice a little  louder  than usual,  but she can’t help it  ;  it’s all getting the better of her.

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:  ｡ ♡ · ˚ .  ––  can’t resist.

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f.

  felix : i like to call it, honesty. might come off cocky but i only speak the truth, doll face.   felix : the sarcasm is cute on you but i know i am.   felix : you think i’m gonna sit here and tell you i’m not worth it? i make everything worth it.   felix : just bringing it full circle and trying to get you to admit that another go IS a good idea.

   frankie : mhm i’ll believe u for now    frankie : when he says ur cute *a bunch of 100 emojis*    frankie : i’m like . 2 seconds from telling u to prove that its worth it :)    frankie : fine okay u know what ? i admit it . i wouldn’t say no. as long as he never finds out

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:  ｡ ♡ · ˚ .  ––  avoid when intoxicated.

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z.

  zak : idc   zak : yeah look i prefer listening to intoxicated juni   zak : she suits my needs much better   zak : well if it doesn’t go down well know that i’ll go down on you very well after

   juni : am i meant to be offended    juni : i’ll have you know that i ? could easily suit your needs sober i’ll even prove it    juni : just tell me what ur needs are first     juni : u think ur slick huh honestly ? he’s not seeing them    juni : i’m jus gonna have to not see him until it goes down 

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:  ｡ ♡ · ˚ .  ––  zacky 💓

   suki : so . good news :)    suki : my family ? are away all weekend at one of my relatives weddings     suki : she’s been married four times    suki : anyways i said i had an assignment due at school on monday    suki :  but little do they know i have already done it    suki : pls tell me ur free to spend the weekend with me        /      @anomje